Have you ever felt disgusted with yourself when you had moments of uber-arrogance?
No because although I might seem like I'm OK with myself on the surface, most of the time I feel I'm just a big fuck up deep down. Any arrogance you see is merely a front.(although now you've got me worrying that I do come across as up myself because if you knew the shit that I beat myself up about you'd find that idea funny).
ain't that the truth, sister. i reckon there's so many different bits to me, i'm more like a jigsaw than a person, sometimes.
lobotomy sometimes seems like such a good idea...
