Anxious and overloaded.
Its not often that I do for that reason, but anxious and overloaded to the point where I ended up taking a benzo for the anxiety. I like to have a few around in case they are needed, that way I don't end up either having to wait and see a GP, waiting for delivery, and in the former case when they might not comply in the first place, meaning more anxiety wondering one way or the other. Or if its past the time one can get seen in the first place, on a friday, then being up shit creek as far as doctors go for three going on four days.
So took a 5mg nitrazepam a few minutes ago to calm my currently frazzled and frayed nerves. A little soon for it to be working since I can still taste it...for some reason moggies have a lovely cold icy sensation that they leave in the mouth and throat, like mint, but different from menthol (which isn't in the pills), or if anything, just a little better. got 12 of them if I need another later plus whenever I'm due to take my antiseizure meds, which would be about now anyway. Only reason I haven't yet is that I don't actually want to be forced to sleep. I have things that need doing.
