I don't know. It seems that there is a big difference between
what is known as 'date rape' and the experience that I had,
which was definitely a desire to inflict suffering in retaliation
for what I was getting from her. Some of it may have been
power, but it felt rather like giving in to the pure glory of
my insanity, as my rages often do. I think it is more of
an anger thing, in my case.
But, I'm probably not your typical rapist. And I can't
really imagine pedophilia. But, I know that I've done
some pretty weird stuff just because I felt the need
to get my dick wet, so who knows, if I thought that
I could get away with it?