Sent an angry email to someone, who, as a professional on autism, did not see any harm in breaking all my boundaries, no matter how clear and how hard and upset I told her not to.
First I was clear, then I was loud, then I was upset. And she just wanted to push things her way.
That led to a daughter of mine being awake at night, worrying about my well being. She witnessed it all. The other daughter did not sleep at all that night. Part of it her own issues, part of it because what happened that afternoon.
Took me a few days to be able to write the email. It is not pleasant for her to read. And it should not be.
It's good to have sent it, it brings back the anger I felt that afternoon. It brings back the despise I feel, but it clears the rest. So, it is good.
Wonder what her reactions will be. A sorry will not do. Will not do at all.
I did not only express my anger, did not only point out what she did wrong and what harm she caused. I also told her the reasonable alternative path she should have taken.
Dammit this woman is trained to work with people on the spectrum. Why did she have to push me into a meltdown for her agenda?
And it is not that she could not have seen it. She knows me for years now.
