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since she can't be arsed, i'll do this for her.
are you a chav?
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You're just encouraging my laziness, McBaldrick. 8)
But no, I'm not a chav lol
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are you going to uni?
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I just finished my first year at uni. Don't go back till September. :-[
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any plans over yhe break?
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Shit all probably. I never go out apart from to see my counsellor.
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are you attracted to boys or girs or both?
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Girls
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do you have a girlfriend?
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No, girls usually think I'm weird. :-\
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When did you figure your sexuality out?
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I don't know really. I liked girls since primary school.
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What's your majar?
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What's a majar?
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What career you're going for. What are you going to be when you graduate? What career do you want?
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I don't know what career I want yet, I'm gonna think about that in my second and third year. I'm doing a history degree.
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Good for you. I wished I had gone to school at 19 but hey, I needed a break from school.
What does a history degree give you? What jobs.
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can you be arsed to post pictures even though you dont like boys?
do you drink?
boxers or briefs????? :laugh:
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Good for you. I wished I had gone to school at 19 but hey, I needed a break from school.
What does a history degree give you? What jobs.
Thanks.
Journalism, law, accountancy, etc. There are a lot of different careers you can have with a history degree I guess. No idea what I'm doing yet though. Too scary to think about jobs and stuff right now. :P
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can you be arsed to post pictures even though you dont like boys?
do you drink?
boxers or briefs????? :laugh:
I posted pictures on WP 8)
I don't drink much, think I'm going to have to this week though haha
Umm... boxers ;D
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how many albums does rammstien have and whats there best one?
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how many albums does rammstien have and whats there best one?
Apart from live albums they have five.
Best one is Reise Reise.
But it depends. They're all awesome. ;)
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are your parents still married to each other?
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My parents never got married, they split up when I was a kid.
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My parents never got married, they split up when I was a kid.
have you ever made out with a girl?
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My parents never got married, they split up when I was a kid.
have you ever made out with a girl?
Nope
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My parents never got married, they split up when I was a kid.
have you ever made out with a girl?
Nope
Do you hear that Milla and QC!! Virgin teritory!!!
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My parents never got married, they split up when I was a kid.
have you ever made out with a girl?
Nope
how do you know you'll like them then? :laugh:
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how do you know you'll like them then? :laugh:
Because they're nice. ;D
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how do you know you'll like them then? :laugh:
Because they're nice. ;D
i find this strange.
most wome that i have talked to said that they don't believe other girls are nice at all, and they get along better with men.
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how do you know you'll like them then? :laugh:
Because they're nice. ;D
i find this strange.
most wome that i have talked to said that they don't believe other girls are nice at all, and they get along better with men.
I find a lot of girls bitchy and manipulative, yeah. I find it hard to talk to most of them, but fuck that, they're still hot.
Well, some of them are. ;)
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how do you know you'll like them then? :laugh:
Because they're nice. ;D
i find this strange.
most wome that i have talked to said that they don't believe other girls are nice at all, and they get along better with men.
I find a lot of girls bitchy and manipulative, yeah. I find it hard to talk to most of them, but fuck that, they're still hot.
Well, some of them are. ;)
you're right. women are WAY hotter than men.
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women are WAY hotter than men.
This is correct.
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women are WAY hotter than men.
This is correct.
i know.
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women are WAY hotter than men.
This is correct.
i know.
So do I.
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women are WAY hotter than men.
This is correct.
i know.
So do I.
i know it more.
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women are WAY hotter than men.
This is correct.
i know.
So do I.
i know it more.
No. I know it more than anyone.
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women are WAY hotter than men.
This is correct.
i know.
So do I.
i know it more.
No. I know it more than anyone.
i have experienced their warmth, several thousand times.
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women are WAY hotter than men.
This is correct.
i know.
So do I.
i know it more.
No. I know it more than anyone.
i have experienced their warmth, several thousand times.
I believe that to be incorrect.
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women are WAY hotter than men.
This is correct.
i know.
So do I.
i know it more.
No. I know it more than anyone.
i have experienced their warmth, several thousand times.
I believe that to be incorrect.
i know.
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women are WAY hotter than men.
This is correct.
i know.
So do I.
i know it more.
No. I know it more than anyone.
i have experienced their warmth, several thousand times.
I believe that to be incorrect.
i know.
I knew it before you knew it.
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women are WAY hotter than men.
This is correct.
i know.
So do I.
i know it more.
No. I know it more than anyone.
i have experienced their warmth, several thousand times.
I believe that to be incorrect.
i know.
I knew it before you knew it.
did not.
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Are you going to post any of your cat threads here?
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I can't really fault someone for being attracted to women. They can be so hot afterall.
Some lesbians I have met seem to hate men for a specific reason, do you consider yourself not in this camp?
Have you ever known any lesbians who wind up with men anways? One of my fraternity brothers married a girl who claimed she used to be a lesbian (now she is bi-sexual obviously).
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people claim to be gay or straight when they're obviously swinging both ways, but it's all a big rainbow. maybe they call themselves whichever they feel more like. people sometimes slide back and forth on the scale. obvious that they have more lube under their sled.
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I call myself bi because I get attracted to women too.
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women are WAY hotter than men.
This is correct.
i know.
So do I.
i know it more.
No. I know it more than anyone.
i have experienced their warmth, several thousand times.
I believe that to be incorrect.
i know.
I knew it before you knew it.
did not.
I'd just like to point something out here if I could. This from the gentleman who argues the point that those under 18 are not mature enough to be here. That is all.
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men are hotter than women.
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men are hotter than women.
only if you use more petrol.
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you're wrong!
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i know - it was almost a joke.
:laugh:
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good of you to admit that. :laugh:
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women are WAY hotter than men.
This is correct.
i know.
So do I.
i know it more.
No. I know it more than anyone.
i have experienced their warmth, several thousand times.
I believe that to be incorrect.
i know.
I knew it before you knew it.
did not.
I'd just like to point something out here if I could. This from the gentleman who argues the point that those under 18 are not mature enough to be here. That is all.
point taken.
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Are you going to post any of your cat threads here?
Doubt it.
No.
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I can't really fault someone for being attracted to women. They can be so hot afterall.
Some lesbians I have met seem to hate men for a specific reason, do you consider yourself not in this camp?
Have you ever known any lesbians who wind up with men anways? One of my fraternity brothers married a girl who claimed she used to be a lesbian (now she is bi-sexual obviously).
I don't hate men.
I haven't known lesbians who end up with men. If they end up with men then I doubt they're lesbians. :P
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men are hotter than women.
This post is incorrect.
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I haven't known lesbians who end up with men. If they end up with men then I doubt they're lesbians. :P
My wife THOUGHT she was a lesbian briefly.
Everyone else was pretty certain of it.
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who is that in your avatar?
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who is that in your avatar?
It's from a music video.
http://www.germanmetal.com/bands/oomph/biographies/dero/dero.html
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most wome that i have talked to said that they don't believe other girls are nice at all, and they get along better with men.
A lot of the time people say that to try and "get in" wit the guys.
Women are much easier to understand in my opinion.
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most wome that i have talked to said that they don't believe other girls are nice at all, and they get along better with men.
A lot of the time people say that to try and "get in" wit the guys.
Women are much easier to understand in my opinion.
Most women confuse the crap outta me.
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most wome that i have talked to said that they don't believe other girls are nice at all, and they get along better with men.
A lot of the time people say that to try and "get in" wit the guys.
Women are much easier to understand in my opinion.
Most women confuse the crap outta me.
that's love.
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do you remember aspoid?
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do you remember aspoid?
I recognise the name but don't know who it is.
