I need to check my bank, although last time I looked I had at least a grand saved away, I think it'll be time to go on a shopping spree for the lab, plus there is a few other things I need, food, drink, I've been meaning to get a few grams of memantine from a research chemical vendor, so I can start on it and fuck waiting for my GP (he is supporting me getting a script, but its a load of fucking wait, pissing in the wind waiting for some specialist to sign some fucking form or other, its been months, and I've been trying for years, before finally getting the GP support and the process started.
So sod it, I'm carrying on for sure, but I'm just going to grab a few grams from a canadian company someone tipped me off to that carries it and a few other interesting articles, and rather than tablets, liquid etc. just weigh it out on my lab balance, which is more than adequate, with 1mg resolution. Especially since for my purposes, rather than its typical use as an alzheimer's med, the dosages are 50-100 even 150mg/d or twice daily, if someone can tolerate a high dose like that, I've cycled memantine before and find I tolerate it extremely well, even at 200mg/d as two divided doses, or 100/50/100 morning, midway through the day and night.
Will cost a few hundred, if I'm going to get the 10g or so I want, maybe 800~CDN $ rounded down to the nearest lower hundred.