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Re: Post what you are thinking right now, part two
« Reply #1065 on: October 31, 2011, 07:25:14 PM »
No need to sorry, binty. Wish I had something helpful to say.
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Re: Post what you are thinking right now, part two
« Reply #1066 on: October 31, 2011, 07:27:47 PM »
Quote from: Binty on October 31, 2011, 07:23:39 PM
Quote from: Celticgoddess on October 31, 2011, 07:18:06 PM
Quote from: Binty on October 31, 2011, 07:16:25 PM
Quote from: Celticgoddess on October 31, 2011, 07:12:39 PM
Quote from: Binty on October 31, 2011, 06:57:45 PM
Every time I try to do something that would benefit me, I fuck it up.  Self-destruction is the only thing that agrees with me.

Quote from: couldbecousin on October 31, 2011, 06:53:03 PM
*sends over a truckload of mints*

fixed.

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Don't be so hard on yourself, love. You're stuck in a cycle of negative thinking but you know you are so much more than that and it will pass. You learn from it, you move on. :hug:

I'm just tired of hurting everyone/everything around me.
But you haven't done that. That's what you're projecting/assuming but that doesn't make it truth. Trust my thought process right now instead of yours because I know you well and I'm on the outside looking in :)

I have.  I haven't told you most of the recent events in my life because I know you have a lot of your own shit on your mind.  I just keep hurting people and if what I'm thinking comes true this week, then that's another person to add to my list.  If only I could purely destroy myself; I'd love that.  But I take other people down first and I despise that about me.

Sorry everybody.  I think I'm having an emo meltdown of sorts.  I should probably log out before I embarrass myself further.
Well my shit has been going on for years and it's not going to end any time soon. My virtual door is always open to you and you know it goes no further. If you need me, I'm happy to be there for you. For now, get some sleep. Sometimes clearer heads prevail in the morning. I go by the saying worry about the things you can control, not the things you can't, and have the wisdom to know the difference. One step at a time. :hug:
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Re: Post what you are thinking right now, part two
« Reply #1067 on: November 01, 2011, 02:23:35 AM »
Quote from: Binty on October 31, 2011, 06:50:46 PM
This is the first Halloween in a long while that I've spent completely alone.  I hate it.  I hate this.  I hate the situations I get myself in.  I hate my self-destructiveness.  I hate my impulsiveness.  I despise myself.

/emo rant

The word self-destructiveness and your avatar combined are really scary.  :zombiefuck:











Hope it passes soon Binty.
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Re: Post what you are thinking right now, part two
« Reply #1068 on: November 01, 2011, 02:29:49 AM »
Quote from: Binty on October 31, 2011, 07:23:39 PM
Quote from: Celticgoddess on October 31, 2011, 07:18:06 PM
Quote from: Binty on October 31, 2011, 07:16:25 PM
Quote from: Celticgoddess on October 31, 2011, 07:12:39 PM
Quote from: Binty on October 31, 2011, 06:57:45 PM
Every time I try to do something that would benefit me, I fuck it up.  Self-destruction is the only thing that agrees with me.

Quote from: couldbecousin on October 31, 2011, 06:53:03 PM
*sends over a truckload of mints*

fixed.

:)
Don't be so hard on yourself, love. You're stuck in a cycle of negative thinking but you know you are so much more than that and it will pass. You learn from it, you move on. :hug:

I'm just tired of hurting everyone/everything around me.
But you haven't done that. That's what you're projecting/assuming but that doesn't make it truth. Trust my thought process right now instead of yours because I know you well and I'm on the outside looking in :)

I have.  I haven't told you most of the recent events in my life because I know you have a lot of your own shit on your mind.  I just keep hurting people and if what I'm thinking comes true this week, then that's another person to add to my list.  If only I could purely destroy myself; I'd love that.  But I take other people down first and I despise that about me.

Sorry everybody.  I think I'm having an emo meltdown of sorts.  I should probably log out before I embarrass myself further.

hey cheer up... im sure if you just stop and think about it you could find a way to work through it.
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Re: Post what you are thinking right now, part two
« Reply #1069 on: November 02, 2011, 05:19:56 PM »
Quote from: Celticgoddess on October 31, 2011, 06:35:03 PM
Quote from: couldbecousin on October 31, 2011, 06:30:25 PM
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Quote from: couldbecousin on October 31, 2011, 06:11:09 PM
I think we in the States need to take over Canadia   so their stupid-ass coins will work in our machines.  :tard:

oopsie

 Nope, that was in keeping with the intended dopiness of the post.  :laugh:
You just made my country sound like an STD :P

:rofl: :plus:
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Re: Post what you are thinking right now, part two
« Reply #1070 on: November 02, 2011, 06:02:17 PM »
Trying not to....
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Re: Post what you are thinking right now, part two
« Reply #1071 on: November 03, 2011, 03:51:32 AM »
I can't remember if I put my dinner in the oven at 8:20 or 8:30 :tard:
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Re: Post what you are thinking right now, part two
« Reply #1072 on: November 03, 2011, 05:41:54 AM »
Thinking about what name to use on a Dutch cooking site/forum to become a member there.
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Re: Post what you are thinking right now, part two
« Reply #1073 on: November 03, 2011, 07:12:16 AM »
wonder where I can get good chicken shawarma in my city. My new favourite is an hour away.  :thumbdn:
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Re: Post what you are thinking right now, part two
« Reply #1074 on: November 03, 2011, 12:52:28 PM »
I love music.
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Re: Post what you are thinking right now, part two
« Reply #1075 on: November 03, 2011, 01:35:17 PM »
That it's probably a wise thing that I don't venture into this thread:
Do you have anything against brown or Roman showers?
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Re: Post what you are thinking right now, part two
« Reply #1076 on: November 03, 2011, 01:38:04 PM »
Wonder how Monkeyboys story is coming along.
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Re: Post what you are thinking right now, part two
« Reply #1077 on: November 03, 2011, 06:39:56 PM »
 I'm REALLY glad I don't have a twin.  I've heard about the incredibly close bond
 some twins have, I've heard it described as a kind of telepathy, and it sounds a little
 invasive.  I wouldn't want anyone  able to get that much into my mind.  :chin:
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Re: Post what you are thinking right now, part two
« Reply #1078 on: November 04, 2011, 03:14:04 PM »
It amuses me greatly just how frightened I am about showing my feelings.
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Re: Post what you are thinking right now, part two
« Reply #1079 on: November 04, 2011, 03:19:06 PM »
I'm thinking...

I am going to walk to the mall. it's almost 2 miles away. Should be fun.
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