i want to live somewhere warm.
By the sea would be reallyy nice, but what about coastal erosion and flooding? finding somewhere that's future-ptoof (or even present proof) in that respect might be tricky.
most of all i want to live in a corn-free, gluten-free community, so i don't have to try so freaking hard (and fail so often) to eradicate corn from my life. but that's just a pipe dream, ofc. it's all just a pi[e dream, i suppose *sigh *
i'll settle for a place (if i can) that has plenty of room in the kiychen for storing and cooking food, and room for a washing machine; and a bathroom fitted with an actual bath; and a proper wide hallway (so i can park my walker without creatinf yet another trip hazzard. and maybe even squeeze in a bookcase, like i did before) and a small but (partially) sunny garden where i can grow carrots ,brocolli, lettucem spring onions, herbs, flowers etc. and work up a sweat by digging and forking, without getting too far from my sofa (cos i always need to lie down at short notice, before very many minutes have passed, whenever i exercise. otherwise i fall then feel like crap for days. there's such a stupendously fine line between healthy, invigorating exercise and exhaustion. that's unusual, i know, but that's how it is. never managed to explain that to next-dooer neighbours who thought that i could and should take on am allotment. if you're busily in and out of the garden all day long, ypu don't appear to have energy issues. you just appear to have an alcohol; problem whenever you mis-time your breaks *sigh * and yeah, most of my neighbours really did believe that i was an alcoholic, all because of my wobbly gait and all that) ... and a spare room for guests (that's pretty important when it so happens that all the folk who know that ypu're neither an alcoholic nor a fraud live too far away to just drop round for an hour or two)
Nothing fancy. i mean, pretty much the sort of run down bottom-end-of- the-market place where i used to live ,two years ago, but without the demon landlady; that would do. seems like a vision of paradise from my current distant perspective.
oh! and living room that neither resembles an undersized bus, nor an oversized coffin in shape and size, woud be very nice indeed . And a window that lets in so much natural light that i don't keep forgetting to open the curtains (the difference being barely noticeable) ; and yet more natural light , if possible, loads of natural light, because i actually love natural light. though you wouldn't ever guess that from my current habits.
hmmm. am i being greedy? or merely human?