Post what you're thinking right now.

[The_P]

I suppose not. Kinda gutted, though, Faggs.

i agree with you, pee.  all i was trying to do is give you a different perspective.

so, are you spineless because of that thread?
or are you spineless because you let her back in so easily?

still, maybe she was just challenging you.

No, I was spineless because I asked Pyraxis in private about confidentiality issues over psychology, and HG saw that as a breach of trust because I didn't ask her in person. I'm therefore a coward, got naught in common with her, blah, blah, blah -- crap to inspire guilt within me.

I feel like I'm Laz now. :p

[Nomaken]

My cock hurts.

is today the morning after the fifth day?

Dare I ask the fifth day of what?

Every 5 days I get super horny, i go into a small heat.  Up until then a stripper could grind her ass into my cock and i'd be interested if she was taking classes and what she was studying.

[duncvis]

Fuck HG. She's a nobody with a mistaken belief that she's somebody. 

[Callaway]

I suppose not. Kinda gutted, though, Faggs.

i agree with you, pee.  all i was trying to do is give you a different perspective.

so, are you spineless because of that thread?
or are you spineless because you let her back in so easily?

still, maybe she was just challenging you.

No, I was spineless because I asked Pyraxis in private about confidentiality issues over psychology, and HG saw that as a breach of trust because I didn't ask her in person. I'm therefore a coward, got naught in common with her, blah, blah, blah -- crap to inspire guilt within me.

I feel like I'm Laz now. :p

If that is her "reason" then who needs her anyway?  You have the right to ask anyone any questions you want to ask.  That's not a breach of trust as far as I can see.

[The_P]

Fuck HG. She's a nobody with a mistaken belief that she's somebody. 

I'm sick to the teeth of trying now, so I'm simply going to follow Dunc's advice.

Yeah, dump me a monologue while I was Away. My, how convenient. Couldn't she have waited when I came back?! 

Or even better, couldn't have she emailed me this? It's fucking long stuff for real-time chat.

[Litigious]

I want to humiliate a girl, especially a young one. Best would probably be if I could trick Linda to see me again. She has a new boyfriend but wants my "support" in some weird way, that little bitch.

[The_P]

Hey Andi,

I want to give you the letdown of the things I said in regards to you while we weren't on talking terms for a few weeks. Hope you don't mind reading through this bullshit in your spare time. :p

Okay, here goes.

1. While I was in angry mode, I vented at some topic about you on Intensity. It was mostly to do with the fact that I assumed that because of what you've written from that IM convo we had in April, that I was a lesser friend to you, despite the personal convos we had together when we get the chance. I don't do personal shit with acquaintances, only to people that selflessly offer to lend an ear.

2. I grew somewhat annoyed at you when you felt sorry for Peter. I don't think that it's anyone's right to judge his life because he does things differently to most people, nor I don't believe that his medical label is a good basis to chastise him. Plus, you didn't know him very well, so you can only second-guess what kind of a state he is in, and I was surprised by this immensely because you loathe it when people try to fathom you out.

I don't believe that I have made the relationship you had -- or still have -- with Pete turned sour because he told me that you had a grating attitude, which made it difficult for him to talk to you about some things. Don't know if he told you this, but that's how it is. Naturally, I supported him for cutting ties with you because if I had people who denigrated me like that, I would no doubt give them the finger and shout obscenities at them before I move on with my life.

3. I became somewhat suspicious over your reluctance for not sharing vital information to back up your stance on that Porn 101 thread before you've left -- this was before the fall-out we had, just so you know. I didn't think much on it at first because I barely paid attention to the thread and thought that you had a good reason for doing so. In time, though, I started to develop some doubts over your confidentiality issue excuse, so I forwarded an inquiry to Pyraxis in private to help me understand how confidentiality in the field of Psychology works. Here's an excerpt from the private discussion we have had:

"In psychology research, clients can be used as case studies, but identifying information must be removed. So clients are usually referred to by a fake name or fake initials, and geographical location, etc, is changed. This allows the psychologist to reveal highly personal info that is necessary to understand the case, without breaking the client's confidentiality. This is part of the reason I don't understand HG's fanatic privacy - nothing would stop her from discussing psychological research if she used these standard rules. I would like to know what organization she belongs to, so that I can look up their official policy.

