Just one quick bitch, part two

[MissKitty]

I wish my Gram could just let go. She's now on nothing but liquids. No meds (unless needed for pain) and oxygen if she feels she needs it. She hasn't been able to open her eyes, or talk, but then yesterday had a 'bout of chattiness followed by a crash  The waiting feels worse than when the call will come.  I'm going to see her tomorrow. Some one on one time is what I need right now.

[odeon]

Whatever it is that I was coming down with is finally here.

['andersom']

I feel even MORE pressure about this stupid calendar because now Odeon's anxiety is involved. I feel like I must solve this for the greater good of us all

There's a noble and important task awaiting you.

['andersom']

Our house has no electricity today so dad and I went over to his brother's place and my son is trying to get into stuff so I keep chasing him around. I should have brought more toys with.

You could have made it an adventure, with candles, huge blanket fortresses and blankets.

That's what I would have done I guess. Though girls are now more in the mood of curling up in blankets, with tea, (I have a furnace that doesn't need electricity) cookies, and candle light.

['andersom']

I wish my Gram could just let go. She's now on nothing but liquids. No meds (unless needed for pain) and oxygen if she feels she needs it. She hasn't been able to open her eyes, or talk, but then yesterday had a 'bout of chattiness followed by a crash  The waiting feels worse than when the call will come.  I'm going to see her tomorrow. Some one on one time is what I need right now.

 

["couldbecousin"]

I wish my Gram could just let go. She's now on nothing but liquids. No meds (unless needed for pain) and oxygen if she feels she needs it. She hasn't been able to open her eyes, or talk, but then yesterday had a 'bout of chattiness followed by a crash  The waiting feels worse than when the call will come.  I'm going to see her tomorrow. Some one on one time is what I need right now.

 

     from me too, so sorry you are losing her.

[Lestat]

I really feel for you miss K *squeezes tightly*

I'm sorry to hear about you losing your grandmother, sounds like she means a great deal to you hun. I know there is nothing I can do to help, but I want you to know you are both in my thoughts; for what thats worth.

[DirtDawg]

My daughter's first Show Choir concert Was fun. Hey, they are not that bad at all!!

I was one of many who brought a camcorder or a "phone" of sorts to hold up and record the event.

However, I seemed to be the only one who actually brought a tripod for my HD camcorder, laptop, and a hi-res stereo recording device to the event.

 

I was the PsychoDad!

[odeon]

My daughter's first Show Choir concert Was fun. Hey, they are not that bad at all!!

I was one of many who brought a camcorder or a "phone" of sorts to hold up and record the event.

However, I seemed to be the only one who actually brought a tripod for my HD camcorder, laptop, and a hi-res stereo recording device to the event.

 

I was the PsychoDad!

Production values are important.

['andersom']

My daughter's first Show Choir concert Was fun. Hey, they are not that bad at all!!

I was one of many who brought a camcorder or a "phone" of sorts to hold up and record the event.

However, I seemed to be the only one who actually brought a tripod for my HD camcorder, laptop, and a hi-res stereo recording device to the event.

 

I was the PsychoDad!

You probably will get requests for copies.

[Parts]

There were a lot of very rude people at the flea market today

[MissKitty]

I wish my Gram could just let go. She's now on nothing but liquids. No meds (unless needed for pain) and oxygen if she feels she needs it. She hasn't been able to open her eyes, or talk, but then yesterday had a 'bout of chattiness followed by a crash  The waiting feels worse than when the call will come.  I'm going to see her tomorrow. Some one on one time is what I need right now.

 

     from me too, so sorry you are losing her.

I really feel for you miss K *squeezes tightly*

I'm sorry to hear about you losing your grandmother, sounds like she means a great deal to you hun. I know there is nothing I can do to help, but I want you to know you are both in my thoughts; for what thats worth.

