Post what you're thinking right now.

[purposefulinsanity]

I'm feeling really depressed/emo today. I've contemplated suicide several times, but I can't do that to certain people, and also it's so...final. I just don't want to feel this pain anymore, and having ruled out suicide makes me feel even more trapped and hopeless. 

So sorry to hear that Carla, you're such a nice person you don't deserve to feel so awful.   

[Peter]

Today was an experience I need to repeat ASAP.

You railed a line of coke off a hooker's arse while three left-handed Bulgarian midgets had a cock in each of your major orifices?

[duncvis]

I'm feeling really depressed/emo today. I've contemplated suicide several times, but I can't do that to certain people, and also it's so...final. I just don't want to feel this pain anymore, and having ruled out suicide makes me feel even more trapped and hopeless. 

So sorry to hear that Carla, you're such a nice person you don't deserve to feel so awful.   

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[odeon]

I'm feeling really depressed/emo today. I've contemplated suicide several times, but I can't do that to certain people, and also it's so...final. I just don't want to feel this pain anymore, and having ruled out suicide makes me feel even more trapped and hopeless. 

I'm so sorry to hear that.

[DirtDawg]

I'm feeling really depressed/emo today. I've contemplated suicide several times, but I can't do that to certain people, and also it's so...final. I just don't want to feel this pain anymore, and having ruled out suicide makes me feel even more trapped and hopeless. 

Not good, Carla. I like you "Quirky". This shit comes and goes, sometimes. I hope you get past it soon.

[The_P]

I'm feeling really depressed/emo today. I've contemplated suicide several times, but I can't do that to certain people, and also it's so...final. I just don't want to feel this pain anymore, and having ruled out suicide makes me feel even more trapped and hopeless. 

Welcome to the club QC, If you only had an idea of the crushing pressure I live under. 

You made a girlfriend of yours to post on Penthouse, and she's hawt, so shush. Your life's great. 

QuirkyCarla, maybe you should see a doctor or something. Hang in there.

[El]

Today was an experience I need to repeat ASAP.

You railed a line of coke off a hooker's AAARRSE!! while three left-handed Bulgarian midgets had a cock in each of your major orifices?

Nope.   I went to an amusement park.   

[Tesla]

I'm feeling really depressed/emo today. I've contemplated suicide several times, but I can't do that to certain people, and also it's so...final. I just don't want to feel this pain anymore, and having ruled out suicide makes me feel even more trapped and hopeless. 

Me and you need to get together and go bowling.

[Lucifer]

I'm feeling really depressed/emo today. I've contemplated suicide several times, but I can't do that to certain people, and also it's so...final. I just don't want to feel this pain anymore, and having ruled out suicide makes me feel even more trapped and hopeless. 

mega

i know that feeling, and it's shite of the highest order.  there are loads of us here rooting for you, hon.  hang in there.   

[Peter]

It's mum's 60th birthday soon, and she's retiring, so I'm spending a bit extra on her present this year.

[El]

I'm feeling really depressed/emo today. I've contemplated suicide several times, but I can't do that to certain people, and also it's so...final. I just don't want to feel this pain anymore, and having ruled out suicide makes me feel even more trapped and hopeless. 

Me and you need to get together and go bowling.

Can I join you too?  I'll make it worth your time; I'll purposely throw every ball down the gutter so you look good.  If that still doesn't help, I'll flash the guy in charge of the music in the bowling alley to get him to play songs that would cheer you up!

(Are you feeling better today, Carla?)

[Alex179]

I'm feeling really depressed/emo today. I've contemplated suicide several times, but I can't do that to certain people, and also it's so...final. I just don't want to feel this pain anymore, and having ruled out suicide makes me feel even more trapped and hopeless. 

Being alone really doesn't help.  That is when I get trapped inside my head and think of worse things that make me even more depressed.  Do you have a friend in real life that you can hang out with and talk things over with?   Someone who really knows you.   Tesla's bowling suggestion would work.   That or a psychologist that you trust helps.   I have been seriously suicidal a few times in my life, planning it out and everything is a dark place to be in.   It is good that you are able to think it through and realize what you would do to those who are close to you.   Whatever it is, there has to be a way through it.   I have known some people that made some amazing recoveries against things that I would think were impossible to overcome.

[The_P]

The internet can be cold as
steel when you're looking
for warmth when you're
down.

It's a harsh world over here.

[Callaway]

I'm feeling really depressed/emo today. I've contemplated suicide several times, but I can't do that to certain people, and also it's so...final. I just don't want to feel this pain anymore, and having ruled out suicide makes me feel even more trapped and hopeless. 

I hope you are feeling better today, Carla.

[QuirkyCarla]

I'm feeling better today. Trying to keep my mind of certain things helps. Thanks for your support/advice to those of you who gave support/advice.

And about bowling, I didn't know Tesla lived in the area