I have not Jessica to sit down and jack off over the phone with me in over a month. I have not talked to her on the phone in a month, or so. I can understand how frusturated she must be, but its rude. I am still making the effort even though I can go out and find a girfriend without the internet now. If she don't want me, let me f u c k n go! I complained about her lack of tact when she said something that sounded mean threw in something about me dumping her, be she still wants me. If she is sick then she should talk to me. She won't, and I tell her everything I am doing. Including that I called my brother a bacon bit. I am out of weapons, tried everything to talk to me. I am just sitting her waiting and waiting. I worked my ass off! I go out of my way to be a fuckn saint, because that is what is best for her and me. Its more than to put on a show. I have said it about a few times, your fine, I love you, I want you! Perverted shit alot, even told what pictures I liked that she sent me. What happened to I am going to spank you if you dump me? She didn't not even bother this time.
I will continue to wait, perhaps there is something worth wild. I would be like this anyway, but its worse now because of her. I hope she is happy, because I am not. I hope even more that something is not the matter with her.
