Readying 40mg methadone, along with some adrenal blocking agents (alpha2 agonists, not beta-blockers, fucking can't stand beta blockers, they make me feel like shite on a burger bun) and a muscle relaxer. I think, I'll have that last bottle of cherry wine (came as a 4-pack, of small 1 large glass sized bottles) and a cigar at the ready.
Just relaxing, watching a horror movie, waiting for the movie to finish, had 150mg oral cyclizine, to dampen down the itchiness caused by the methadone, and also, because cyclizine and methadone are said by folk who have been lucky enough to experience it, to closely resemble another opioid, an analog of methadone called dipipanone, which has near enough legendary status, hardly ever prescribed anymore because its meant to be euphoric as hell and with massive recreational potential. If I ever want to try dipipanone itself (and I do), I'd have to make it. But I can at least, get a close feel for it, with an intravenous combination of methadone, isolated from the tablets and cleaned up suitably, along with cyclizine, again, isolated, which I'll have to, to prepare the water-soluble lactate salt from the hydrochloride salt, which has pretty shitty solubility. Not a problem though, pretty damn trivial, I've got loads of cyclizine, more than I use by a long shot, so no need to fuck around with microscale chemistry to freebase it and re-salt it, I can work on a gram, half gram scale, or much more if I wanted to.
Its doing the job nicely, although the cyclizine hasn't yet kicked in.
