Wrong Tj, you took me literally. I expressed it that way because you are annoying, and selfish by accident. I know what is a joke and what is not Callaway, but thanks anyway. You remind me of my mom, and I am kind of tempted to go all trauma on your ass, its lucky for me I have the attention span to know how I am feeling and let my good mood guide me. I noticed everyone stoped and that is good. I found out who I really am, because of self actualization. I am a person who underestimated himself, which appears to be trauma. Wheat may or may not be the cause of the ADHD I had. I questioned my dx when I went to wrongplanet, the AS/HFA one. I really questioned it when people tried to take advantage of me, and when I relax, they can't. I relax the thoughts related to trauma, the ones where I underestimate myself, and thus do a self fulfilling prophecy. The important thing is I fell great, and as I keep self actualizing, it will stay that way.