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do you remember aspoid?
I recognise the name but don't know who it is.
Mc baldrick.
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do you remember aspoid?
I recognise the name but don't know who it is.
tis i.
i was the one who started the thread about adults having relationships with underaged children.
then graelwyn went off on me with her sockpuppet and then i was banned before i could reply.
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do you remember aspoid?
I recognise the name but don't know who it is.
tis i.
i was the one who started the thread about adults having relationships with underaged children.
then graelwyn went off on me with her sockpuppet and then i was banned before i could reply.
lol I didn't even know Graelwyn had a sockpuppet. I was OK with her at first but then she went crazy.
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do you remember aspoid?
I recognise the name but don't know who it is.
tis i.
i was the one who started the thread about adults having relationships with underaged children.
then graelwyn went off on me with her sockpuppet and then i was banned before i could reply.
lol I didn't even know Graelwyn had a sockpuppet. I was OK with her at first but then she went crazy.
her M.O.
hey, i really liked that hat changing picture on you my space page.
will you post a picture here?
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hey, i really liked that hat changing picture on you my space page.
will you post a picture here?
Thanks. That hat changing one is quite old now, I don't wear hats so much anymore.
I might do. I posted some pictures on WP, but I don't know if I can be arsed posting more.
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hey, i really liked that hat changing picture on you my space page.
will you post a picture here?
Thanks. That hat changing one is quite old now, I don't wear hats so much anymore.
I might do. I posted some pictures on WP, but I don't know if I can be arsed posting more.
be arsed, you lazy twunt.
what, do you think that i am going to do it for you?
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Is Sopho your real name?
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hey, i really liked that hat changing picture on you my space page.
will you post a picture here?
Thanks. That hat changing one is quite old now, I don't wear hats so much anymore.
I might do. I posted some pictures on WP, but I don't know if I can be arsed posting more.
be arsed, you lazy twunt.
what, do you think that i am going to do it for you?
Yes, yes you are.
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Is Sopho your real name?
My real name is Soph. I don't know where the O came from.
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anyfuckingthing?
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Do you think WP is full of emo's?
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Do you think WP is full of emo's?
Indeed it is.
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:agreed:
+
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hey, i really liked that hat changing picture on you my space page.
will you post a picture here?
Thanks. That hat changing one is quite old now, I don't wear hats so much anymore.
I might do. I posted some pictures on WP, but I don't know if I can be arsed posting more.
be arsed, you lazy twunt.
what, do you think that i am going to do it for you?
Yes, yes you are.
so i am your bitch?
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so i am your bitch?
It would seem that way. Yes, you are my bitch.
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so i am your bitch?
It would seem that way. Yes, you are my bitch.
oh, noes. 8)
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Do you like Tanzwut? :rock:
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You are a dip.
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You are a dip.
are you a chip?
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Do you like Tanzwut? :rock:
I haven't listened to them as much as some other bands really. I do like industrial though, and some other German bands.
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You are a dip.
Go and masturbate to your Bible or something.
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Do you like Tanzwut? :rock:
I haven't listened to them as much as some other bands really. I do like industrial though, and some other German bands.
I listen to a fair bit of industrial, mostly from the EBM/electro-industrial side, but over the last year have started getting into the German scene. Tanzwut are shit hot, as well as Rammstein and KMFDM. Any bands you'd recommend?
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You are a dip.
Go and masturbate to your Bible or something.
:LMAO: :plus:
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Do you like Tanzwut? :rock:
I haven't listened to them as much as some other bands really. I do like industrial though, and some other German bands.
I listen to a fair bit of industrial, mostly from the EBM/electro-industrial side, but over the last year have started getting into the German scene. Tanzwut are shit hot, as well as Rammstein and KMFDM. Any bands you'd recommend?
Ever listened to Oomph before? Weird name, but good band if you like German industrial. I like Das Ich as well and In Extremo. Richard Kruspe (Rammstein guitarist) has formed his own band as well, I've only heard three of their songs so far but they have an album out in August I think.
Oh and Eisbrecher and Die Apokalyptischen Reiter.
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Are you religious?
No. 8)
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Have you seen any of these bands live ?
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Do you like Tanzwut? :rock:
I haven't listened to them as much as some other bands really. I do like industrial though, and some other German bands.
I listen to a fair bit of industrial, mostly from the EBM/electro-industrial side, but over the last year have started getting into the German scene. Tanzwut are shit hot, as well as Rammstein and KMFDM. Any bands you'd recommend?
Ever listened to Oomph before? Weird name, but good band if you like German industrial. I like Das Ich as well and In Extremo. Richard Kruspe (Rammstein guitarist) has formed his own band as well, I've only heard three of their songs so far but they have an album out in August I think.
Oh and Eisbrecher and Die Apokalyptischen Reiter.
I know Oomph started the NDH scene along with KMFDM and Die Krupps, they're on my list of bands to check out but I haven't heard em yet. Eisbrecher are quite good, I have a couple of their albums. *adds Das Ich, In Extremo and Die Apokalyptischen Reiter to the list* :headbang:
You might also like Spineshank and Mortiis - neither are German but if you like industrial rock/metal you'll probably like.
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Are you religious?
No. 8)
Wanna learn?
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What other windows do you have open on your computer right now besides this one?
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Have you seen any of these bands live ?
Not any of the ones I mentioned before, no.
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What other windows do you have open on your computer right now besides this one?
Last.fm and my forum
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Why the hell would someone pay for Last.fm? I am always torrenting music, I could easily fill my 30 gig iPod several times over.
I did notice you listen to some of the bands I listen to. It is surprising that many people like metal in some form.
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Why the hell would someone pay for Last.fm?
It got rid of the ads for me.
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Will you take this test and tell us what results you got?
http://www.pttools.co.uk/asc/asc_wp2.php
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Will you take this test and tell us what results you got?
http://www.pttools.co.uk/asc/asc_wp2.php
(http://www.pttools.co.uk/asc/asc_wp_gif2.php?rbi=7.5&si=7.5&lg=5&poc=7&ir=5.5&rp=6.5&s=5.5&m=3)
# Repetitive or restricted Behaviours and Interests (RBI) - Stereotyped, repetitive behaviours and interests
# Social Impairment (SI) - Social understanding
# Language problems (L) - Speech, words and sentences
# Planning, Organization and Concentration problems (POC) - Cognitive skills related to being able to plan, organise and stay focused
# Imaging and Recall problems (IR) - Visualisation, imagination and remembering past events
# Reasoning and Problem solving problems (RP) - Cognitive skills related to rational deduction and working things out
# Sensory problems (S) - Impact of senses
# Motor problems (M) - Control of own movement
RBI =7.5
SI=7.5
L=5
POC=7
IR=5.5
RP=6.5
S=5.5
M=3
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are you disinterested in this site?
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are you disinterested in this site?
No, I jsut haven't been on here much from sorting out mine and starbuline's forum. I tend to get addicted to one site at a time. 8)
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are you disinterested in this site?
No, I jsut haven't been on here much from sorting out mine and starbuline's forum. I tend to get addicted to one site at a time. 8)
i can see how you can obsess. am the same way.
are you going to give us a link?
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No, I jsut haven't been on here much from sorting out mine and starbuline's forum. I tend to get addicted to one site at a time. 8)
once you guys get yer forum up give me a link please! :)
and who keeps giving you negative karma? :(
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It's here:
www.aspergers-forum.net
Some people don't seem to like the red/black colour scheme - I added another optional one but right now you can only change it if you're a registered member, I'm working on sorting that out for people who haven't joined as well though.
