I am sorry TJ, that was a joke, and I even said it. Us NT's have a habit of making fun of people with disabilites. I don't do that, I only do what I think is cool. I had a feeling you were going to respond, lets not start the hyperfocus bullshit. My therapist is away on an illness of a loved one, but I don't care to go back to him. I am fine now! I am doubting if I even have AS/HFA in the first place. I have noticed with frequent meditation, the same stressors don't seem to bother me. I guess my adrenal glands needed a rest, and boy did they ever reward me. Tiny fuckn drops of ginseng cause me go fuckn insane with desire now. Christ, yesterday, I thought I was going to need hospitalization for that desire. That was a joke to. I only wrote all that to show that I don't let things bother me, that is what is cool. That is other thing, TJ, if you show that something is bothering you in some way to the extreme, people are going to make fun of you. I actually have had to meditate far less then I used to now, and again adrenal glands seem to have gotten the rest they needed. I don't believe I am disabled, I feel great, an that is all that matters. Lets just leave the dxing alone, because I could care fuckn less anymore given how I feel now.
I ran out of time, I know how I sound, I know that by making fun of my previous behavior, I might have hurt people with actual disorders. I don't flirt around on Jessica either, that was a joke. I might mention something about my body, but I honestly want Jessica. I am having trouble with the money issue though, and will strip if I am given the opportunity. Yes I am a horny bastard, but I have controll. I would not take my comments too far, like somewhere that would leave me in bed with another woman.
