now i'm depressed. i looked at pictures of someone really pretty and feel so ugly.
i know that's stupid.
anyway, eamonn, i change all the time, i have some identity issues because of it actually, but i've lately come to accept it more, i just constantly change and there is nothing wrong with it. we're supposed to grow as people. yes i was more anal on wp because that was a million years ago and i've since then grown up a lot. life is hard when you have to learn all the rules the really hard way, but you learn to also never stagnate too much and to go with the flow when you change, that's what life is about. though i did leave WP partly for the stupid censorship, i had my post edited without my permission and they didn't even let you cuss.