@ Lestat: Um, my bad.. it's a Brugmansia. Sorry. Keep mixing up those two names. This (also/mostly) thanks to my old boss whilst I worked in a big greenhouse. The crosseyed fart thought it was funny to fool people.. by e.g. giving wrong names of plants when I asked about them. Might be he's a retarded idiot. Bit of both, I reckon.. this (cath.) region is full of them. (but anyway.. )
Um, read some/most of your posts here and I do hope you are a bit careful, chap.. with them drugs, I mean. This, also linking it with your belladonna seeds now. Well, preaching about would be hypocritical of me.. but please be a bit careful.
I, for myself, 'use' this metaphor of the elastic rubber band.. One can wish to pull it up real high (when stretched horizontally between two fixed points/neutral the band's horizontally/=0) but it's bound to go as deep down when the tension is released. On a -10 <feel> +10 scale.. aiming for +10, trying to go there via drugs, one is more likely to hit -10 in life as well. In my perception.. moderation is key here. I just don't aim/wish for +10.. little 'pluses' (+1, 2 or 3) are perfectly fine for me.
Minus 10, been there I tell ya, I haven't experienced for.. um, at least 4 years now (since my (HF) auti-awakening basically).. but I'm blahiahing again/sørry.
Plus ja, ripe Jap. wineberries are delicious. Love them. Blackberries too. They're kind of like little vita. C bombs.
