I think I know you pretty well, and seems to me you've got high-functioning AS, ADHD, social anxiety and OCD.
The OCD and social anxiety are what seem to impact you the most.
Cheers. I think you probably know me as well if not better than anyone else online the last couple years. What makes you think I have ADHD btw? Someone else said that too, but it's never been suggested to me IRL
I only started wondering about this recently, when you had all those papers to write. It reminded me of myself back in uni or at work, of how I'd procrastinate and then hyper-focus to get stuff done.
Other stuff...your temper is like mine, you seem physically hyper like me. Besides your anxiety/OCD, we seem pretty similar in how our brains operate.