There was no escape today.
I know my youngest needs the socialising. But, this came fully unexpected, she was out to play somewhere else, all of a sudden the gang was here. It completely messed with my routine of the day. Indeed paralysed me. Brain shutdown. Did not even know how to make dinner, so went for a pizza instead, after the visit was gone, and after I got somewhat back to functioning.
When I came back with the pizza, two of the visiting girls already had returned, they had had their dinner. Was like a blow in the face.
I heated the pizza's, then hid on the landing for a while, no light, and as little noise from outside as possible.
Been a very long time that it hit me this hard. Still bruised in the head.
