Meadow accused me of manipulating her, questioned my diagnoses, acted all crazy in her email and irrational, send me a random nasty email about one of my posts at AFF calling me a ignorant ass and a jerk. I was nice to her until she threw the "You don't have AS" crap at me so I lost it and was rude to her so she was nasty back and we both were throwing insults at each other in email. She acted like she wanted to keep it going and was enjoying it even though she said she has no time for people like me and has better things to do. But why keep emailing me then? So when I stopped responding to her, the emails stopped coming. I actually thought she was going to keep sending me them so I tried blocking her email and there was an error in the Yahoo system so I was unable to update the list of emails I blocked.
That's what started this shit. Anyone who hurts me, they get it back in return and she refuses to believe me. That just shows she is deluded.
Hey she even accused me of getting her banned from WP and said I worked with the mods to get her banned. I was patient with her about it and didn't get defensive with her until she threw the "You don't have AS" crap at me. That's what loses my respect and you have the new me. Other times I would normally cut contact off with people if they do that.
But thank goodness she realized she was wrong and I didn't get her banned so she came crawling back to me and apologized and I don't remember what else she said in her email. I don't understand why she would want to talk to me if she thinks I'm a jerk and a ignorant ass. Maybe someday soon she will realize she was wrong about her and I didn't manipulate her and understand my actions. But she refuses to believe my side of the story. I doubt I will ever get her to understand so I don't care anymore what she thinks. I just pretend she is a forum bot at AFF and that helps.
