Craving...hmm...I fancy a rollup.
Food, I think I might just be able to eat tomorrow, now I have some decent internecine drug on rx to go with my antibiotic, managed to keep a tin of rice pudding down and a bag of liquorice.
Liquorice, even when I am sick, is usually likely to tempt me, unless I am really, REALLY not well.
I'll go and grab some 'black mamba' smoking blend from the headshop in town tomorrow, cannabinoids are fantastic antiemetics (and not to mention I could use the relaxation right now.)
Lost my phone a while back, got a new one in late june, but that means I lost ALL my dealers numbers. It isn't a patch on true weed, in several respects it falls short of expectations. Too short acting being the main complaint, and flavour. Its basically an inert carrier base, sprayed with AM-2201, I suspect the carrier, going from texture and appearance, to be dried Mullein (Verbascum thapsus)
But, at least it does have some plus points-fucking strong, stuff has a kick like a mule on steroids, and its A-legal (I have never given a shit, I refuse to be bound by a law that depends for its existane on a vast, longstanding, deeply entrenched pack of prejudices and lies, as well as continuous misinformation , and in its application, bullies and threatens those who harm none, and intrude on anybody else's business....thats where 'B:' comes in, namely the legality meaning one can just walk through a shop door,and walk out again with one's smoke, rather than having to fuck about, freezing my scrotum off on some road corner for a couple of hours for the shady shitskinned arse-gremlin to turn up..who has been 'almost there' for the past 2-3 hours.
(and lol, not to mention the place gets good business from me, and I get a fair few freebies. Last time I walked out with a DMT pipe for nothing (meth pipe type thing, aka the 'glass dick'), and two glass bulbs, with ground glass joints. A part for a bong I think, but my mind immediately thought 'DIY kugelrohr bulb-to-bulb vac distillation device....typical autie line of thinking, lol
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Not to mention the odd free sample/tester of various 'legal highs', most of which, the branded, anonymous garbage often sold especially as stimulants (which I don't care for to begin with, save the odd practical use, such as when I have a more or less mandatory all nighter, or intensive study for a project etc.), but plenty of interesting things turn up from time to time, such as AMT, 5-MeO-DALT (despite disliking entactogens in general, and stimulants to boot, I love AMT, I find it a great psychic healer, and helps me work with my PTSD, in working around and with issues it throws up that I can't simply face down)
And kratom. I think I'll grab some when I next go to town, they do a full spectrum alkaloid isolate, which doesn't involve drinking pints of bitter tea, and can, in a pinch, just be poured onto the tongue and washed down with coke. A bit pricy, at least, with a tolerance coming from being on oxy/sometimes shooting it, but its an effective painkiller, and I find I NEED something immediately on getting into town, the walk to/from the tram stops puts so much strain on my knee and hip that it gets absolutely fucking excruciating pretty quickly. Kratom isn't likely to have me nodding, I'd have to consume a ton of extract or strongest 'Maeng Da' variety/strain of leaf, and it cannot be IVed, although of course, I could refine it to produce single alkaloids in pure form, but I see no reason to want that-often, with herbal medicine, in diametric opposition to the common clinical methodology aiming at prescisely targeted 'magic bullet' type approaches, herbal medicine often works LESS well used thusly, there being synergistic effects of one or more plant constituents with others, produces a whole greater than the sum of its parts.
But it does at least leave me able to walk more than a few tens of meters at a time before stopping to rest it all.
Wouldn't mind some ice cream myself sky. You git. You just sparked off my craving cherry ripple ice cream, or bubblegum sorbet, if I can find any.
