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Post your top sources of depression and self-hatred.
« on: February 14, 2007, 05:02:49 PM »
This is not intended to be for sympathy.  It is more designed to be self-depracating humor.  After peter posted the SAD article, I was going to remark that of all the things that I feel bad for, being alone is WAY down my list, but decided to make a seperate thread for that.  Also, I am kind of curious where other people's pain comes from. 

1.  Embarassing memories.
2.  Painful memories caused by personal flaws.
3.  Current terms with friends and aquaintences.
4.  Bad habits. (staying up too late, not dieting correctly, or being in shape, that sort of thing)
5.  The brightness of the future(or lack thereof).
6.  Lack of achievement.
7.  Being alone.
8.  Personality flaws.


I don't actually care about my personality flaws, but it does suck when those flaws cause me to get embarassed, so I dislike them by proxy.
And as always, these are simply my worthless opinions.
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Re: Post your top sources of depression and self-hatred.
« Reply #1 on: February 14, 2007, 05:16:14 PM »
1.  Being alone and being unable to obtain company.
2.  Lack of achievement.
3.  Lack of future prospects.
4.  Mental inadequacies and flaws.
5.  Bad habits.
6.  Personality flaws.
7.  Physical flaws.
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14:10 - Moarskrillex42: She said something about knowing why I wanted to move to Glasgow when she came in. She plopped down on my bed and told me to go ahead and open it for her.

14:11 - Peter5930: So, she thought I was your lover and that I was sending you a box full of sex toys, and that you wanted to move to Glasgow to be with me?

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Re: Post your top sources of depression and self-hatred.
« Reply #2 on: February 14, 2007, 05:25:43 PM »
1. My weight.
2. Acting mean and bitchy to people when I'm in a bad mood or upset.
3. Not doing things as well as I feel I should because of procrastinating.
4. Feeling like I'm boring and have nothing to talk about.
5. Not being able to socialize; being alone.
6. Feeling like no one understands me.
7. Embarrassing memories.

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Re: Post your top sources of depression and self-hatred.
« Reply #3 on: February 14, 2007, 06:03:29 PM »
1. Being alone with no companion.
2. No prospects for companionship.
3. lack of interest in finding a companion.
4. Bull headed and stubborn.
5. Lack of full felling Life Goals.
6. Wish Life would turned out differently.
7. Able to move forward.
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Re: Post your top sources of depression and self-hatred.
« Reply #4 on: February 14, 2007, 07:48:13 PM »
everybody in this thread except for carla.  and peter.  oh, and kevv.

everybody else though.
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Re: Post your top sources of depression and self-hatred.
« Reply #5 on: February 14, 2007, 08:59:05 PM »
I would be flattered if I rated higher than yourself as a source of depression.
And as always, these are simply my worthless opinions.
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Re: Post your top sources of depression and self-hatred.
« Reply #6 on: February 14, 2007, 10:28:12 PM »
1. Not being at where I want to be in life
2. Not being able to find proper company
3. Feeling alienated from society
4. The Pettiness of society
5. The way my family acts
6. Inability to maintain romantic relationships
7. My personal flaws
8. Feeling inferior to other people

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Re: Post your top sources of depression and self-hatred.
« Reply #7 on: February 14, 2007, 11:01:27 PM »
everybody in this thread except for carla.  and peter.  oh, and kevv.

everybody else though.
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Re: Post your top sources of depression and self-hatred.
« Reply #8 on: February 14, 2007, 11:28:53 PM »
everybody in this thread except for carla.  and peter.  oh, and kevv.

everybody else though.
What You in the end. McJagger. ;)

that's a thread killer.
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Re: Post your top sources of depression and self-hatred.
« Reply #9 on: February 14, 2007, 11:56:13 PM »
Why? 
And as always, these are simply my worthless opinions.
Reverence is fine, Sanctity is silly.
We're all fucked, it helps to remember that.

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Re: Post your top sources of depression and self-hatred.
« Reply #10 on: February 15, 2007, 07:01:34 AM »
What a cheerful thread. I thought I was on WP for a second...

I do my best not to think of mine, it isn't helpful. So I won't be participating, just awarding this thread the title of most depressing game in the history of Intensity²...

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Re: Post your top sources of depression and self-hatred.
« Reply #11 on: February 15, 2007, 07:16:35 AM »
I have no sources for self-hatred, not hating myself. As for depression, it is a combination of environment (and amount of time within it), the results of events, and my current outlook for my life. Two or more of those typically need to be amiss for it to occur.

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Re: Post your top sources of depression and self-hatred.
« Reply #12 on: February 15, 2007, 07:20:14 AM »
What a cheerful thread. I thought I was on WP for a second...

I do my best not to think of mine, it isn't helpful. So I won't be participating, just awarding this thread the title of most depressing game in the history of Intensity²...


Dunc, depresses me.
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Just kidding. Quite the opposite, actually. Call this a totally off topic thread crap, but I almost always get an amused glow after reading Dunc, Odeon, Quirky Carla, Fluff, and sometimes I make myself laugh. Sometimes Peter, PI, PMS Elle and Ozy are good for a laugh, too. I even laugh at AllDayBlowGrandy, at times.
Fuck this stupid whiner's thread!
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Re: Post your top sources of depression and self-hatred.
« Reply #13 on: February 15, 2007, 07:54:34 AM »
everybody in this thread except for carla.  and peter.  oh, and kevv.

everybody else though.
What You in the end. McJagger. ;)

that's a thread killer.
So You are the thread killer?
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Re: Post your top sources of depression and self-hatred.
« Reply #14 on: February 15, 2007, 08:22:45 AM »
i know you are but what am i.

Nomaken, you are getting me down again.
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