You are an asshole.
You have not said one nice thing to me, you lack tact in particular. Basically, I don't like you going around telling me how stupid I am, and then when I defend myself, you have a fit, and that is hypocritical. I do remember far back when you were daiting Sean, and I was flirting with you, but you said I didn't need to know about him. ASSHOLE! I should not have to hear how annoying I am when you did all that shit to me. I have worked hard to help myself, so I would not bother anyone, and I did a real good job, but you continued. I meditated first to clear my thoughts, and this is what I came up with.
I did notice something though, seasonal allergies trigger trauma. Its related to the immune system, and I had cancer in it. So seasonal allergies can provoke me to act bipolar, but I can controll my behavior. Bad lifestyle choices makes me circum to it, but I feel fine without meds, in controll. Awarness rises, building up my ability to cope, when I identify issues. I was told that people with bipolar disorder can't controll themselves without meds, but then how come I can?, I mean its for defensive purposes, but I can controll it. I wonder if that is bullshit, and I bet at least some of that is all about what you believe. My mom needs a scheduel not me, so I am wondering if that was part of the discrete personality disorder or attention defficet disorder. I get by just fine without one now, but before, well I am just saying. I have had accidental ingestion of wheat products, a drop, and I got a small whole in my tonge the next day, and perhaps that was the cause of the attention deficeit disorder. I don't agree with AS or HFA part. I don't feel the attention deficiet part either no more, but the trauma remains. However, things are much improved.I don't get wrapped up in dx's and constantly poke fun at people, that is rude, at least not without tact, but even then I don't over do it. I think part of the reason for the typo is so help prevent me from triggering a traumatic memory, but again, I don't want to get too wrapped up. I am enjoying my life quite a bit more these days.
I forgive as always
