Just one quick bitch ...

[Al Swearegen]

I could do with some Klonopin right now. I didn't see my family over Christmas because I had nothing to give them and that makes me feel awkward. I thought my mum was ok with that. Then she rang me asking me to come over so I went there and got asked if I was trying to alienate myself from the family?? No I am not.

My mum said she feels as if she is the one in the middle between me and my sisters. I thought that I am stuck between two families. I said that I wanted to go home so I did. I cried in the car. My family want nothing to do with GA now. My life really sucks. I try not to be depressed.

I have to ring everyone to thank them for the presents they got me and I don't know what they are.

That's hard Ren, especially your family not wanting to do with GA now. Disowning a big part of your life that way. Not a good Christmas gift at all.

Hope things between you and your family can get talked over and get better. Not fair to get you torn between loyalties.

Wishing you well. 

I am hoping that things get better for you. Be true to you and let the chips fall where they may.

[The Member Formerly Known As Sophist]

(((((((((((((((renaeden)))))))))))))))

[odeon]

I could do with some Klonopin right now. I didn't see my family over Christmas because I had nothing to give them and that makes me feel awkward. I thought my mum was ok with that. Then she rang me asking me to come over so I went there and got asked if I was trying to alienate myself from the family?? No I am not.

My mum said she feels as if she is the one in the middle between me and my sisters. I thought that I am stuck between two families. I said that I wanted to go home so I did. I cried in the car. My family want nothing to do with GA now. My life really sucks. I try not to be depressed.

I have to ring everyone to thank them for the presents they got me and I don't know what they are.

[Celticgoddess]

Hugs to Trigger, Ren, and Parts.

Got overwhelmed today and went into shutdown mode. Found it hard to communicate so closed myself off. Still struggling to be outside of my head.

[Callaway]

I could do with some Klonopin right now. I didn't see my family over Christmas because I had nothing to give them and that makes me feel awkward. I thought my mum was ok with that. Then she rang me asking me to come over so I went there and got asked if I was trying to alienate myself from the family?? No I am not.

My mum said she feels as if she is the one in the middle between me and my sisters. I thought that I am stuck between two families. I said that I wanted to go home so I did. I cried in the car. My family want nothing to do with GA now. My life really sucks. I try not to be depressed.

I have to ring everyone to thank them for the presents they got me and I don't know what they are.

 

['andersom']

Hugs to Trigger, Ren, and Parts.

Got overwhelmed today and went into shutdown mode. Found it hard to communicate so closed myself off. Still struggling to be outside of my head.

[renaeden]

Hugs to Trigger and Parts.

Got overwhelmed today and went into shutdown mode. Found it hard to communicate so closed myself off. Still struggling to be outside of my head.

That sucks when it happens.

I still haven't heard from mum. I think any action I take now will somehow seem the wrong one to at least one person. GA is supportive but then, he has to be.
I haven't has a suckier christmas than this one.

[SleepyDragon]

Hope your new year makes up for the way this one ended, renaeden.

[renaeden]

Actually, apart from uni, 2009 was one of the worst years ever. How I stayed sane, I don't know. All my meds got increased anyway.

Thanks, SleepyDragon. Hoping your 2010 is a good one, too.

['andersom']

Kids having a secret get together in the night, I can live with that, but getting woken up by a vehement row at 3 am 

Sometimes I just want them to be neatly packed behind the wallpaper.

And then this morning I had no hot water, and no heating. Looked like I had to get a mechanic, but in the end the system gave way to my attempts to get it running again. I was cold to the bone, trying to fix it without bothering to get dressed. 

So, that's two bitches for the price of one.

[Peter]

There's something wrong with my jigsaw.

[Al Swearegen]

I have a cold. Not a terrible one but between, exhaustion, headaches, sore joints, temperature and a bad case of the shits I am not looking forward to work tomorrow and the happy salesman approach and worse still having to think hard with each call. I have some great leads and IF I manage to get them all and if I manage to charm hell out of them and if I manage to sell them all, I will call it a day and just go home.
Boss will understand.
Lot of IF's though 

['andersom']

Now that does make me wonder what a terrible cold is for you...
( I know)

 

 Hope you feel better tomorrow.

['andersom']

I hate the way the postman on duty this week sorts, or rather not sorts, my mail. Messing it all up. UGH!!!

Won't get paid extra for fixing his mistakes.

[Al Swearegen]

Now that does make me wonder what a terrible cold is for you...
( I know)

 

 Hope you feel better tomorrow.

LOL.
Well at least it was a holiday today and I was able to sleep between dunny runs and sweet out and sleep when I could