Ask the new ALLDAYGLOWRANDY anything

[ALLDAYGLOWRANDY]

Lol it says I lost 1%body fat, and my weight is staying the same.  Perhaps the sudden reduction in food prompted a blancing act on harmones, that are adjusting my body composition.  I am speaking hypothetically here, it appears sorta fucked up, as if I have a diease, which I don't see one.

[ALLDAYGLOWRANDY]

Well, in my powered up  mode, after meditation, I come up with answers to mine and others problems, I came to a conclusion about the body fat error.  I think I measured my height wrong, perhaps its 2 inches higher, and maybe that would put me at around 12%.  I would tend to see an error that would signify diease, not for attention per say, but because I hate doctors.  If I had a serious diease and beat it, I would be making an ass out of them   I do feel hate and anger towards them, because for instance, I see fat docs.  They bring their shit into their jobs, I hear nasty shit with money to that sounds, again, egocentric.

[ALLDAYGLOWRANDY]

I think this maybe trauma related, and I was told today the guinea pig trauma might not have got it all, but most of it.  That is the strenght of my mind, I used that visual imagery before hand alot, and when he treated that trauma, it made a big dent in all the rest, as if I was building up some time up healing energy.  I am not talking in a psychotic sense here, I mean body processes.

[renaeden]

I just found out I have Bipolar II. Now what do I do?

[odeon]

Medicate, and keep on posting the good stuff?

[Al Swearegen]

Randy what would happen if you found out your scales were fucked and were not working properly. What if they had been telling you, that you were 140lbs instead of 114lbs?

[odeon]

Randy what would happen if you found out your scales were fucked and were not working properly. What if they had been telling you, that you were 140lbs instead of 114lbs?

[Lucifer]

/cracks up, and waits avidly for the response...

[odeon]

Don't hold your breath.

[Lucifer]

Don't hold your breath.

at least it's only my breath i hold while i'm posting, unlike flo...

[ALLDAYGLOWRANDY]

I am not obessed, if that is what you are getting at.  Its not the scale that is the most important thing, its the lifestyle habits, as they tend to make the body go towards healthy weight.  I was just using the scale and machine for a more precise measure of how things were going.
My therapist measured me in his office, the clinical social worker, he says 5'7.5'', and says shoes don't matter because after they are off I would sink into the carpet.  I added 2 inches to my height and it was coming up with all these fucked up responses,  I got three for the 19-19.9%  range and three 20-22.5% range.    I see abs when I raise my arms, what th fuck is this?  Its suggesting I have some diease, my cancer just left, or supposedly.  After 5 years, my chances of survival are 50%, which may imply  that the machine will get errors like that for 5 more years or so.  I will ask my oncologist about this, because I feel fine.  Some diease don't show symptoms, very little basically, making it hard to notice.

[Al Swearegen]

I am not obessed, if that is what you are getting at.  Its not the scale that is the most important thing, its the lifestyle habits, as they tend to make the body go towards healthy weight.  I was just using the scale and machine for a more precise measure of how things were going.
My therapist measured me in his office, the clinical social worker, he says 5'7.5'', and says shoes don't matter because after they are off I would sink into the carpet.  I added 2 inches to my height and it was coming up with all these fucked up responses,  I got three for the 19-19.9%  range and three 20-22.5% range.    I see abs when I raise my arms, what th fuck is this?  Its suggesting I have some diease, my cancer just left, or supposedly.  After 5 years, my chances of survival are 50%, which may imply  that the machine will get errors like that for 5 more years or so.  I will ask my oncologist about this, because I feel fine.  Some diease don't show symptoms, very little basically, making it hard to notice.

Why would I think you were obsessed? 

[ALLDAYGLOWRANDY]

I am trying to figure out this mess, I just had cancer, and I don't consider my self out of the woods, like doctors do.

This is not the dx game here, I don't play that hyperfocus bulllshit.

For a week now, I have eaten a low calorie diet, one that is below what I need, baised on lean body mass.  I cannot seem to loose anymore weight for some reason, I am pissing more, and I feel more energized.  There could be numerous reasons for this, logic prevails here, I can figure this out.

[renaeden]

Ok you may not be obsessed with diagnoses but you are obsessed with diet and exercise and losing weight.

That is very obvious.

Also, you did not answer my question. I think that is because you are obsessed with the things I listed in the first sentence of this post.

[ALLDAYGLOWRANDY]

I was thinking about this, It appears to me you don't know what your talking about due to accidental insensitivity.  My chances are of survival of cancer are only 50%, and it could come right back.  I want to wait 10 years of extra careful watching, that is the reason I am doing this.  I won't let up after that, I should always being doing what is best for me, but I won't be so watchful.  I AM NOT AN ASPIE