The reason I don't like to hear from an NT 'oh but you seem normal to me' (although in my case thats not all that likely to happen, because I'm quite obviously autistic, thankfully), is that it'd be an NT, essentially making out like I'd be LIKE them, like it would have been otherwise hard to tell that I wasn't ONE OF them, implying bad things like I come off as NT or NT-like, TO NTs. Which I'd actually find quite insulting, not that I think (MOST of the NTs would be trying to be insulting, the comparison still would be like a punch in the stomach. Because I am proud of who, and of what, I am. I always have been and that isn't about to stop or change now. I'm not suddenly going to start wearing a mask either, thats something I just won't do. So if I'm not wearing a mask to 'fit in' or 'pass for' NT, and I were to come across to an NT as one of them, TO one of them, that would implicitly bring with it the fact that I could easily be taken for neurotypical instead of Kanner's, when NOT using those very masks which I so refuse to use.)
It'd be devastating, to be compared to being like them, when I am proud of, and happy with being a kanner's speshul spazz. I kinda feel sorry for NTs really. They don't have to deal with the difficulties, its true, but neither will they ever feel the ecstatic beauty and energy coursing through their veins as they find something sensorily delicious, and rock and flap and twirl and spin and jump and stim It's just something they can never, ever know, will never know what it feels like, won't get to feel that tsunami of energy building up inside ready for things to tip over the boiling edge and go ''FLAP"
Nobody bar paedos, rapists, animal abusers, etc. ought to not ever have the opportunity tp be able to feel it. Its a tragedy for somebody to miss out on it. Poor little NTs is all I can think. Its sad for them.
