No, don't blabberize me. I don't know what to do.
If you want to stay and fit in then you really only have one option. You have got to be nicer to people. Even people that you don't like. For instance, you might hate Soph, but like some of Sophs friends. What do you think Sophs friends think of you when they read some of the nasty things you've said about him? Even though you might feel Soph deserves your abuse, all it really achieves is to alienate you further from the people that like Soph.
You have been unpleasant to certain people in the past, and these people have remembered your insults, and are repaying them now that your behaviour has started to deteriorate. You are seeing that as bullying, and to some extent I suppose it is. You need to rise above it, because the people who are giving you the abuse feel juustified in their actions.
There are some people on this site who have stuck up for you, and tried to persuade others to go easy on you. Your behaviour over the last few days has made it impossible for us to continue doing that.
You really were doing so well for a while, and you were really making a lot of people reconsider their negative views on you, but you seem to have undone so much of your good work with a few days of terrible behaviour.
Overall, you need to be nice to everyone, and stop with the outbursts. If you feel angry, and want to scream at people, then stay away from this site until you have calmed down. If people annoy you and you feel abusive towards them, then once again, go away and calm down and don't come back untill you are calm again. If you continue to be abusive to people, you will eventually find less and less people prepared to give you another chance.
