Calandale, it's easy for you to think this way for you don't have any children. It's a good thing too, considering your nonchalant attitude over this nonsense.
And you DO? Trust me, there is NOTHING nonchalant about
my position. This is something I've struggled with my whole
damned life. I really doubt that most people think about suicide
in as much depth as I do.
And killing myself would be a grave insult to my family.
Mine understand my position. Quite well. I know that my father would
be pretty badly hurt by it, and that's a factor, but deep down, I know
cowardice is the real one. My mother would be hurt too, but she can
rot in hell, for all I care.