Eh, I've been stressing about what I was going
to do once my lease runs out. Stressing for months,
and now I NEED to act. Came to the conclusion that
finding love is more important to me than anything
else. So, I'll stay here, and search for work from here.
Probably the easier answer too. But, the important thing is
to follow my primary need, rather than only hold it as a sorta
goal. I ended up fucking up everything recently, because I've
been trying for what I never wanted. Heh, got further along
an undesirable path than I thought I would though. And with
little effort. I suppose that there's something to be said about
that.