If I'm remembering right, HG is studying criminology. I can see a legitimate case for her not being allowed to reveal the specifics of advanced forensic technology and current methods. But again, I don't see how that would be relevant to her discussion on Intensity."

Pyraxis felt that you were hiding behind false authority to cover up the fact that you won't admit any faults pertaining to your argument, which she thought was cowardly, not to mention disgusting, especially when you claim to be so upfront and honest.

To be honest with you, Andi, I don't really know what to think, but I do feel that Pyraxis makes some sense in what she is saying, seeing as she has friends who are in the field of psychology. Though I do think that if you're not willing to disclose any information to base your argument with because of the sanctions of your profession, you don't have any authority to draw out your guns without any real ammunition to fire them with.

This is the truth, I'm afraid, and I humbly apologise if my actions have disappointed you, but I believe that I am expressing my loyalty by showing what I truly feel, and not through blind obedience.

P

And that, my dear audience, is why I'm a spineless coward. 

[McGiver]

pea, she is simply calling you that because you dared to disagree with her.

this is what i learned in relation to dealing with her:
i would beg to differ from her opinions, and i would challenge her.  then she would write some essay in rebuttal, and send me pm's about how she doesn't know about me sometimes.

then i would agree with her and look for an opportunity to start the cycle anew.
in short:  you are stupid if you don't take her word on matters and you dare to disagree with her.


i just figured that she was young.  she will learn alot more about what she actually DOESN"T know with age.  and as her beauty fades.

[duncvis]

She has what I call undergrad syndrome - she's a young, arrogant, half-trained muppet who thinks she fucking knows it all and has a seriously overgrown appraisal of her own education/intelligence/skills/importance. Seriously - fuck her. I've known loads of people like her, which is why I decided enough was enough when she developed the habit of rolling her eyes at everyone else here and ranting about people with AS like she actually knew anything about it, and finally called bullshit. LMAO

[McGiver]

She has what I call undergrad syndrome - she's a young, arrogant, half-trained muppet who thinks she fucking knows it all and has a seriously overgrown appraisal of her own education/intelligence/skills/importance. Seriously - fuck her. I've known loads of people like her, which is why I decided enough was enough when she developed the habit of rolling her eyes at everyone else here and ranting about people with AS like she actually knew anything about it, and finally called bullshit. LMAO

yeah, but it is important to get your jabs in while they are in this phase of life.  then they have something to draw from when they come to some hard realizations about how life actually works.

[The_P]

pea, she is simply calling you that because you dared to disagree with her.

this is what i learned in relation to dealing with her:
i would beg to differ from her opinions, and i would challenge her.  then she would write some essay in rebuttal, and send me pm's about how she doesn't know about me sometimes.

then i would agree with her and look for an opportunity to start the cycle anew.
in short:  you are stupid if you don't take her word on matters and you dare to disagree with her.


i just figured that she was young.  she will learn alot more about what she actually DOESN"T know with age.  and as her beauty fades.

She said at the end of her monologue that she wants nothing to do with me, that I'm untrustworthy and that we haven't got much in common before she sets her status to "away" on msn. (Now that's kinda cowardly, don't you think, bitch?)

After skimming through her bollocks, I've written this:

"Well, whatever Andi. I tried my best to make up for what I've done, and I'm entitled to make a cock-up now and then because I'm human. I've apologised more than enough."

Next...

"I'm a coward? Who are YOU to judge ME?"

"Like you're some almighty god."

"Cocky bitch."

And then I blocked her. 

[purposefulinsanity]

Sorry you didn't manage to move forward with your friendship, I've said it before but I'll say it again- you deserve better treatment than that.

