I'm addicted to self torture because I've been forced to believe it's normal. Self criticism is a load of shit and doesn't provide the same level of endorphins. I'm in huge amounts of pain but I just don't care because it's normal to be born fucked.
I need to choose life. But why the fuck would I choose an aspie life of relentless cognitive deficiencies that only result in exploitation? WHY?
I WANT TO BE A REAL PERSON, NOT A RETARDED PERSON.
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I think it's time I pulled out the black flag. You fuckers are going to pay for failing to support euthanasing every single one of these neuro-divergent spastics. You will pay with your life because THAT is what you are born for.
WE DIED BEFORE WE WERE BORN
WE WANT US DEAD
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