Okay, that was a little premature...
Anyway, I'm thinking that for some reason, no matter how hard I try, I cannot for the life of me say or do things in a way that others will interpret my true meaning. Fuck it's annoying when people take your shit the wrong way. It's like I want to be better understood, but its been so fucking long (forever) that I really just want to say, "This is who I am! Take it or leave it!" Everywhere I go I have to put up with the same shit. I'm sick of all the lies and bullshit. I was better off when I kept to my fuckin' self all the time.