[The_P]

Sorry you didn't manage to move forward with your friendship, I've said it before but I'll say it again- you deserve better treatment than that.

Cheers Mel.

I would also like to know who has been grassing to her over the specifics of my bitchiness here. Seeing as her agents of doom are more braver than I am in her eyes, perhaps it's in the best interests of their integrity to admit what they did?

Wow, disgracing the all-powerful shepherd of the weak masses from Glasgow -- who'd attempt such insolence?

Me. 

[McGiver]

Sorry you didn't manage to move forward with your friendship, I've said it before but I'll say it again- you deserve better treatment than that.

Cheers Mel.

I would also like to know who has been grassing to her over the specifics of my bitchiness here. Seeing as her agents of doom are more braver than I am, perhaps it's best for their integrity to admit what they did?

Wow, disgracing the all-powerful shepherd of the weak masses from Glasgow -- who'd attempt such insolence?

Me. 

you did.

your e-mail that you posted above seemed pretty thorough.

[The_P]

28/05/2007  16:09:09  Andreanna  Internet twat wearing a mask  Hey peegz, just thought id say to you, upfront no hiding behind an email, that if you had questions or you doubted anything id said, you could have just said openly via this at any point we spoke, instead of needing to later write it in a constructed email, which looks rather cowardly and spineless, as if you needed the time delay and such, also sorry to tell you, i already knew you had been 
28/05/2007  16:09:12  Andreanna  Internet twat wearing a mask  bitching, so dont worry about it.
28/05/2007  16:09:28  Andreanna  Internet twat wearing a mask  which i told you at the time.
28/05/2007  16:10:27  Andreanna  Internet twat wearing a mask  however i thought youd have had the balls to ask openly, which is the sad thing, because obviously you dont. 
28/05/2007  16:11:16  Andreanna  Internet twat wearing a mask  i could easily respond to your email, but to be honest, i dont really think theres much point, and anything i need to say, i could say directly, rather than construct it and choose my words carefully via an email.
28/05/2007  16:13:25  Andreanna  Internet twat wearing a mask  btw the porn 101 thread, i was going to respond with basic psychological evidence, but it seemed pms elle was gonna do so, and well i cam to the opinion, which was also confirmed by TWO others that it would be wasted on the community there for various reasons, and yes it is actually forensic and criminal psychology that is my speciality so no i couldnt discuss that with the people at intensity,
28/05/2007  16:14:25  Andreanna  Internet twat wearing a mask  given some of the traits and backgrounds etc there, not to mention, i needed to protect myself, as its basic procedure not to discuss pretty much alot of stuff with people outside that area, for protection and so on, some information should be used wisely and not be put in the wrong hands.
28/05/2007  16:15:38  Andreanna  Internet twat wearing a mask  as for pyraxis, i find it funny you asked her, given from what i hear, she isnt as informative as she makes out, and her "circle" is doubted by a few due to her obviously attitude problems which raise flags, not to mention she is one of the people who several others havent made secret in private and possibly maybe even publically
28/05/2007  16:16:15  Andreanna  Internet twat wearing a mask  they find her "poison" (a word that was also used by vivi/lucifer to describe her) and to be someone whos opinions and such, were to be taken with a pinch of salt, and an eye on your back. 
28/05/2007  16:17:25  Andreanna  Internet twat wearing a mask  never the less, at one point i did try help her out regardless to the way she comes across and her sneaky snideness, as well, i tend to judge for myself even though i aknowledge comments and observations by others.
28/05/2007  16:18:21  Andreanna  Internet twat wearing a mask  what she thinks of me is irrelevant, as well i doubt plenty about her, like i say, and well she isnt really one of the members of I2 to respect. But if you feel you can get advice etc from her
28/05/2007  16:18:31  Andreanna  Internet twat wearing a mask  good luck to you, but do be wary never the less