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No, I jsut haven't been on here much from sorting out mine and starbuline's forum. I tend to get addicted to one site at a time. 8)
once you guys get yer forum up give me a link please! :)
and who keeps giving you negative karma? :(
Haha I don't know who keeps giving me negative karma >:D
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once the forum loads im joining :laugh:
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once the forum loads im joining :laugh:
Yeah, it keeps being slow for some people atm. It's slow for me on IE, but not on Firefox.
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It's here:
www.aspergers-forum.net
Some people don't seem to like the red/black colour scheme - I added another optional one but right now you can only change it if you're a registered member, I'm working on sorting that out for people who haven't joined as well though.
would you like us to add this to our ASD related links thread?
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It's here:
www.aspergers-forum.net
Some people don't seem to like the red/black colour scheme - I added another optional one but right now you can only change it if you're a registered member, I'm working on sorting that out for people who haven't joined as well though.
would you like us to add this to our ASD related links thread?
Yeah, thanks, you can if you think it'd fit there.
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It's here:
www.aspergers-forum.net
Some people don't seem to like the red/black colour scheme - I added another optional one but right now you can only change it if you're a registered member, I'm working on sorting that out for people who haven't joined as well though.
would you like us to add this to our ASD related links thread?
Yeah, thanks, you can if you think it'd fit there.
sure, it'd fit.
one thing though. are you going to do anything about the slow load times?
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No, I jsut haven't been on here much from sorting out mine and starbuline's forum. I tend to get addicted to one site at a time. 8)
once you guys get yer forum up give me a link please! :)
and who keeps giving you negative karma? :(
Haha I don't know who keeps giving me negative karma >:D
It certainly isn't me.
I just gave you a positive karma point for immediately (nearly!) addressing my inability to read your forum. It was on -4 just minutes ago.
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one thing though. are you going to do anything about the slow load times?
I only just found out it was loading slowly a few minutes ago, because it's been fast for me today. I'll try and sort it out, but it's most likely to do with the site I'm using to host it, they've been changing things this week, so it keeps getting slow now and then. And I don't want to spend any more money on the forum, upgrading the hosting etc, until I know whether the site will actually be successful or not. It's only been up for about a week, so I've not spent much on it yet.
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No, I jsut haven't been on here much from sorting out mine and starbuline's forum. I tend to get addicted to one site at a time. 8)
once you guys get yer forum up give me a link please! :)
and who keeps giving you negative karma? :(
Haha I don't know who keeps giving me negative karma >:D
It certainly isn't me.
I just gave you a positive karma point for immediately (nearly!) addressing my inability to read your forum. It was on -4 just minutes ago.
Thanks - Janicka started a thread about it on the forum, I added another option, it's not great but hopefully it'll be easier for people to read for now, until I can get something better sorted.
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cool forum sopho :)
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Thanks 8)
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it is alot faster now. thanks.
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ooh can i join?
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What made you come up with your own forum?
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What made you come up with your own forum?
uhh she got banned?
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ooh can i join?
If you want 8)
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What made you come up with your own forum?
WP started pissing me off, so I got banned.
Then decided I wanted somewhere that was kind of in between WP and Intensity, with some of the benefits of both ie. without some of the stupid rules at WP but somewhere where people under 18 can join as well.
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I like the compromise.
I just hope that y'all can
manage to operate without
having to violate your principles.
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i'm Something Yellow on your forum. :P
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I like the compromise.
I just hope that y'all can
manage to operate without
having to violate your principles.
im sure they can :)
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I'm hoping we can. We're still trying to work out the exact boundaries now. But, while we don't want a shitload of rules or anything, there will be younger people on there as well, so there needs to be some limits.
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I'm hoping we can. We're still trying to work out the exact boundaries now. But, while we don't want a shitload of rules or anything, there will be younger people on there as well, so there needs to be some limits.
I think you have a very good attitude. It is a really good idea and I wish you the best with it. :)
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I'm hoping we can. We're still trying to work out the exact boundaries now. But, while we don't want a shitload of rules or anything, there will be younger people on there as well, so there needs to be some limits.
I seem to remember you were going with
an age limit of 13. I'm on a commercial
gaming site which manages to have almost
no limits, with members as young as 9 on it.
No censorship, outside of things like clear cases
of hate speech. Seems to work pretty well.
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Why were you being pissed off at WP? Was it because of the 'f' word or were there other things too there that was pissing you off?
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Why were you being pissed off at WP? Was it because of the 'f' word or were there other things too there that was pissing you off?
It was already starting to piss me off really, but the Fuck thing was just something that seemed ridiculous to me at the time so I guess that was the final thing that did it for me. Also the fact that, even then, MrMark didn't seem to be giving it out equally - ie. I was PMed about saying shit in threads that were causing a lot of problems for other (more important IMO) reasons. I just got sick of it I guess.
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I'm hoping we can. We're still trying to work out the exact boundaries now. But, while we don't want a shitload of rules or anything, there will be younger people on there as well, so there needs to be some limits.
I seem to remember you were going with
an age limit of 13. I'm on a commercial
gaming site which manages to have almost
no limits, with members as young as 9 on it.
No censorship, outside of things like clear cases
of hate speech. Seems to work pretty well.
Yeah I think the age thing shouldn't be too much of a problem, right now it's the hosting that's causing some of the problems with rules - we have to stick with their rules as well about things like racism etc. I'm planning on upgrading the hosting at some point, but I don't want to do it too soon incase the site ends up failing after I've spent money on it.
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I'm hoping we can. We're still trying to work out the exact boundaries now. But, while we don't want a shitload of rules or anything, there will be younger people on there as well, so there needs to be some limits.
I think you have a very good attitude. It is a really good idea and I wish you the best with it. :)
Thanks :)
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have you ever been attracted to a man?
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isn't Soph a woman?
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Why is your site down? Are you fixing it or something?
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have you ever been attracted to a man?
Not that I can remember.
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Why is your site down? Are you fixing it or something?
It was the host company that did that, they were fucking around with the server or something. I didn't read it properly because it was about 5am and I was nackered. lol
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It seems to be up now. Would you mind writing a short description of your site, or is there already one that I have not found yet?
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It seems to be up now. Would you mind writing a short description of your site, or is there already one that I have not found yet?
I haven't really got a description of it yet, I'll try and come up with one though.
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Do you like fluorescent lights?
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Do you like fluorescent lights?
I don't really like them, but I don't think I have a real problem with them like some people do.
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How come you don't like them?
How often can you hear them humming or buzzing when you see them?
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I don't mind them much really, I just tend to prefer other lights. We have one downstairs where the garage used to be, and I can always here that if I go downstairs at night when it's quiet. During the day I don't always though because of other noises.
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Ever seen Benny & Joon?
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No, I've never seen it. I've heard about it a lot on here and WP though. :P
btw The host company fucked up so my forum is no longer up. I can't be arsed fixing it but Starbuline started a new one so I'm running that with her. No easy-to-remember domain yet, but the address is:
http://www.createforum.com/aspergersforum/index.php?mforum=aspergersforum
if anyone wants to join.
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Have you ever felt disgusted with yourself when you had moments of uber-arrogance?
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Have you ever felt disgusted with yourself when you had moments of uber-arrogance?
I often feel disgusted with myself. And I often have moments of uber-arrogance. But the two are never related. I'll be as arrogant as I like, and rarely feel bad about it after, however bad that makes me. 8)
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i just want you to know that i am really sad about what happened to your site. and i hope that you and starbuline can rebuild the effort. i really don't want to see any of your recruits return to WP.
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did something happen to Sopho's site?
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No, I've never seen it. I've heard about it a lot on here and WP though. :P
btw The host company fucked up so my forum is no longer up. I can't be arsed fixing it but Starbuline started a new one so I'm running that with her. No easy-to-remember domain yet, but the address is:
http://www.createforum.com/aspergersforum/index.php?mforum=aspergersforum
if anyone wants to join.
WTF, it says I'm banned. Do you know what's that about?
This time I have no clue what I did wrong or was that some kind of error?
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you haven't done anything wrong. are you still banned or did starbuline fix this before? i'll sort it out of you are
i think it was a mistake another admin made when ip banning atomika before, don't know how he managed to do that though if that was what happened. but i think that was it.
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I'm unbanned now. I PMed starbuline on WP and asked her what was going on and she fixed it. It's possible one of the mods have added my IP address to the ban list by mistake. It happens.
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Took me a while to figure out what your avatar was: An attractive boob smothering a kitten?
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And a play on the FireFoxy
logo.
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Whoot! You've reached the eligible mark
for the WC. Do you want to be a member?
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i have indeed!
ok
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i have indeed!
ok
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OK, you are an official member of the World Council, Soph.
Welcome to the madhouse.
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haha thanks :)
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Congrats!
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cheers 8)
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Soph are you going to post a picture of yourself (apart from your avatar there) in the photo thread?
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yeah i might as well. too sleepy now though :)
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Thank you for posting the photos. Your cat is very cute. We have a tortoiseshell cat as well. Her name is Delta.
What does Sehnsucht mean?
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its the title of a rammstein album and one of the songgs on it. it means 'longing.' it was the first album by them that sophie got and has 2 of the songs we liked most on it.
we used to have two tortoiseshells, flo had a sister called sootica. she had to be put to sleep on january 10th though, she had cancer :(
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we used to have two tortoiseshells, flo had a sister called sootica. she had to be put to sleep on january 10th though, she had cancer :(
That's very sad. :( It is hard when you lose a furry person.
I am wondering if you would like a custom title. And to be a member of the Aspie Elite. Callaway gives new members of the Aspie Elite a really cool Decoder Ring. :)
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thanks :)
i was wondering where the custom titles came from, i thought you needed a certain post count or something
that would be cool
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Figured you had already been asked.
Just PM one of us, and we can do it
for you. The decoder can only come from
Callaway though. :laugh:
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i dunno, i dont think i had, i dont remember it if i had
i will probably forget all this by tomorrow as well though, messed up in the head :asthing:
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thanks :)
i was wondering where the custom titles came from, i thought you needed a certain post count or something
that would be cool
Soph, I'm so sorry that I forgot.
Your Secret Decoder Ring is on its way.
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thats ok :)
i didnt even know about it, i just thought it was for people with a load more posts or something, and im not really thinking straight right now anyway lol
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thats ok :)
i didnt even know about it, i just thought it was for people with a load more posts or something, and im not really thinking straight right now anyway lol
Have you seen your PM yet?
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I don't think you were asked before now, Soph. But I could be wrong. :D
Can you think of what you would like your custom title to say? If you change your mind about what it says later, an admin can change it for you. :)
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i just replied to the pm :)
i don't know what... i would usually ask sophie these kind of things... :( took me ages to work out what my wp one should be.
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So you are a cat goddess of the Aspie Elite. :)
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i am :)
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i like your new custom title. :)
The decoder can only come from
Callaway though. :laugh:
you sound just like me. :laugh:
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We are as one.
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one for all and all for one.
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L'estat cest moi.
Oops, wrong period.
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i recommend the cup.
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Gently, with the mouth.
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the mouth isn't the cup.
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It can be. :eyebrows:
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for a vampire.
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Or for the genitals.
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I did not get to see your first vid, but I saw the second one.
Are you OK?
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i''m ok
sleeping better now
last night was the first night in about a week that i didnt go really crazy and make a load of anti-alex threads as well. which is good :P
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good for alex anyway. ;)
glad you are sleeping better. :)
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glad you are sleeping better. :)
See? I knew she'd be better off with us there.
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yeah. :laugh:
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So, was it good for you?
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<°)))>< makes me happy.
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axolotls make me happy. :)
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sophie made me happy.
flo and schmoo makes me happy.
and chinese
and axolotls of course :P
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How do the cats make you Chinese?
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lol, schmoo flies to china and brings it here for me, then flo goes and gets me the salt and vinegar from the kitchen
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:asthing:
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fighting on zomg lol
i don't like responsibility :(
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Guess I'll have to go in.
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calandale to the rescue!
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:)
i had a dream of a cat. and Maldoror lol.
all this cat talk.
i think dreamt of axolotls earlier.
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i want to dream about axolotls :laugh:
i read ysterday that they can recognise different people, or they can tell the difference between a human and a cat
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i want one as a pet. ;D
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i do too lol
i found a forum for people who have their own axolotls yesterday, i want one. they grow back their arms and legs if they lose them :P
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omg. lol give us a link. :P
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www.axololt.org
forrum:
http://www.caudata.org/forum/forumdisplay.php?f=48
they call them axies, like aspies :laugh:
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axies. that is hilarious.
that site looks cool. :o
lolz they have a free for all forum too. :laugh:
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calandale to the rescue!
Looks like you cleaned it all up.
Was kinda hoping to wade into
some strife. :'(
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yeah i thought it was going to get worse, but then i just posted and it stopped. it was that stuff with shleed and redmage. she was pming me and asking me to ban him and stuff lol scary
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lol shleed pissed me off.
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He's a troll, but hell,
she has to learn to
take SOME shit.
Someone's going to
piss her off eventually
anyhow. Maybe coming
under fire directly will
teach her something.
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Like my videos?
"Do you care about me?" - a Jman-esque question
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i do like the videos. you need some videos of axolotls too though :P
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i do like the videos. you need some videos of axolotls too though :P
I need to become one.
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a pink one, a yellow one or a black one?
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a pink one, a yellow one or a black one?
All I need to know is this: does it eat meat -- human meat?
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the black one does. cuz it's evil. hahaha
i want to see a black one.
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they do eat meat, yes 8)
not human though lol
axie friends:
(http://img231.imageshack.us/img231/9609/axiefriendsev4.jpg)
aww :)
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It reminds me of Leviathan, the legendary sea beast from the Old Testament.
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i don't know what they remind me of, but i think they're cool :)
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exhibit 1 is very shy. she hides behind the plants a lot, and he looks anaemic
exhibit 2 is seems sleepy. he doesn't move around as much
exhibit 3 is my friend. he comes up to the glass to greet me when i get there :laugh:
and he likes floating about and looking at his reflection
exhibit 4 sits in the corner a lot and has a smiley face
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those are so cute. :laugh: 1 is my favorite. i think it's what is on my desktop. the picture of it that you took. it's just so cute. :) is it a baby?
i made an axolotl and otherstuff forum as a subforum for the ginseng forum. i hope you like it. :P
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yay! i just saw it :laugh:
:plus:
tuna fishies, axolotls, tarsiers, froggies and aye-ayes all in one forum :laugh:
the yellow one does look younger, he's cute, but i don't get as many pictures of him as the others because he hides too much lol. i will try and get a good picture of him tomorrow :)
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cool. ;D
what are tarsiers and aye-ayes?
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aye-aye:
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tarsier:
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the Tarsiers are cute. 8) the Aye-Aye's have an appropriate name. :laugh: intense eyes.
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and funny legs :P
they look like how i used to draw people when i first started to draw - a head and then legs, no body :laugh:
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:laugh: lol where is the body? i thought it was in the back. :laugh: :laugh: :laugh:
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it looks like it's just a fluffy head with legs :laugh: and two big ears and eyes lol
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yeah. :laugh:
this guy has intense eyes.
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this guy does too:
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that is so cute i want to swallow it!!! lollol
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it does looks small enough to swallow :P
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the hypnotoad is too fat. i would have to chew. :P
that little fellow would go down easy.
i love how it is green like a summer day. it's amazing. it's actually having an effect on me, the color. some colors make me really happy.
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i like greens and blues. lots of greens at the museum :)
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me too. :) i like green yellow blue and pink. most of all turquoise.
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red is my favourite colour, but i seem to prefer greens and blues... :-\
which makes no sense :laugh:
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turquoise is my favorite but i enjoy watching pink a lot. my sheets are pink and some hoodies are pink. :)
lollol that jesus owl thing is out of this world. :orly: :orly: :orly: :orly: :orly: i give it 5 owls.
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most of my clothes are black i think. i have a purple polo shirt i like though :laugh:
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See that you are from Manchester, do you like soccer?
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football, not soccer :P
but yeah, i do
i support United :)
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i have mostly black and purple. :)
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What are you studying in school? With you love of lizards and such zoology would be good
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i'm nearly halfway through a history degree :)
modern european and 19th century british
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What sort of work are you going to apply the knowledge gained from your degree to?
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dunno yet
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What sort of work can you apply the knowledge gained from your degree to?
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education, museums, media, politics, accountancy... loads of things
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you can? i'd like to get a degree.
i like your new av. :plus:
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thanks 8)
yeah, you can. i don't think many people who do history end up going into something directly related to history when they graduate. but its a course that can get you into a wide range of things. and its interesting. people who dont like history usually suck.
in my opinion :P
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thanks 8)
yeah, you can. i don't think many people who do history end up going into something directly related to history when they graduate. but its a course that can get you into a wide range of things. and its interesting. people who dont like history usually suck.
in my opinion :P
You can do it if you if you put your mind to it I get the feeling you won't let things get in your way. I got my degree in biology but never stuck to my guns enough to get a job in the field then I got married and had kids so you do what you must. History was one of my other choices when I started and I agree people who don't like history do usually suck ;D
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do you like the movie bend it like beckham and which girl do you like better?
i've always liked history. i like egyptian and mesopotamian and greek history.
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i saw bend it like beckham a few years ago, it had keira knightley in it :eyebrows:
ive liked history as long as i can remember. there's an egyptian section at the museum. and i'm going to london soon to see the egyptian stuff there.
i liked romans when i was younger as well. i used to sit under the kitchen table reading books about them :P
and the plague. and i was obsessed with tudors. my cat was named after henry VIII lol
i do modern history nlow though. 19th century british and 20th century europe, mainly WWII
i like local history a lot, that's why i can't decide which to continue with in third year; the 19th century one is about manchester. i want to do both :(
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you should do both. one after the other.
i like romans too. i love Gladiator. the movie Troy is inaccurate. they didn't have any pants on in battles lol. they did in the movie though. bradd pit was talking about it on conan.
Keira is hot. i had a crush on Parminder Nagra though. they are both great.
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i read about the pants in troy :laugh:
im watching Bicentennial Man, the robot in it is cool. he takes everything literally, major aspieness :P
i want to do both :( i think they only way i could do that thoguh would be to do third year, and then resit the year again. but to do that i think you have to fail, and i dont wanna make myself fail :laugh:
i wish i could do both though. i would do one just for fun if i could lol
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Bicentennial Man rocks.
learning is fun. passion is a great teacher. you could learn on your own about the other thing. :orly:
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yeah i could still do both then really.
there are lots of cool books in the library, the old ones are reference-only though :(
i found a picture of a manchester ducking stool in one :laugh:
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they threw people with that? :orly:
you can search online if you want to learn about stuff. :P
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rofl no they dunked them under water :laugh:
it would be funnier if they threw them though :P
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people were weird. :laugh: why dunk them when you can toss them!? :evillaugh: i dunno why they dunked them. :laugh:
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1775 The Manchester ducking-stool in use. It was an open-bottomed chair of wood, placed upon a long pole (balanced on a pivot) and suspended over the large collection of water called Pool House and Pool Fold. It was afterwards suspended over the Daub-holes (Infirmary Pond) and was used for the purpose of punishing scolds and prostitutes
if they threw them they'd probably kill them :P
and they just want to punish the scolds and prostitutes, not kill them :laugh:
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what are scolds? they prolly wanted to wash the prostitutes as well. :laugh: :orly:
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im not sure what they are really... ???
!WORD HISTORY A scold is not usually a poet and a scolding rarely sounds like poetry to the one being scolded, but it seems that the word scold has a poetic background. It is probable that scold, first recorded in Middle English in a work probably composed around 1150, has a Scandinavian source related to the Old Icelandic word skāld, “poet.†Middle English scolde may in fact mean “a minstrel,†but of that we are not sure. However, its Middle English meanings, “a ribald abusive person†and “a shrewish chiding woman,†may be related to skāld, as shown by the senses of some of the Old Icelandic words derived from skāld. Old Icelandic skāldskapr, for example, meant “poetry†in a good sense but also “a libel in verse,†while skāld-stöng meant “a pole with imprecations or charms scratched on it.†It would seem that libelous cursing verse was a noted part of at least some poets' productions and that this association with poets passed firmly along with the Scandinavian borrowing into English.!
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what does that say?
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i dunno i think it says help meeeeeeeee :orly: in an alien language.
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It was SUPPOSED to say help.
I couldn't get it right, and gave up.
But posted it anyhow. :-\
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finally! i can read Calandale. :laugh:
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Only if heavily mutated.
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exactly. :dankesh:
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What is zomg like?
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not as bad as they make out on wp :laugh:
quiet at the moment i think
wee have a starbuline forum though :)
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But no starbuline, any longer. :'(
I really got active there again,
just to chat with her. I like you too,
soph, but you're here.
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i'm glad Soph is here. :)
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Me too, but it does cut down on my
desire to go to ZOMG. There's a couple
of people I'm in contact with there, who
have reasons not to come here, but none
are such fun spammers.
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Soph is an excellent spammer. :laugh:
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Fucking mess over at zomg
Flake went ap
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Fucking mess over at zomg
Flake went ap
What happened? I don't understand it.
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ape poop?
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fucking pain in the arse
im having to delete each individual account, taking ages. i have 96 more pages to go through, clicking 100 boxes on each
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That is a really douchebagish thing to do, create all of those spam accounts.
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yeah i understand flaming and trolling sites you dont like, but spam like this is just ridiculous. hes worse than atomika.
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But no starbuline, any longer. :'(
I really got active there again,
just to chat with her. I like you too,
soph, but you're here.
zomg was better with starbuline
i made it mainly for her, because we wanted somewhere to post together and she was too young for her
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Soph is an excellent spammer. :laugh:
i miss cat-spamming wp with sophie :laugh:
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Fucking mess over at zomg
Flake went ap
What happened? I don't understand it.
neither do i
i thoguht me and flake got on alright
he asked me about going to get a tattoo with him when he got his
all hes done now is given me a load of shit to clear up
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yeah i understand flaming and trolling sites you dont like, but spam like this is just ridiculous. hes worse than atomika.
Indeed he was, but people were egging him on.
I have to say, for all the fights I managed to get
into, as a mod at WP, I don't think I was ever the
cause of anything like this. I don't know the whole
story, but kosmo and shades shouldn't have continued
to taunt him. There's just no fucking point.
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i didnt see any of it
my internets beeen broken the last couple days, only got it fixed a few hours ago. im still deleting all these fucking accounts as well. thousands of the bastards
i dont understand what happened that set it all off really
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I admit it was a mistake for me to do that.
I should know better, i wont bother making excuses though.
Probably just frustration.
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Yeah, it was a HELLISH amount of spam.
Made all the more annoying by how slow
the server is, and the fact that we don't
have a multi-delete tool for threads.
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yeah the server is a pain in the arse
thats why i can still post on here and zomg while deleting, i delete a couple hundred, then post while i wait for the page to load lol
i get frustrated easily though, so i probably would have responded to stuff like that too even though we shouldnt. its hard not to
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You did admirably cleaning it up. I am sorry you had to do that.
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I admit it was a mistake for me to do that.
I should know better, i wont bother making excuses though.
Probably just frustration.
I'm sorry I teased you about him, Kosmo. :hug: I didn't realize what a problem he was becoming.
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i get frustrated easily though, so i probably would have responded to stuff like that too even though we shouldnt. its hard not to
I get the feeling it was targeted at kosmo and
shades, for some reason. I just can't imagine WHY.
Maybe he just couldn't take being picked on, and
went ballistic, kinda like lit did here.
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I admit it was a mistake for me to do that.
I should know better, i wont bother making excuses though.
Probably just frustration.
I'm sorry I teased you about him, Kosmo. :hug: I didn't realize what a problem he was becoming.
Oh that's quite alright. I like to be teased. :eyelash:
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i still dont understand why he did it in that way though. i mean its obvious that its not just gonna be kosmo and shade that have to clean it up after. he must have known he was just gonna fuck the site up for a few hours and give me and the other mods loads of shit to sort out
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I'd really like to hear what he has to
say. Other than his simple responses to
the taunts at his spamming.
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once ive finished deleting (taking a break for a few minutes now before i give myself a headache lol) i might email him, as ive banned his ip so he might not be back on zomg
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Soph is an excellent spammer. :laugh:
i miss cat-spamming wp with sophie :laugh:
i love the axolotls though. :)
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As you know Soph.
Banning IPs may be counterproductive :-\
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I admit it was a mistake for me to do that.
I should know better, i wont bother making excuses though.
Probably just frustration.
I'm sorry I teased you about him, Kosmo. :hug: I didn't realize what a problem he was becoming.
Oh that's quite alright. I like to be teased. :eyelash:
:laugh:
Yeah, I'm really surprised that he'd attack the site itself that way. I don't understand how someone can turn like that. But then I've never been provoked by someone like Kosmo... >:D
I'm sorry you guys had such a shit day cleaning up that mess. Hope tomorrow is better for ya'll. Yes, I finally had to let my southern accent fly...too tired of holding it in! :laugh:
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im STILL clearing it all up :laugh:
over 4,000 more to get rid of apaprently
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twat
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:laugh:
Yeah, I'm really surprised that he'd attack the site itself that way. I don't understand how someone can turn like that. But then I've never been provoked by someone like Kosmo... >:D
Yeah, some people seem effected by
him. I think that he and I are on such
different planes, that we really can't touch
one another.
Yes, I finally had to let my southern accent fly...too tired of holding it in! :laugh:
Ya bettah, gal,
talkin' southahrn is
a crime, hereabouts.
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:laugh:
Yeah, I'm really surprised that he'd attack the site itself that way. I don't understand how someone can turn like that. But then I've never been provoked by someone like Kosmo... >:D
Yeah, some people seem effected by
him. I think that he and I are on such
different planes, that we really can't touch
one another.
I dont think we are so different.
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he even posted in one of the threads about sophie - the one i made when she was missing and i was worried. that pissed me off.
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You can do quotes better.
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how are you a troll? ???
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me ?
:orly: :toporly:
dunno, it's a ridiculous notion.
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i've never seen you troll. :P
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You may one day. Ive stopped trolling mainly though. I am more of a happy spammer.
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you were infamous on wp :laugh:
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that site sucks.
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You can do quotes better.
Ah, I was wondering if you were quoting me,
in order to disprove. In fact, I'm still not CERTAIN.
I don't think we are, in terms of trolling style.
I generally attack with politeness. You post
pictures, usually. I know that yours don't touch
me, and assumed the same with mine towards you.
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you were infamous on wp :laugh:
Indeed. I couldn't even come up with
a reason that you shouldn't be banned,
except that you were more fun than most
of the posters.
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You can do quotes better.
Ah, I was wondering if you were quoting me,
in order to disprove. In fact, I'm still not CERTAIN.
I don't think we are, in terms of trolling style.
I generally attack with politeness. You post
pictures, usually. I know that yours don't touch
me, and assumed the same with mine towards you.
I generally take your attacks as advice; if not, then nonsense which is incomprehensible to me.
I dont do the pictures so much nowadays. I got bored of that game.
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What you see as advice probably IS such.
Thus, I was correct in my assessment.
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i take your stuff as wise/silly
ponderings that happen
to be in haiku form. sorta. :toporly:
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deleted them all! wooooo yay!
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:clap:
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great Soph. :clap:
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i take your stuff as wise/silly
ponderings that happen
to be in haiku form. sorta. :toporly:
That's a perfect description of cal! :laugh:
As for Kosmo, to me he was the funniest poster on wp! I still laugh about the avatar he was using when he got banned, the one of the Japanese chick. Some posters thought he was a girl and they were telling someone "oh, don't listen to her, she's just being cruel!" :rofl: Not long after, he was gone...and fun on wp became a thing of the past. :'(
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Kosmo's here.
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i liked the bakalakadaka street
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what?
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whn i first was on wp there was some guy who lived on bakalakadaka street or something, that was kosmo i think, or someone else maybe, i can't remember now
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:P
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Kosmo's here.
And that's one reason why I'm here!! :laugh: I like this place.
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whn i first was on wp there was some guy who lived on bakalakadaka street or something, that was kosmo i think, or someone else maybe, i can't remember now
Or durkadurka street, maybe? That sounds Kosmoish to me! :laugh:
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maybe it was durkadurka street lol
who lived on bakakalakaka street?
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That's another made-up word from Team America: World Police...one of the funniest films I've ever seen! :laugh: We laughed so hard in that theatre that we almost got sick, it was that funny.
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i take your stuff as wise/silly
ponderings that happen
to be in haiku form. sorta. :toporly:
That's a perfect description of cal! :laugh:
As for Kosmo, to me he was the funniest poster on wp! I still laugh about the avatar he was using when he got banned, the one of the Japanese chick. Some posters thought he was a girl and they were telling someone "oh, don't listen to her, she's just being cruel!" :rofl: Not long after, he was gone...and fun on wp became a thing of the past. :'(
That was classic kosmo. :laugh:
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Bak. Derk-derk-Allah. Derka derka, Mohammed Jihad. Haka sherpa-sherpa. Abaka-la.
I love that film.
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Have you ever been to a gay bar?
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No. There are supposedly a lot in Manchester though lol
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Canal Street apparently.
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I never go out. :(
Maybe if there was a gay library or a gay museum on Oxford Rd I would go. :orly:
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I never go out. :(
Maybe if there was a gay library or a gay museum on Oxford Rd I would go. :orly:
If people in general are cunts, you can't really blame yourself.
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Most people I meet IRL are cunts. And any of the ones that might not be aren't interested in talking to me because I'm weird or boring or something. :laugh:
So I'll just have to stick to being on my own. :toporly:
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Canal Street apparently.
someone's been watching QAF. :laugh: :zoinks:
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Most people I meet IRL are cunts. And any of the ones that might not be aren't interested in talking to me because I'm weird or boring or something. :laugh:
So I'll just have to stick to being on my own. :toporly:
It's not so bad. But you never know who you may meet. Or what the future may bring.
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You got my attention, I saw fuck, and I decided to waltz right in. Do the hokey pokey and shake it all about. :laugh: Cum everywhere to :laugh:
What is your favorite food and color?
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What Soph needs is to look at some hawt ass. :eyebrows:
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I think I'd be OK with spending the rest of my life alone if I could sort out all the stupid little things, like going to the places I want to go to by myself. If I can do that then I'd probably be fine. I doubt I will ever have a friend or anything again though. :police:
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You got my attention, I saw fuck, and I decided to waltz right in. Do the hokey pokey and shake it all about. :laugh: Cum everywhere to :laugh:
What is your favorite food and color?
Don't cum in my thread :police:
I like fried rice and chips from the Chinese. That's probably my favourite food.
And red is my favourite colour. :toporly:
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Slap and I will go away.
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http://www.babepictures.com/
Here you go, Soph.
'tis great that we got summat in common. :p
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(http://farm2.static.flickr.com/1225/996696218_817c8cb6ca.jpg)
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Girls don't like me :(
Maybe I should have been a gay boy instead.
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Girls don't like me :(
Maybe I should have been a gay boy instead.
Eh, enjoy your freedom and just wank -- it's what I usually do. :)
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that's what i do too, Pea. :zoinks:
i wanna be a gay boy too. :( lets be in next life. :toporly:
you'll meet someone who'll like you Soph. there's plenty of other fish in the sea. someone will see how awesome you are.
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Yeah, girls are annoying anyway :P
I am not very awesome though.
I will just go to museums and talk to frogs for the rest of my life :laugh:
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Parlez-vous francais ?
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of course you're awesome. :)
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lol I did French for five years in school, but I didn't concentrate very much. I was good at the writing and speaking but shit at the reading and listening, so I got a B :P
They teach us boring crap though. Je suis stupide.
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lol I did French for five years in school, but I didn't concentrate very much. I was good at the writing and speaking but shit at the reading and listening, so I got a B :P
They teach us boring crap though. Je suis stupide.
You still remember the grammar?
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I've forgotten a lot now. I mostly just remember random phrases and words which are completely useless. :zoinks:
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je vouldrait sum soupé. :zoinks:
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Il y a une grande biblioteque au premier etage, ou on peut dance sur la table.
Does that even mean anything? :laugh:
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i think there's a table. :zoinks:
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There is a table indeed!
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Il y a une grande biblioteque au premier etage, ou on peut dance sur la table.
Does that even mean anything? :laugh:
Probably not, but it's more translable.
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i are supposed to be answering,! :(
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answer! :toporly:
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what is the questiont?
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oops
did it again
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are you Britney? that, is the question. :zoinks:
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no, i are soph
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all your leet are belong to us?
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no
all your feet are belong to us
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us
what happened in 1934? :zoinks:
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van der lubbe was executed :P
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hollandish guy? :P
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ja! :toporly:
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did he stab a windmill or step on a tulip? :toporly: :zoinks:
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he was meant to have burned down my reichstag
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Do you know what kind of job you would like?
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he was meant to have burned down my reichstag
He was the Nazi's patsy
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Il y a une grande biblioteque au premier etage, ou on peut dance sur la table.
Does that even mean anything? :laugh:
There is a big library on the first floor, where one dances on the table.
Something like that, anyway.
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Did you eat your leems?
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maybe her leems were moldy. ???
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Should we ask her?
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Sorry, that women post previously is making me want to cum. I had a sexual dream about my girlfriend last night. I noticed that 4 tsp of basil, thyme, and oregano makes me remember my dreams. I used two tsp of pepper I think to. Its worthy to note that thyme is an old remedy for bedwetting.
What are you good at?
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what are leems? i haven't eaten anything yet, i only just got up
i had a dream i was in a concentration camp and i tried to escape behind a train and then in the end my mum bought me mcdonalds
i'm good at history and writing (apparently). definitely not writing on these forums though :laugh:
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Dreams are said to have a symbolic meaning. Sometimes I will imagine I am full of energy that makes me stronger, and I get the answers to my problems or others. Perhaps the dream is trying to communicate some message to you.
I believe leems are a typo for dreams, wet dreams :laugh:
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i didn't eat any wet dreams today :orly:
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Wet blanket, better talk to Teejay about that, I think he is one :laugh:
There is a little symbolic thought for you, if you figure it out, I bet it would be most amusing.
This may happen to you someday, when you start really trying your best in life, you find out who you really are, and what your capable of. I thinks its kind of fun figuring people out, sometimes I solve a problem that makes me feel good.
Concentration camp maybe something to do with your life, I am not trying to offend. I started off at a very low point in my life and I got greater. I am not saying this is you exactly. I am hard on myself, and somethimes people think I am patroninzing, but I am sensitive.
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Wet blanket, better talk to Teejay about that, I think he is one :laugh:
There is a little symbolic thought for you, if you figure it out, I bet it would be most amusing.
This may happen to you someday, when you start really trying your best in life, you find out who you really are, and what your capable of. I thinks its kind of fun figuring people out, sometimes I solve a problem that makes me feel good.
Concentration camp maybe something to do with your life, I am not trying to offend. I started off at a very low point in my life and I got greater. I am not saying this is you exactly. I am hard on myself, and somethimes people think I am patroninzing, but I am sensitive.
Well done on not trying.
I lol'd anyway :zoinks:
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lol
my life isn't fantastic i guess :orly:
things have been shit lately though and i am trying to carry on normally and get better. i've been trying really hard for about a year to fix my social anxiety. drugs and counseling don't seem to work so all that's left is doing it myself. and i've got quite far considering where i was a year ago.
i think the concentration camp was just because i do history at uni. most of my degree focuses on WWII and i dream about history quite a lot :headbang2:
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i remembered the rest of my dream
the first bit was that i was back in high school and i had a meltdown and threw chairs and tables around and the teacher got mad. then i somehow ended up in the concentration camp.
makes more sense now. my school was ran by nazis
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just pray when you get out of school you have some other place to go. staying at home all day doing nothing makes one even more socially anxious.
leems are cute things you eat. :zoinks:
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what are leems?
:o
I'm not going to be the one to
break it to you.
i had a dream i was in a concentration camp and i tried to escape behind a train and then in the end my mum bought me mcdonalds
Always good to have your mother handy
to feed you, when you go away to one
of those. :P
i'm good at history and writing (apparently). definitely not writing on these forums though :laugh:
Don't sell yourself short. You make up
for quality, with sheer quantity.
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leems are cute things you eat. :zoinks:
Milla's a leem.
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don't eat her :orly:
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I'll share her with you.
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ok :zoinks:
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i'm a leem? plz eat me. :zoinks:
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We shall.
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Being in Europe a place with so much history have you gone to many historical sites? I like going here but unless you count Indian sites that are rare around here history only goes back so far my town was founded in 1639
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not much recently as i hardly go out :(
going to london again in a while though and i guess there are a few there :laugh:
the best one was when i went to pompeii when i was 7
i never go anywhere anymore though
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I don't travel well so I stick around New England went to Salem to see were they burned witches last year but I don't get out much either I live around an hour out of NYC but haven't been in over two years and that was to the zoo
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i went to new york a few years ago but that was a trip with college so i didnt get to see the zoo :(
i read the crucible in college as well
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The Bronx Zoo is huge you'd like it and across the street is the botanical gardens which are equally impressive
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I like little zoos better, in some ways.
