responsibility, pah. whatever. stop trying tio be a bloody hero. u r not going to make me stop feeling suicidal even if u DO send the police rounf my house. my problems are NOTHING to do with u. i have been fucked upo ever sice i was 9. uthink soem words from u re going to change that?
sweetheart, no-one can change that except you, with loads of support from people who know what they're doing. no-one who knows anything about it would expect you to. and you know there are people who can give you that support, you need to reach out to those people.
just start with the willingness to do so, because when you feel as bad as you do right now, i doubt you've even got that.
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