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Re: Post what you're thinking right now.
« Reply #27495 on: March 03, 2011, 01:16:24 PM »
Its been a bit touchy, eh big O? Maybe its becoming self aware. :green:
"I’m fearless in my heart.
They will always see that in my eyes.
I am the passion; I am the warfare.
I will never stop...
always constant, accurate, and intense."

  - Steve Vai, "The Audience is Listening"

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Re: Post what you're thinking right now.
« Reply #27496 on: March 03, 2011, 05:19:31 PM »
God, I really need to find a way to curb the bitterness and jealousy.  :/  Also i want to bitch-slap my mother for SO many reasons.  I could be so much happier and better off right now.
I think I need to find a better way to deal with my anger. Internalizing was good enough for awhile,
as it spared me the stress of confrontations, but after 40-some years it has gotten exhausting.  :thumbdn:

Girls, it is OK what you feel. Don't fret about that. Feel it, feel it deep. Feel the urges to hit or whatever. It's part of you. Don't feel guilty. Don't let the fake obligation to always be a sweet nice girl get to you. And then, let go. Don't let the ones you are having these problems with ruin the person you are. They have fucked with you more than enough. Time to let them go. They have no right to mess with you any more.

And if need be, go to a thrift shop and buy the most ugly plates you can find. Smashing them and then carefully picking up the pieces to discard of them can be really calming. And fuck it what the neighbours might think.

(need some peptalk like that myself now and then too. :P )
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Re: Post what you're thinking right now.
« Reply #27497 on: March 03, 2011, 05:21:47 PM »
God, I really need to find a way to curb the bitterness and jealousy.  :/  Also i want to bitch-slap my mother for SO many reasons.  I could be so much happier and better off right now.
I think I need to find a better way to deal with my anger. Internalizing was good enough for awhile,
as it spared me the stress of confrontations, but after 40-some years it has gotten exhausting.  :thumbdn:

Girls, it is OK what you feel. Don't fret about that. Feel it, feel it deep. Feel the urges to hit or whatever. It's part of you. Don't feel guilty. Don't let the fake obligation to always be a sweet nice girl get to you. And then, let go. Don't let the ones you are having these problems with ruin the person you are. They have fucked with you more than enough. Time to let them go. They have no right to mess with you any more.

And if need be, go to a thrift shop and buy the most ugly plates you can find. Smashing them and then carefully picking up the pieces to discard of them can be really calming. And fuck it what the neighbours might think.

(need some peptalk like that myself now and then too. :P )

Buying a punching bag and sticking a picture of the person who's pissing you off on it, works too  :laugh:

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Re: Post what you're thinking right now.
« Reply #27498 on: March 03, 2011, 05:22:44 PM »
Or masturbate. Like really hard.
"I’m fearless in my heart.
They will always see that in my eyes.
I am the passion; I am the warfare.
I will never stop...
always constant, accurate, and intense."

  - Steve Vai, "The Audience is Listening"

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Re: Post what you're thinking right now.
« Reply #27499 on: March 03, 2011, 05:32:25 PM »
I want to go to the SXSW Festival  :thumbdn:

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Re: Post what you're thinking right now.
« Reply #27500 on: March 03, 2011, 05:33:11 PM »
wut?

The sdfhkresdghdvsr;gv festival? ???
"I’m fearless in my heart.
They will always see that in my eyes.
I am the passion; I am the warfare.
I will never stop...
always constant, accurate, and intense."

  - Steve Vai, "The Audience is Listening"

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Re: Post what you're thinking right now.
« Reply #27501 on: March 03, 2011, 05:41:12 PM »
wut?

The sdfhkresdghdvsr;gv festival? ???

It's where professional tongue-twisters meet and celebrate their amazing skills.
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Re: Post what you're thinking right now.
« Reply #27502 on: March 03, 2011, 05:43:25 PM »
wut?

The sdfhkresdghdvsr;gv festival? ???

It's where professional tongue-twisters meet and celebrate their amazing skills.

 :zoinks:
"I’m fearless in my heart.
They will always see that in my eyes.
I am the passion; I am the warfare.
I will never stop...
always constant, accurate, and intense."

  - Steve Vai, "The Audience is Listening"

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Re: Post what you're thinking right now.
« Reply #27503 on: March 03, 2011, 06:14:35 PM »
God, I really need to find a way to curb the bitterness and jealousy.  :/  Also i want to bitch-slap my mother for SO many reasons.  I could be so much happier and better off right now.
I think I need to find a better way to deal with my anger. Internalizing was good enough for awhile,
as it spared me the stress of confrontations, but after 40-some years it has gotten exhausting.  :thumbdn:

Girls, it is OK what you feel. Don't fret about that. Feel it, feel it deep. Feel the urges to hit or whatever. It's part of you. Don't feel guilty. Don't let the fake obligation to always be a sweet nice girl get to you. And then, let go. Don't let the ones you are having these problems with ruin the person you are. They have fucked with you more than enough. Time to let them go. They have no right to mess with you any more.

And if need be, go to a thrift shop and buy the most ugly plates you can find. Smashing them and then carefully picking up the pieces to discard of them can be really calming. And fuck it what the neighbours might think.

(need some peptalk like that myself now and then too. :P )
Well, in my case, it's not me tying myself up with "should"s, so much as me noticing that feeling bitter and jealous makes me miserable.  [I'm going to continue the rest of the post elsewhere]
it is well known that PMS Elle is evil.
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Re: Post what you're thinking right now.
« Reply #27504 on: March 03, 2011, 06:21:44 PM »
I want to go to the SXSW Festival  :thumbdn:

Will Rammstein be there? :zoinks:

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Re: Post what you're thinking right now.
« Reply #27505 on: March 03, 2011, 06:22:28 PM »
Just posted a new blog entry with some more museum photos from today if anyone's interested. I got one of one of the lizards sticking he tongue out to lick the water off a leaf :)

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Re: Post what you're thinking right now.
« Reply #27506 on: March 04, 2011, 01:21:08 AM »
No, I do NOT want to merely be a distraction from that girl he has the hots for at uni  :finger:

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Re: Post what you're thinking right now.
« Reply #27507 on: March 04, 2011, 02:26:56 AM »
No, I do NOT want to merely be a distraction from that girl he has the hots for at uni  :finger:

Never be someone's distraction...before you know it, you will need a distraction from them.

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Re: Post what you're thinking right now.
« Reply #27508 on: March 04, 2011, 03:00:57 AM »
I can't sleep.

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Re: Post what you're thinking right now.
« Reply #27509 on: March 04, 2011, 03:39:41 AM »
Just posted a new blog entry with some more museum photos from today if anyone's interested. I got one of one of the lizards sticking he tongue out to lick the water off a leaf :)
Sorry if it's a silly question but where's your blog. I wanna see!