Thanks guys

It was a very eye opening experience. She was chatty again although couldn't keep her eyes open. Everyone seems to skirt around the topic of death, but she and I always had a very open and honest relationship. At one point she had been sleeping and then all of a sudden she whispered "A penny for your thoughts." So I said "I feel like this is our last goodbye" and she said "that's because it is honey." And so it went....we talked about death, about how all of "her girls" are in town (I come from a long line of strong women, thanks to her) and we're all here to support each other so that she can let go. She smiled. Never opened her eyes. Then we had an hour long heart to heart as she faded in and out. leaving was hard knowing I won't see her again. I don't remember the last time I cried that hard but there was absolutely nothing more I could have wished for. She knows I'm the mother and women I am today in large part to her. My thanking her was the only thing that made her cry. As far as goodbyes go, that was pretty beautiful. So now I wait.

[P7PSP]

I wish my Gram could just let go. She's now on nothing but liquids. No meds (unless needed for pain) and oxygen if she feels she needs it. She hasn't been able to open her eyes, or talk, but then yesterday had a 'bout of chattiness followed by a crash  The waiting feels worse than when the call will come.  I'm going to see her tomorrow. Some one on one time is what I need right now.

 

     from me too, so sorry you are losing her.

I really feel for you miss K *squeezes tightly*

I'm sorry to hear about you losing your grandmother, sounds like she means a great deal to you hun. I know there is nothing I can do to help, but I want you to know you are both in my thoughts; for what thats worth.

Thanks guys

It was a very eye opening experience. She was chatty again although couldn't keep her eyes open. Everyone seems to skirt around the topic of death, but she and I always had a very open and honest relationship. At one point she had been sleeping and then all of a sudden she whispered "A penny for your thoughts." So I said "I feel like this is our last goodbye" and she said "that's because it is honey." And so it went....we talked about death, about how all of "her girls" are in town (I come from a long line of strong women, thanks to her) and we're all here to support each other so that she can let go. She smiled. Never opened her eyes. Then we had an hour long heart to heart as she faded in and out. leaving was hard knowing I won't see her again. I don't remember the last time I cried that hard but there was absolutely nothing more I could have wished for. She knows I'm the mother and women I am today in large part to her. My thanking her was the only thing that made her cry. As far as goodbyes go, that was pretty beautiful. So now I wait.

Be tough MK. 

[Lestat]

She is a strong lass, miss K. I've never met her in person (although I would love to some day ), but I can tell she is one tough cookie.

Hang in there MK, we all care about you here *hugs*

['andersom']

I wish my Gram could just let go. She's now on nothing but liquids. No meds (unless needed for pain) and oxygen if she feels she needs it. She hasn't been able to open her eyes, or talk, but then yesterday had a 'bout of chattiness followed by a crash  The waiting feels worse than when the call will come.  I'm going to see her tomorrow. Some one on one time is what I need right now.

 

     from me too, so sorry you are losing her.

I really feel for you miss K *squeezes tightly*

I'm sorry to hear about you losing your grandmother, sounds like she means a great deal to you hun. I know there is nothing I can do to help, but I want you to know you are both in my thoughts; for what thats worth.

Thanks guys

It was a very eye opening experience. She was chatty again although couldn't keep her eyes open. Everyone seems to skirt around the topic of death, but she and I always had a very open and honest relationship. At one point she had been sleeping and then all of a sudden she whispered "A penny for your thoughts." So I said "I feel like this is our last goodbye" and she said "that's because it is honey." And so it went....we talked about death, about how all of "her girls" are in town (I come from a long line of strong women, thanks to her) and we're all here to support each other so that she can let go. She smiled. Never opened her eyes. Then we had an hour long heart to heart as she faded in and out. leaving was hard knowing I won't see her again. I don't remember the last time I cried that hard but there was absolutely nothing more I could have wished for. She knows I'm the mother and women I am today in large part to her. My thanking her was the only thing that made her cry. As far as goodbyes go, that was pretty beautiful. So now I wait.

Hope for both of you that the waiting won't be too long.