God I really hate my family sometimes they really stress me out I can;t wait til i have enough money to leave this shithole. Every time I spend time away from this shithole I feel 100% better.
Man, I have been there and the sooner you leave and put the baggage behind you, your life will improve. But, the key is to NOT take the "family" with you. That may not make sense, but, it will eventually. You can leave the family, but, it's hard to make the family leave/get out of your head. Good luck!