^If you are not happy here Randy, you know what you can do.
You got the wrong emotion. You see, sometimes when people get upset, they act in the complete opposite way, that means really really upset. I did this before, that is why I know. At my grandfather's funeral I got angry instead of upset. I made a few observations than got really angry, paradoxically I was very upset. I am have alot anger for doctors now, my other grandfather has parkingson's diease. He can't really walk and barely talks. What I do with my upset is try to help people, makes this world a better place, otherwise all the bad I see would drive me crazy, like the above.
Smoke some ganja?
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I need to do something with my pain, helping others, anything that would inhibit me in any way is strictly forbidden.
Fuckn therapist, he must have messed up somewhere, ever since he treated the guinea pig trauma, I have several periods of extreme upset. Its not over me, its over others. There is rush of thoughts about what is going on with them, and all I get is upset, constant upset. Till I get numb, than angry again. I am just going to try and deal with these feelings appropiately, doing good things for people, so I don't loose my mind. WHAT A FUCKN BURDEN. He is off this week to. Last bad thing was psychogenic seizures, fuck, what is up with guy?
How you doing Renaeden?