Calandale's turn in the spotlight

[Calandale]

I am sure someone over here would take you as a student, most of the application process is done on paper from what I understand. Some universitys are desperate from what I understand. Over the years I have had far worse teachers then how you see yourself.
Who are you looking for in Eugene/ what are you looking for?

I love someone here, though I blew my chance.
I'm afraid that I might not have the advantage
that I get here, from the fan base I've built up,
anywhere else.

Otherwise, I might just chase insanity.

[Christopher McCandless]

I am sure someone over here would take you as a student, most of the application process is done on paper from what I understand. Some universitys are desperate from what I understand. Over the years I have had far worse teachers then how you see yourself.
Who are you looking for in Eugene/ what are you looking for?

I love someone here, though I blew my chance.
I'm afraid that I might not have the advantage
that I get here, from the fan base I've built up,
anywhere else.

Otherwise, I might just chase insanity.

Cal, there is a whole ocean out there, stop looking in the pond all the time. As for insanity, do you reckon it can outrun you?

[Calandale]

Cal, there is a whole ocean out there, stop looking in the pond all the time. As for insanity, do you reckon it can outrun you?

1. 'tis easier. I can search for work online,
whilst lazing here. Better than the only other
temporary option that I have - which would
mean solitude during my search.

2. Has so far. Probably will, unless I chase it
full time.

[Christopher McCandless]

Cal, there is a whole ocean out there, stop looking in the pond all the time. As for insanity, do you reckon it can outrun you?

1. 'tis easier. I can search for work online,
whilst lazing here. Better than the only other
temporary option that I have - which would
mean solitude during my search.

2. Has so far. Probably will, unless I chase it
full time.

You and your laziness. Are you lazy due to indecisiveness?

[purposefulinsanity]

Or insecurity?

[Calandale]

Cal, there is a whole ocean out there, stop looking in the pond all the time. As for insanity, do you reckon it can outrun you?

1. 'tis easier. I can search for work online,
whilst lazing here. Better than the only other
temporary option that I have - which would
mean solitude during my search.

2. Has so far. Probably will, unless I chase it
full time.

You and your laziness. Are you lazy due to indecisiveness?

Or insecurity?

Or, laziness?

I really don't know. There's fear, indecision, and even when those
seem chased away, still problems. I don't know which is the 'real'
culprit, nor what good 'twould do to find out. Had a session with
my shrink (the last) and went through this. Some of it feels as though
all the weight of reality is mine to bear, and any mistake that I make
could have tremendous consequences. Yeah, I don't really believe
that, but I almost do.

Fuck. I just need to DO. But that's what I've never been capable
of.

Waiting for some stinky sex.

[McGiver]

ok.  i farted.  it was awful.

[Calandale]

Thanks. The place just wouldn't seem the same without. 

[McGiver]

had mexican for dinner.

[willow]

silly.

[McGiver]

his name was paco.  he was tender.

[willow]

his name was paco.  he was tender.

paco is tender?


and here I thought pato nato was crazy .

[McGiver]

el loco douch-o!

[willow]

el loco douch-o!

you have a crazy douche???



set it free on the city, man!!!

[Calandale]

Pics please.

Are you asking me or Milla?

Yes.