Is that a joke.. what is the meaning of life?, because its pretty good.
Seriously, I would meditate first, then the answer may come to me. After, I feel better, and the solutions to mine and others problems come to me after I am done. That would be partly the reason my mom calls me the god of talk, and saying for me to go to college.
Self esteem... depends, if I meditate, I find I can conjure up alot of things, self esteem is one of them. I don't require adaptogens like ginseng to feel good. Self esteem is required to dump, so I guess that is one of the reasons you ask. Perhaps I was before, and the other reason I had trouble was a decision needed to be made. However, again, the decision is easy if I am in a good mood.
I would love to join the world council.
I would hug everyone here, even the pricks. I just get in those moods. I am feeling that now, as I meditated before I came here. Cayenne pepper has lots its affect now.