I hate my name. No one EVER spells it right. And then some of them are like " are you sure it isnt spelled blablahblha"
I think I know how to spell my name
and my maiden last name is a female first name, so people always think that my last name is my first name.
I wish my name was Stella I like that name.
Never wanted my name to be different in the way it sounded, but, I did dislike how it looked when written down for a long time though. I wanted a nice compacted visual, like marianne, or so, without letters taking space above or below the bulk of the word.
I'm OK with my name, unusual as it is, and it sorts out people willing to make an effort to get it right, and people too lazy to do that. Sorting method
Some people close to me call me Hyke, OK with that too.