28/05/2007  16:20:33  Andreanna  Internet twat wearing a mask  the only two people i openly said id have no problems discussing all of my views on that thread with were Callaway and Steve aka Ozy, as well as far as im concerned they are two of the very seldom people there who i actually had any respect for due to the way they upheld themselves, and due to private things id discussed with them, which showed how set apart they were from the others at I2 at the 
28/05/2007  16:21:28  Andreanna  Internet twat wearing a mask  time, and the information wouldnt be wasted on them, or treated with ignorance or such, plus i knew it would make for a proper conversation, free of the usual I2 crowd bull.
28/05/2007  16:22:08  Andreanna  Internet twat wearing a mask  I2 really isnt a place for openly discussing alot of topics simply for the fact, most of the people there have issues besides their AS diagnosis also, so they really are a "red flag" group.
28/05/2007  16:22:18  Andreanna  Internet twat wearing a mask  few there dont fit that category, (well at the time i was there)
28/05/2007  16:22:27  Andreanna  Internet twat wearing a mask  sorry if that offends you, but hey.
28/05/2007  16:24:55  Andreanna  Internet twat wearing a mask  i also didnt think it would be appropriate to discuss some of the convos i had had, with behavioural psychologists and such at the time, because it was in relation to people with ASDs and various links, and case studies, opinions etc. as for pyraxis's view of research work, yes alot of research work mainly describes people in an anonymous form in the sense of with one initial or an X in place of 
28/05/2007  16:26:00  Andreanna  Internet twat wearing a mask  the personal details, however........alot of work ive done has been working face to face with "subjects" or being present. So no i wouldnt sit and discuss what these individuals have been through, to a bunch of ignorant morons, who like to make jokes about rape and such
28/05/2007  16:26:07  Andreanna  Internet twat wearing a mask  which im not gonna apologise for.
28/05/2007  16:27:16  Andreanna  Internet twat wearing a mask  Peter, yes i discussed the comment you used regarding peter ages ago, he unlike you, has the balls to say upfront, which we discussed, and yes we kept in contact, still are, even though i dont really talk to him as much, and only really enquire how he is, and how is meds are working etc.
28/05/2007  16:27:33  Andreanna  Internet twat wearing a mask  but yes, i think thats all that needs to be covered peegai.
28/05/2007  16:28:07  Andreanna  Internet twat wearing a mask  without the need of an email, i will presume you are away and not in hiding, but eitherway, take that information, in any way you like.
28/05/2007  16:29:51  Andreanna  Internet twat wearing a mask  It probably would be best that you also didnt get in contact with me again, as well you really have shown yourself to be someone whom i really dont have much respect for any longer, due to the lack of being able to ask upfront, being cowardly, bitching and such, only admitting when it suits, also when it comes down to it, we really dont have that much in common anyways, and this online friendship 
28/05/2007  16:30:53  Andreanna  Internet twat wearing a mask  wont be going any further anyways, and its best just ending it, if one of us cant discuss various things with the other for whatever reason, you certainly cant be upfront with me, and well i dont trust you enough, or have enough in common with you, or such to discuss loads with you
28/05/2007  16:31:19  Andreanna  Internet twat wearing a mask  so, do take care.
28/05/2007  16:31:23  Andreanna  Internet twat wearing a mask  Drea.
28/05/2007  16:53:03  Internet twat wearing a mask  Andreanna  Well, whatever Andi. I did try my best to do what I can to make up for what I've done, and I'm entitled to make a few errors in judgment now and then because I'm human. I've apologised enough over this mess, I felt fucking shitty over it, and I'm not going to do this all over again.
28/05/2007  16:53:41  Internet twat wearing a mask  Andreanna  I'm a coward? Why should I care what YOU think?
28/05/2007  16:53:49  Internet twat wearing a mask  Andreanna  Like you're some kind of almighty god.
28/05/2007  16:59:38  Internet twat wearing a mask  Andreanna  Cocky bitch.

YOU blew it this time. Not me, oh demigoddess (read: fatheaded psychology student). YOU!