No Teejay, my situation is different, I took that into account, so its not bad. My mother called me hypochondriac, and my nice grandmother suggested I get a cancerous mole looked at. That emotion disorder, with trauma, was not much help either. I am happy to be alive, because where I am now, is more happy at how much I have accomplished. Everytime I get treated for trauma, I feel pieces of me coming back, the ones I can get for a short while already, its just longer lasting. I feel as though I am doing better than alot of people, but its far better not to compare apples to bananas, with two different diagnosis. I just want everyone to be at peace. You see, the thing that is really bothering me now is people's suffering. Its really not about me anymore, its about others.