Life is easy, compared to a few years ago.
I laugh a lot. My girls are growing getting stronger, more mature, still playfull with a wicked sense of humour.
And, though it sucks not to be able to get a paid job at the moment, I now am happy to be in a volunteering position. I can see what it going wrong, but it will not have an effect on my income. I can use it to learn to deal with the stress it brings, and can use it to see my strengths and my dangers.
(Somehow now I get away with pretty obnoxious behaviour, because it pays off, but in a paid position, I would not have that freedom, not this much at least)
Getting an assessment next week, to see if there is someone willing to hire an aspie without disability compensation. Good to know my weaknesses and strengths better, when having that meeting.