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Re: Post what you are thinking right now, part two
« Reply #12525 on: March 11, 2020, 01:45:08 PM »
Do what you need to do to recharge.  :grouphug:

Seconded!
You know what the frustrating thing is right now? I can no longer seem to recharge. Nothing works anymore and I don't understand it. Ugh. Another question for the Neuro.

You have been the caregiver and under some form of stress big time for months now.  Could that be it?  Please, make sure the caregiver gets the care that you need as well.     :grouphug:
That's been going on for over a decade so I don't think it's that. I think it's the current flareup because on the MRI it showed evidence of lesion inflammation that would have been occurring for the past 2-3 months and it's specifically in the place where they look for MS related lesions. It's all rather fascinating yet equally scary. But it is what it is.
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Re: Post what you are thinking right now, part two
« Reply #12526 on: March 11, 2020, 10:12:18 PM »
Maybe there are MS meds that you can take now which will help your body get whatever it's missing.
You'll never self-actualize the subconscious canopy of stardust with that attitude.

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Re: Post what you are thinking right now, part two
« Reply #12527 on: March 12, 2020, 01:28:39 AM »
Wondering if the virus is in the wild now. :-\
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Re: Post what you are thinking right now, part two
« Reply #12528 on: March 12, 2020, 07:00:33 AM »
Maybe there are MS meds that you can take now which will help your body get whatever it's missing.
That's what I'm hoping for. Just waiting on an appt with the Neuro.
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Re: Post what you are thinking right now, part two
« Reply #12529 on: March 13, 2020, 01:53:05 AM »
^Hoping they'll help.
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Re: Post what you are thinking right now, part two
« Reply #12530 on: March 13, 2020, 07:54:38 AM »
How long do you have to wait for the appointment?
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Re: Post what you are thinking right now, part two
« Reply #12531 on: March 13, 2020, 08:17:41 AM »
I have no idea. I've been waiting for a call from the Neuro office since March 5th to let me know when they can see me.
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Re: Post what you are thinking right now, part two
« Reply #12532 on: March 14, 2020, 08:56:02 PM »
I am wondering when's the best time to drive out to visit dad amongst this COVID situation. The sooner the better IMO.
I don't wanna be THAT person that introduces the bug to a remote town of 2000 people.
There might even be a citizens blockade of the roads in and out of The Ridge soon enough!

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Re: Post what you are thinking right now, part two
« Reply #12533 on: March 15, 2020, 02:10:51 PM »
For some reason I keep thinking about that 70s British TV series, Survivors.
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Re: Post what you are thinking right now, part two
« Reply #12534 on: March 15, 2020, 08:02:03 PM »
I wondering about how the current world crisis will change people
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Re: Post what you are thinking right now, part two
« Reply #12535 on: March 15, 2020, 10:34:59 PM »
I never thought of myself as a negative and miserable person, but lately I am feeling stuck there.
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Re: Post what you are thinking right now, part two
« Reply #12536 on: March 16, 2020, 01:00:51 AM »
I wondering about how the current world crisis will change people

Not enough.
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Re: Post what you are thinking right now, part two
« Reply #12537 on: March 16, 2020, 06:03:16 AM »
I never thought of myself as a negative and miserable person, but lately I am feeling stuck there.
I'm not surprised though because you've been stuck in a cycle of being over tired and overwhelmed. That's my reaction too.

I wondering about how the current world crisis will change people

Not enough.

Agreed. But even changes in some are better than changes in none.
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Re: Post what you are thinking right now, part two
« Reply #12538 on: March 16, 2020, 08:05:55 AM »
But I didn't feel like this during all the stuff with WolFish, which was equally exhausting but in a different way. Having nearly no space for creative work here is the difference, and now losing my day job work (due to being unable to effectively work from home with cub at home) which was actually my main sanity check.
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Re: Post what you are thinking right now, part two
« Reply #12539 on: March 17, 2020, 04:46:48 AM »
I am wondering when's the best time to drive out to visit dad amongst this COVID situation.

Apparently never. Dad called me earlier and warned me not to visit  :headhurts: