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Start here => What's your crime? Basic Discussion => Topic started by: Randy on October 17, 2007, 10:19:40 AM
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Lucifer in Callaway in particular, but to everyone else affected, I am sorry. I am talking about in regards to Jessica, and she herself, is overally very fuctional. There is variations even in the dx of AS itself, so I was not trying to poke fun. More specifically, daiting 50 men at the same time. Her mom told me it was an AS thing. I ran out of time, but I did explain this. However, I thought it would be best if I made a whole thread, where everyone could easly see it.
As for the AS patron remark, I thought it was would have been fine, because I said people with AS were highly fuctional. Your on here posting. However, I think people on here could use some personal devolpment. I am not trying to be mean in regards to that, I myself will always need that, as no one is perfect. I am a self actualizing male, who is reaching his potential, and trying to exceed that. I don't need exotic powerful herbs, but they are nice. They help fortify my the self actualization process. Flavanoids are also in fruits and vegetables, so I don't need ginko's for my best friend dick. It helps, as this what I am posting. I don't spend all my money on herbs, actually, I have a budget. If I want herbs, I must take something away, or get more money. Forget something, I get why your pissed, patron almost is patronizing. I am sorry if you get if you felt as such. I did however state I was very sensitive.
You want a hug or going to kiss me, fine.
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thanks, flo. apology accepted.
i may give the hugorkiss a miss, though.
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Why? I thought your dildo was still broken :wanker: :laugh:
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Flo, will you stop sending me pointless messages please?
Do something more productive. (Wiping your dirty buttcrack clean would be a start.)
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:laugh: :laugh: :laugh: :laugh:
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Flo, will you stop sending me pointless messages please?
Do something more productive. (Wiping your dirty buttcrack clean would be a start.)
Nah, send them to me instead :P
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Yeah, send your used toilet paper to Hardon. :P
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Peeguy, it looks like I did, on your face.
You look like some guy whiped his ass on your face, that was a joke, for the astute peaguy.
I has spot learned any tricks from his master, or is he still a dildo who eats shit?
I am only picking on Peeguy.
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Why? I thought your dildo was still broken :wanker: :laugh:
no, he's fine, thanks.
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Lucifer in Callaway in particular, but to everyone else affected, I am sorry. I am talking about in regards to Jessica, and she herself, is overally very fuctional. There is variations even in the dx of AS itself, so I was not trying to poke fun. More specifically, daiting 50 men at the same time. Her mom told me it was an AS thing. I ran out of time, but I did explain this. However, I thought it would be best if I made a whole thread, where everyone could easly see it.
FIFTY MEN at the same time!!!
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Lucifer in Callaway in particular, but to everyone else affected, I am sorry. I am talking about in regards to Jessica, and she herself, is overally very fuctional. There is variations even in the dx of AS itself, so I was not trying to poke fun. More specifically, daiting 50 men at the same time. Her mom told me it was an AS thing. I ran out of time, but I did explain this. However, I thought it would be best if I made a whole thread, where everyone could easly see it.
FIFTY MEN at the same time!!!
I am shocked by this as well. I have not heard of anyone doing this.
Randy, could you please explain some more?
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Dating. Not fucking.
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That is what I meant.
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I don't think there's a person alive who couldn't "use some personal development."
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Lucifer in Callaway in particular, but to everyone else affected, I am sorry. I am talking about in regards to Jessica, and she herself, is overally very fuctional. There is variations even in the dx of AS itself, so I was not trying to poke fun. More specifically, daiting 50 men at the same time. Her mom told me it was an AS thing. I ran out of time, but I did explain this. However, I thought it would be best if I made a whole thread, where everyone could easly see it.
As for the AS patron remark, I thought it was would have been fine, because I said people with AS were highly fuctional. Your on here posting. However, I think people on here could use some personal devolpment. I am not trying to be mean in regards to that, I myself will always need that, as no one is perfect. I am a self actualizing male, who is reaching his potential, and trying to exceed that. I don't need exotic powerful herbs, but they are nice. They help fortify my the self actualization process. Flavanoids are also in fruits and vegetables, so I don't need ginko's for my best friend dick. It helps, as this what I am posting. I don't spend all my money on herbs, actually, I have a budget. If I want herbs, I must take something away, or get more money. Forget something, I get why your pissed, patron almost is patronizing. I am sorry if you get if you felt as such. I did however state I was very sensitive.
You want a hug or going to kiss me, fine.
Randy, I accept your apology. I like you and I wish you well.
Calling us AS patrons really is patronizing, and I think that you are just as much on the autistic spectrum as anyone you call an AS patron.
I'm glad for you that you have made progress and have a budget, but I remember you writing what could happen to you if you didn't find a job or roommates and it sounded pretty bleak to me. I think that food and shelter and utility bills need to come before herbs in this budget.
I think that you need to listen to your sister. I think that she actually cares a lot about you and wants you to realize your potential.
Yes, you wrote that your sister physically attacked your mother, but you also wrote that she did it only after finding out about the horrible things that your mother had done to you. I hope that your mom gets better, because it sounds like she needs a lot of help.
I also think that you need to listen to your doctors. I understand that you have done a lot of reading, but they have done much more than that to get their medical degrees.
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It does not give her the right to act the way she did.
I don't feel I am AS, after meditation, I got the fealing that I am bipolar. The discrete personality disorder is gone, but I still feel as though I am. I kept trying to tell my therapist how I felt, but I don't think he can take that he is wrong. Anyway, I still won't take meds, as I feel like I am undercontroll. There is nothing anyone on here can do to help me, nor could the therapist, that I cannot do on my own. I guess I have to get right up in his face and spell it out. You thinking of me was appreciated, but I just don't need it. There fore, You telling me herbs are less important than food, is also uneeded. I know someone else who is bipolar, besdies my mom, and he is in positive mode, perhaps that is what I am doing now. Well its a thought I got from my meditation, and I just followed it. I do tend to get the answers to mine, and or other problems when I am done. I could honestly use some a bit more confidence in my life, and what I got from meditation was, basically look at what else needs to be done. It straightens me out well.
I agree there is not anyone could not use some personal devolpement. There is always room for improvement. Jessica has her own issues, but I won't go into them. She said she loves me, yesterday. She gets it now, I am trying to help her. I am not like the other guys, in that I don't jump to conclusions, like so many quote on quote normal people do. I am also not neive, so if someone tries to f u c k with me, it won't work.
You all can imagine yourselves well, cancer patients do it and they survive, so why not with AS or bipolar disorder?
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It does not give her the right to act the way she did.
Yes, it does. If I treated my sister like shit, regardless of her wonderful contributions to my rent and laundry, I wouldn't be surprised if she would react in the same manner as your "fat slapper" of a sibling has done.
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Typical AS response, no offense. You don't go beating people up on the street over issues with which you had no say in. The beating people up is just illegal.
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Typical AS response, no offense. You don't go beating people up on the street over issues with which you had no say in. The beating people up is just illegal.
I haven't injured anyone on the street, so I don't know what the fuck you're on, mate.
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No offence, Randy, but if you had to work out 30 x 30, you'd immediately respond with 60. No doubt.
That's how much of a obsolescent dipshit you truly are. :wanker:
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You have compassion Peeguy, and yours needs devolpment. Sensitivity is healthy diet and asking a question. You did not do either I bet. My mom is bipolar, and if you just let her make way with whatever shit she spews, then she calmns down. I have noticed that, but someone is so screwed up they can't do that. Really? I am not talking about people with AS either. No offense, Corrie/Fine Chocolate I hope your not doing that still, its really unbecoming.
Your welcome to your opionions, but quite frankly I don't care. They have no use for me.
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No offence, Randy, but if you had to work out 30 x 30, you'd immediately respond with 60. No doubt.
That's how much of a obsolescent dipshit you truly are. :wanker:
Meh, it isnt that difficult to get a X confused with +, especially if your vision is clouded with a cloud of burning herbs.
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Doubt I would go that far, even if I am bipolar.
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Bipolar or AS, what matters most is how I feel. I feel almost whole, its a testiment who what I have done.
Visual imagery is something else, it brought me so much.
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Perhaps me pushing myself farther in life, will inspire others, and make this world a better place. A bit further, just a bit. Jessica is very capable as are the rest of you.
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Perhaps me pushing myself farther in life, will inspire others, and make this world a better place. A bit further, just a bit. Jessica is very capable as are the rest of you.
Go Flo! :plus:
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"further"
That whole thought came from meditation.
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Well, it looks like I have a bit more work to do.
/me imagines himself full of power that makes him stronger.
I don't think I am bipolar, I hear the negative thoughts that linger from truama. What appears to be bipolar is a defective coping strategy that makes living with my mom easier. Quite honestly, I don't do the bipolar bit anymore, its just don't confer optimal benefits in the mental health department. I don't let negative thoughts push me around. If I let them boss me around, it won't be pretty for me. I think it ends making me look like I do AS things at times, but I don't believe the dx of AS or HFA fits the budget. If you believe your dumb, you will become dumber, and if you do the opposite, one will progress. I was told something else makes a person vunerable to such a disorder, but AS/HFA doesnt feel like it fits. I understand the varying fuctional capacity even among the AS dx also. What fits the budget is concentrating on the positives, progressing, and not what is wrong with me. :laugh: I don't go around pointing fingers every 5 minutes at someone to dx em. I concentrate on helping them reach their potential.
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If I needed meds, I would have taken them, but honestly just using my imagination to create more mental health seems to be enough. If I had AS or HFA, that truama disorder could really be painful, but I do know what I sound like, so I can catch things like excessive gloating that signifies one has negative thoughts making one self conscienous, is not a problem. I am not trying to offend anyone here.
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dude didnt you survive cancer? you are my hero.
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Yes 3 years with high junkfood. I won't try that again. Its been 5 now, and that is minimum to be cured. (50%chance of survival)
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Yes 3 years with high junkfood. I won't try that again. Its been 5 now, and that is minimum to be cured. (50%chance of survival)
Are you a fuckin retard Randy?, stopping eating junkfood does not make cancer go into remission.
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faggots
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Yes 3 years with high junkfood. I won't try that again. Its been 5 now, and that is minimum to be cured. (50%chance of survival)
Are you a fuckin retard Randy?, stopping eating junkfood does not make cancer go into remission.
You sound like one of the family now... mainly our mother, DON'T call him a retard! I prefer unstable or unbalanced due to people calling him that all his life. Randy flooded his life with all this ungodly food that you couldn't get me to eat if you paid me and we tease him about it... but we are his family. In truth, Randy was diagnosed with 3rd stage malignant melanoma which masticised and spread to his lymph nodes. This is one of the most aggressive types of cancer and he very well could've died so whatever crazy things he did obviously worked. Oh... he ended up in that mess from our mother dismissing his problems and calling him a stupid retard his whole life! He does go overboard now but if you were knocking at death's door at a young age wouldn't you be obsessed with your own mortality??? Call him crazy, call him an ass, but don't call him a retard.
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You sound like one of the family now... mainly our mother, DON'T call him a retard! I prefer unstable or unbalanced due to people calling him that all his life. Randy flooded his life with all this ungodly food that you couldn't get me to eat if you paid me and we tease him about it... but we are his family. In truth, Randy was diagnosed with 3rd stage malignant melanoma which masticised and spread to his lymph nodes. This is one of the most aggressive types of cancer and he very well could've died so whatever crazy things he did obviously worked. Oh... he ended up in that mess from our mother dismissing his problems and calling him a stupid retard his whole life! He does go overboard now but if you were knocking at death's door at a young age wouldn't you be obsessed with your own mortality??? Call him crazy, call him an ass, but don't call him a retard.
I apologize for going overboard but, I dunno what the effects of junk food are, however getting off junk food is not going to cause cancer to go into remission.
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You sound like one of the family now... mainly our mother, DON'T call him a retard! I prefer unstable or unbalanced due to people calling him that all his life. Randy flooded his life with all this ungodly food that you couldn't get me to eat if you paid me and we tease him about it... but we are his family. In truth, Randy was diagnosed with 3rd stage malignant melanoma which masticised and spread to his lymph nodes. This is one of the most aggressive types of cancer and he very well could've died so whatever crazy things he did obviously worked. Oh... he ended up in that mess from our mother dismissing his problems and calling him a stupid retard his whole life! He does go overboard now but if you were knocking at death's door at a young age wouldn't you be obsessed with your own mortality??? Call him crazy, call him an ass, but don't call him a retard.
I apologize for going overboard but, I dunno what the effects of junk food are, however getting off junk food is not going to cause cancer to go into remission.
It helps reduce its progression, from what I understand. Cancer paitients are given specific diets.
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Gods, I'm never going to figure out who's who.
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Gods, I'm never going to figure out who's who.
It would be fine if Callaway wasnt changing everything back....
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Gods, I'm never going to figure out who's who.
It would be fine if Callaway wasnt changing everything back....
I have enough trouble figuring it out,
WITHOUT any pranks. Doesn't really matter
though.
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Going off junkfood accomplishes many things for me:
Helping to abolish negative thoughts that come from complex traumatic stress disorder
Making me the most fit for sexual activity, you know how much I want that
It is the kind of love I devolpe, for the one I care about.
I love the skill I learned. Makes me feel great in general.
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Randy, you sure make it hard to defend your "beliefs and rituals"!
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I don't need rituals, that was all in my head. If I relax, I am capable of greater things, its that simple. Some type of complex perhaps in response to the way mom acts.
Anyways, I get such a rise out of making jokes because I am so good at it, I sorta don't want to care who I hurt. Depends on what type of mood I am in.
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I don't need rituals, that was all in my head. If I relax, I am capable of greater things, its that simple. Some type of complex perhaps in response to the way mom acts.
Anyways, I get such a rise out of making jokes because I am so good at it, I sorta don't want to care who I hurt. Depends on what type of mood I am in.
Are you ever in the mood to get your life together and quit :wanker: all the time??
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I have been, I don't know where you have been, but that is more important to me. Jacking off wastes sperm anyway, and then the body has to waste energy make more. Actually, I have tried various herbs, my desire can remain high, but not the intensity I want all the time. I read about those, those inhibitory centers in the brain, and in more complex species they are geared more toward inhibition. I was like no wonder its so difficult.
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Some people's sperm SHOULD be wasted.
If you're so worried, slurp it down.