YOU REALLY SHOULD GO, YOU COWARD
no, i don't wanna go, it's not me
IT MIGHT BE, THATS WHY YOU ARE SAT WONDERING
no, i sometimes feel left out, that's all, but i know that if i were to go it would be a disaster
YOU MIGHT ENJOY IT
bollox, i hate having to talk to people like that, pretending to be interested in what they say
YOU COULD TRY A BIT HARDER
i have tried and i don't want to go. they bore me to tears and i always end up talking to the kids and then get devastated when they have to go to bed. i try to join in with them but their dog is better company
YOU COULD BE MISSING OUT
yeah i know she is trying to set me up with someone and i am not playing the game.
SHE IS YOUR FRIEND AND IS TRYING TO HELP
she is.
but just because she means well it doesn't mean she is 'right'
I KNOW YOU REALLY WANT TO. YOU WANT HER TO FIND YOU MR RIGHT. YOU WANT TO BE NORMAL.
i don't. i don't want to wear a normal mask. i don't want to be mrs right. would bore me to tears.
REALLY?
yes. you are only here because i am forty and feel a bit un...nerved? i don't want small talk. i don't want any pretend friends and i don't want to play happy families with a new man or his kids so just piss off out my head.
I AM GOING NOW. ENJOY YOUR NIGHT IN BY YOURSELF AGAIN.
fuck off, it's how i like it.
GRASS MIGHT BE GREENER?
it won't. trick of the light. just harder to wash away the grass stains.
