I grew up entirely in special schooling after getting kicked out of my first primary school then part-time attendance at the second. When it came to the next, and first secondary school, that one was for Kanner's auties and some people with MR, and when I outgrew that one to an aspie-centered boarding school (entirely spesh, just mainly aspie :/)
Felt at once more at home than mainstream by far , and yet at the same time far more out of place than at the classic school. So I've seen plenty of weird.
One girl, about 19yo, that I was dating at one time, really, really really exceptionally tall, slim, quite gorgeous really, nice girl, she was caring and loving, but being both classically autie and towards the moderately MR range of MR, she didn't have a clue about predicting other's intent. Would have been very vulnerable if it had been someone exploitative she'd got with, rather than me, and didn't have a clue that, after we went out to dinner at the trafford center, I wasn't loaded at the time, so had just enough money to get there and back, and for her dinner. Didn't seem to realize I'd be hungry, although I didn't mind, since I got to spend a lot of time with her, which was worth going without food for the day a hundred times over. Spent all day with one another's arms wrapped round her waist and her's around mine, even going up the stairs, we together must have made somewhat of a nuisance of ourselves, because neither of us would part for anybody or anything.
And during her eating, whilst I just, if I had anything, had a drink, whilst she ate, suddenly, she just comes out with it, and tells me she wanted my fingers inside her under the table in this cafe/restaurant we'd picked for her to eat at. Just, had been talking a bit about all sorts of stuff, not talking an awful lot, just, snippets of conversation flitting back and forth and all of a sudden she tells me to finger-fuck her while she eats. Right then and there under the table and starts to move my hands up the inside of her thigh and stick one of them down her pants, asking me to start rubbing her down there and tickling inside of her.
I was NOT expecting THAT. She'd gone straight from kissing, occasionally biting my lip gently and being arm in arm to being fingers in muff, quietly moaning as I got her off. She was....different, just generally. You could tell, she looked physically as normal as anyone else, save for her stature, head and shoulders above me, and her being built like a guitar string on the horizontal axis, quite small, perky and really cute boobs, but her waist/torso otherwise, again, almost as if she'd been stretched, as she had the long, long arms and long legs to match.
And with her starting to play about with me as I got her off...jesus H, to say that came as a surprise, in general, the whole thing I mean, doesn't even begin to cover things. She didn't ask, she just started feeling me up. I was just slightly uneasy not in a bad way, really, not uncomfortable but I couldn't help but wonder if anyone was going to hear her moaning, in a spesh-sounding way, whilst I at one point had a finger tickling the outside and gently pushing up inside her cervix, because the place was packed (I mean the place that served food and employed staff who wore uniforms and name tags; at least for the most part)
I thought someone couldn't help but hear her and figure out what was happening under the table we were sat at. Perhaps she did realize I was hungry and wanted to make up for it, but she didn't say that, and I'd, knowing her, have expected that if that were the case, she'd tell me that was her reason. And I am very unsure as to if I'd have done it then, unless she insisted determinedly, because I wouldn't have wanted to be doing it as, almost payment. Pretty sure she wasn't thinking that way, but I couldn't ask her either, because if she didn't realize I was hungry (for food, at least to begin with, I pretty damn quickly forgot all about food) because if she didn't then I might have made her feel either bad or obliged to buy me something. And she WAS horny as hell, definitely enjoying herself. Whilst eating a bowl of noodles.
