My uncle Alec finally died and my grandfather is not really in good shape. My mother is crying all the time too about my grandfather (her dad) and him not believing in God and all. I am doing my best to be comforting, however I feel like a robot as I really can't be emotional about any of it. I have been avoiding being at home during this whole thing.
I piss quite often as well, only on objects and not in toilets when I am drunk. Usually its the side of someone's house or some bushes.