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Offline SovaNu

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fuck up
« on: March 19, 2008, 01:15:40 AM »
i feel like a useless lump of flesh. i don't get why i didn't just let the psychokiller kill me. at least could have died in my dream if not really. >:(

i hate being a fuck up that doesn't know shitdick about this planet. i've been here 25 years. isn't that enough? why am i still a fuck up?

i hate being an aspie. i hate being OCD. i hate being avoidant. i hate my acronyms. i hate all my stupid acronyms.
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Offline vodz

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Re: fuck up
« Reply #1 on: March 19, 2008, 01:32:30 AM »
STFU
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This brain could do with some more dimethyltryptamine.

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Re: fuck up
« Reply #2 on: March 19, 2008, 01:32:55 AM »
NO U
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"I think everybody has an asshole component to their personality. It's just a matter of how much you indulge it. Those who do it often form a habit. So like any addiction, you have to learn to overcome it."
~Lord Phlexor

"Sometimes stepping on one's own dick is a memorable learning experience."
~PPK

"We are all the sum of our tears. Too little and the ground is not fertile and nothing can grow there; too much, the best of us is washed away."
~Gkar

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Re: fuck up
« Reply #3 on: March 19, 2008, 01:38:18 AM »
OK  :truce:
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This brain could do with some more dimethyltryptamine.

What is the difference between ignorance and apathy? "I don't know and I don't care."

Offline SovaNu

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Re: fuck up
« Reply #4 on: March 19, 2008, 01:50:57 AM »
well that was easy.
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"I think everybody has an asshole component to their personality. It's just a matter of how much you indulge it. Those who do it often form a habit. So like any addiction, you have to learn to overcome it."
~Lord Phlexor

"Sometimes stepping on one's own dick is a memorable learning experience."
~PPK

"We are all the sum of our tears. Too little and the ground is not fertile and nothing can grow there; too much, the best of us is washed away."
~Gkar

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Offline Al Swearegen

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Re: fuck up
« Reply #5 on: March 19, 2008, 06:49:47 AM »
If it makes you feel any better, I would scrub your back...
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Re: fuck up
« Reply #6 on: March 19, 2008, 07:03:09 AM »
ok. :P scrub my front too? :zoinks:
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"I think everybody has an asshole component to their personality. It's just a matter of how much you indulge it. Those who do it often form a habit. So like any addiction, you have to learn to overcome it."
~Lord Phlexor

"Sometimes stepping on one's own dick is a memorable learning experience."
~PPK

"We are all the sum of our tears. Too little and the ground is not fertile and nothing can grow there; too much, the best of us is washed away."
~Gkar

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Offline Al Swearegen

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Re: fuck up
« Reply #7 on: March 19, 2008, 07:14:13 AM »
Well OK....Whilst I'm there....and because you insisted.....  :reach: (scrubbing back? That is what the smiley looks like he is doing?)
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I2 today is not i2 of yesteryear. It is a knitting circle. Those that participate be they nice or asshats know their place and the price to be there. Odeon is the overlord

.Benevolent if you toe the line.

Think it is I2 of old? Even Odeon is not so delusional as to think otherwise. He may on occasionally pretend otherwise but his base is that knitting circle.

Censoring/banning/restricting/moderating myself, Calanadale & Scrapheap were all not his finest moments.

How to apologise to Scrap

Offline SovaNu

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Re: fuck up
« Reply #8 on: March 19, 2008, 07:14:56 AM »
haha.
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"I think everybody has an asshole component to their personality. It's just a matter of how much you indulge it. Those who do it often form a habit. So like any addiction, you have to learn to overcome it."
~Lord Phlexor

"Sometimes stepping on one's own dick is a memorable learning experience."
~PPK

"We are all the sum of our tears. Too little and the ground is not fertile and nothing can grow there; too much, the best of us is washed away."
~Gkar

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Re: fuck up
« Reply #9 on: March 19, 2008, 08:18:00 AM »
i don't think you are useless
or a fuck up
ocd is evil
i think you can get rid of it one day though
i just dunno how :(
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Re: fuck up
« Reply #10 on: March 19, 2008, 02:17:17 PM »
you're not useless, hon.  you're...

PIZZA!!
no, wait!

you're...


MILLA!!!
:-*  :hug:
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Re: fuck up
« Reply #11 on: March 19, 2008, 02:18:35 PM »
millapizza
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Offline SovaNu

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Re: fuck up
« Reply #12 on: March 19, 2008, 02:20:16 PM »
lol i could be a pizza, i'm gonna get all this cheese coming out of my face tomorrow. :P
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"I think everybody has an asshole component to their personality. It's just a matter of how much you indulge it. Those who do it often form a habit. So like any addiction, you have to learn to overcome it."
~Lord Phlexor

"Sometimes stepping on one's own dick is a memorable learning experience."
~PPK

"We are all the sum of our tears. Too little and the ground is not fertile and nothing can grow there; too much, the best of us is washed away."
~Gkar

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Re: fuck up
« Reply #13 on: March 19, 2008, 02:24:09 PM »
I could find some uses for you Milla lol.

Have you been to the doctor lately?
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Re: fuck up
« Reply #14 on: March 19, 2008, 08:20:31 PM »
I'm sorry about how you're feeling, Milla.  :(

My husband has social anxiety out the yang, avoidant personality disorder, and horrible self-esteem.  He's been this way all his life, and it's really starting to screw with him now.  He's 48, and completely exhausted from living the life of a workaholic, always trying to be perfect.  He's on Lexapro, which helps a little, but he's still a mess.  He's going back to the shrink tomorrow.  I want so badly for him to get his head together, because I'm exhausted myself from trying to help him. 

You guys need to realize that everyone is fucked up in some way.  Please get control over your anxiety, OCD, avoidant stuff now, while you're young.  Don't waste your lives worrying about what other people think of you.   

rant over.  thanks.
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