I wish I Opened up to the world sooner. ?I am particually mad that I had two girls at ounce ask me, and I left, like a chicken shit. They were hot, and wanted to meet after school. ?. ?Most things with women occured when I was younger, and my family does not know anything about that . ?I just now I told them I liked women. ?I was hiding it, and was rather embarassed. I told no one at school I was intrested in either sex. ?I am glad they did not ask, I might have lied. ?One day I said, there is no point this anymore, and I asked someone out. ?One thing this does, is keep people away from you, because they think your weird. That is perfect for some who wanted to remain isolated, real bad. ?My mood improve so much one day I did not care to let anyone know. ?Everytime someone asked, I would try and tell the truth, I would get a panic attack. ?I would end up saying I liked neither. ?I don;t remember what age I really liked them at.