Usually busy though. Damn training takes a good portion of the morning. If I feel bored, I may shut my eyes and imagine I am getting stronger. Suddenly do feel as though it happened, I don't feel bored then. I get enjoyment out of simple things after that. Last time I did that, I got a thought that the guinea pig I caused to die, might be affecting my thoughts in the present, a trauma of some sorts. I related it to the chocolate bunnies that we got for easter every year, and me being the only one who wouldn't eat it. Mom had to get me a chocoate train instead. I felt exhausted later, and a sudden chill, that happens sometimes when I imagine myself stronger. Sometimes the answers to others problems come after.
