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Quote from: Christopher McCandless on October 06, 2009, 12:35:12 PMQuote from: Celticgoddess on October 06, 2009, 12:15:17 PMYou go first.It's not on my list of things to do. I am a long stretch from suicidal.That makes two of us.
Quote from: Celticgoddess on October 06, 2009, 12:15:17 PMYou go first.It's not on my list of things to do. I am a long stretch from suicidal.
You go first.It's not on my list of things to do.
http://blogofmanytrades.blogspot.com/2007/11/square-one.htmlIn this link an Aspie is about to commit suicide just because he's bein pushed round a bit. Ya gotta scroll down. He didn't but.....
I AM THE STROMGEST MIND!You have no idea what shit i went throught, what i survved, what i had to live with. I too k conrtol, not Aspegers, ME!I'm the one who made my will, made my body obey me, you have no idea what this took , no ide of the struggle its been just to be able to move when i want, not when the as does. I'm covered in scras, ave them inside and out, emotional and physical. I had to do it, there was noone to talk to about it all. I was tortured, broken, hurt in so many ways, and all by people i only wanted to frends with. I tired killing myself so many time i cant ccount em on my hands.I lived therough all of that, and took my body for me. I could have been a suicide, I could have been a school shooter, I could have become a freaking emotionless sociopath, but I survived.ever wanted t okill yourself? ever wanted to kill yourself because you thought it;d make evertone happy? Eveer tried killing self for that? Don you fucking try to make me your goddamn bitch i survved a hell that make you look like notheing, NOTHING!
You low, disgusting, vile, shameless beasts. I almost... I was going to... I would'veYou fucking assholes. You motherfucking assholes. Do you know how close... And you still...
Well, truth is, far more of us are suicidal, and will suicide, than the NT, that's statistical reality. Personally I have ensured that if it ever comes to that there are friends who will make a major media banquet out of it in terms of the reasons why. I have lived most of my life on a personal "death row" where I could genuinely run out of viable alternatives to suicide any day...with nowhere to turn for effective and appropriate help or support.It's not about a death wish. I am as terrified of dying as anyone. It's about how close I have had no choice but live my life to that vanishing point where, however terrifying and distressing it is, death becomes at least less terrifying and distressing than going on living. I resent the fuck outa that aspect of my reality, and the ONLY thing that would make it easy on me, in the event, would be knowing that my death will be used well after I am gone to ensure that, at least, somebody else doesn't have to go through what I have.
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Quote from: Aspie Bitch from Hell on October 09, 2009, 07:07:10 AMhttp://blogofmanytrades.blogspot.com/2007/11/square-one.htmlIn this link an Aspie is about to commit suicide just because he's bein pushed round a bit. Ya gotta scroll down. He didn't but..... Wow, that Phil they are talking about sounds like bad news, to send a bunch of thugs to torment a teenager over him warning another teenager to stay away from Phil.
Quote from: Aspie Bitch from Hell on October 09, 2009, 07:07:10 AMhttp://blogofmanytrades.blogspot.com/2007/11/square-one.htmlIn this link an Aspie is about to commit suicide just because he's bein pushed round a bit. Ya gotta scroll down. He didn't but..... Wow, that Phil they are talking about sounds like bad news, to send a bunch of thugs to torment a teenager over him warning another teenager to stay away from Phil.Joeker said... QuoteI AM THE STROMGEST MIND!You have no idea what shit i went throught, what i survved, what i had to live with. I too k conrtol, not Aspegers, ME!I'm the one who made my will, made my body obey me, you have no idea what this took , no ide of the struggle its been just to be able to move when i want, not when the as does. I'm covered in scras, ave them inside and out, emotional and physical. I had to do it, there was noone to talk to about it all. I was tortured, broken, hurt in so many ways, and all by people i only wanted to frends with. I tired killing myself so many time i cant ccount em on my hands.I lived therough all of that, and took my body for me. I could have been a suicide, I could have been a school shooter, I could have become a freaking emotionless sociopath, but I survived.ever wanted t okill yourself? ever wanted to kill yourself because you thought it;d make evertone happy? Eveer tried killing self for that? Don you fucking try to make me your goddamn bitch i survved a hell that make you look like notheing, NOTHING!Joeker said... QuoteYou low, disgusting, vile, shameless beasts. I almost... I was going to... I would'veYou fucking assholes. You motherfucking assholes. Do you know how close... And you still...
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