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i wanna go there
the zoo here has an aquarium near it with frogs
i havent been for afes, i wanna go back
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Do they have any of the liing history type places around where you are? Where they have a village or such set up like another time? We have a whaling town about an hour away with tall ships and everything
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i went to somewhere like that once, i cant remember where it was though, it was quite a long time ago
right here in manchester there isnt much. most of the history here is 19th century so there is a lot, but nothing obvious or interesting to people who don't like stuff like that.
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Manchester was a big manufacturing town correct? Do they have any factory museums with the old machinery
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there's an old mill near here which i've been to a couple times when i was younger, that's cool
they had all the machinery there when i went
there used to be factories near where my university was, but none of the machinery etc is there anymore
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Ever spotted Morrissey or a Gallagher brother around town?
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not that i can remember lol
liam gallagher would be interesting to meet :laugh:
i have met david beckham here though, in the trafford centre, and a couple other random people
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wow David Beckham got to meet you? :o lucky guy.
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he is indeed :P
and his wife lol
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ou met his wife too? posh? :toporly:
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yeah , when he still played for united they used to shop in the place just down the road :orly:
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did she buy celery sticks? :toporly:
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i didnt ask :orly:
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Does grover turn you on?
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did she buy celery sticks? :toporly:
Judging by her face, I would think she would be more partial to bananas.
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what do you mean? you know how many calories there are in bananas?
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:asthing:
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Does grover turn you on?
no :orly:
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you know how many calories there are in bananas?
no
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what do you mean? you know how many calories there are in bananas?
I mean she has a monkey's face.
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most humans look like they have monkey faces to me
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Yeah. Humans are disgusting.
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We should get ride of them all :evillaugh:
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we should. revolting things
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Concentration camp your life and history?
There is history in my psych book. The origin on of mesmerize I think is drived from the famous quack, Anton Mesmer, who discovered hypnosis. Although it wasn't called hypnosis at first, it was orginally called mesmerism. He had a tub full of electrically magnatized water with a oddly shapped rod in it. He walked around in a purple robe, tapping people with a wand, urging people to yeild to the magnetic fluids around them. Pushing his subjects further psychologically, alot of them went through what he called a grand crisis. He thought he was helping people, but in reality it was grand mal seizure. The french government offered him 20,000 francs for the secret of so called therapy, but he declined. They appointed 2 committees to investigate it, and one of them was the US embassador, Benjamin Franklin. The all agreed it was a hox and it worked by suggestion. A secret message was sent to the king saying they thought mesmerism was probably habit forming and dangerous to one's health. It was banned and also because they though it made woman too easy to seduce. Mesmer left Paris to retire at a town near it, versallies or whatever. How is that for memory? I took high amounts of stimulating herbs, plus maxmium dose of ginko biloba, and on top of that my mind was already sharp. I took the mega memory home study course by Kevin Truedue on top of all that.
Some history I like.
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How is that for memory? I took high amounts of stimulating herbs, plus maxmium dose of ginko biloba, and on top of that my mind was already sharp. I took the mega memory home study course by Kevin Truedue on top of all that.
Some history I like.
Things that are interesting stick.
I'd guess that, unless you really are
as pathetic as you come off here,
that you could remember things
WITHOUT overdosing on your
herbs.
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How is that for memory? I took high amounts of stimulating herbs, plus maxmium dose of ginko biloba, and on top of that my mind was already sharp. I took the mega memory home study course by Kevin Truedue on top of all that.
Some history I like.
Things that are interesting stick.
I'd guess that, unless you really are
as pathetic as you come off here,
that you could remember things
WITHOUT overdosing on your
herbs.
Sorry to dissapoint you, but I can. As you said, it was intresting. I got straight A's my last year of school because I was in an emotionally supportive environment. I didn't have that before and I still got straight A's. Something happened to me because I couldn't do it anymore, my guess it was too much trauma. I bet your pathetic in reality, anyways, jealous wanker comments should be kept to ones self, and the energy should be used for something more productive, as I am, helping ones self grow. There is always room for that. I bet you have been doing that less time than me, so logically, need it more. I have been doing with a furry because it made me happy when I started doing it. I just have that addictive personality, so I just used it for what its good for, health addictions. Lots of wanker bf, husbands, and such too lazy to do it. They don't know what they are missing, paradoxically its more joy than hard work for me. You get used to it, it becomes natural. Then you enjoy it. I frequently see jealous wanker internet comments like yours, and the people behind them are typically far worse behind their computer screens.
Fuckn soph, what is your favorite food?
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Sorry to dissapoint you, but I can.
No disappointment. I knew you could.
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my favourite food is fried rice and chips from the chinese!
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How are you feeling these days?
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a bit shit to be honest lol
trying not to piss people off with my emoness though :laugh:
resorting to alcohol and sleep instead :zoinks:
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Sleep is good I slept most of the day :-[ and got little done
better than a few weeks ago when you seemed really bad?
You don't piss me off I like you posts
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yeah i am better than the other day, thanks
just spilled a red drink everywhere though :-\
and have work due in for as soon as i go back to uni, i havent done any for ages :orly:
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Glad you feel at least a little better I worry even though I only know you on message boards strange huh but I feel I know people here better than most people in real life.
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i am like that too. i feel closer to the people i know online than the "friends" i've had IRL. and i think people know me better online than IRL because i feel more able to be myself on these sites
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Is that because in real life your afraid people will see you as a freak if you let you guard down? That's my problem always afraid of rejection and ridicule that haunted my early years, wow now whose emo
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yeah that's part of the reason i find it hard to be myself. people don't usually like me and think i'm weird. so i tend to just stay away. probably because of experiences in high school. i have a pretty bad fear of rejection as well
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That's what I like here we are all a little weird and thats okay hell expected
i
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I love it here and on zomg, too. ;D
Soph, what are your career plans, and what are you studying at uni? Your photography is fantastic.
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i dont know what career i want yet :(
ive thought about working in museums or libraries, ideally something that involves history and/or writing/researching
and the less i have to talk to people, the better lol
i'm studying modern history
mainly WWII but also 19th century britain
i cant decide what to continue with into third year - C19th manchester or the holocaust
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I think you should do time travel
photography.
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i wanna do that
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It's too bad flo's too young to have
an account here. Should we make an
exception for cats?
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Yes we should. She is only 11 though
But she is ver clever :orly:
and she does have AS
and SAD and agoraphobia
possibly OCD too
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In cat years, that's old.
When are we getting our frogs?
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I don't know. Shall I post pictures?
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I don't know. Shall I post pictures?
You could do that, or you could PM them if you wanted it to be more of a surprise.
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I don't know. Shall I post pictures?
You could do that, or you could PM them if you wanted it to be more of a surprise.
Would you do the honors?
At least for me, since milla's not here.
I don't mind doing her. :eyebrows:
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I don't know. Shall I post pictures?
You could do that, or you could PM them if you wanted it to be more of a surprise.
Would you do the honors?
At least for me, since milla's not here.
I don't mind doing her. :eyebrows:
I will if Soph wants me to and tells me what to give you.
Who all is participating this time?
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How many do I need?
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AFAIK only two for milla (she wanted both done)
one for me, and one for yourself.
I don't think anyone else is playing.
But, someone might ask for one,
after they see the changes.
That's tended to happen, in
the past. So, I usually have a couple
more ideas, when I'm doing it.
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ok i will get some
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I have fogs now btw, who do I send them to?
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I can't work out which ones to give you
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I have fogs now btw, who do I send them to?
You can send them to me, if you like.
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I have fogs now btw, who do I send them to?
You can send them to me, if you like.
okydoke
will send them now :orly:
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:clap:
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Do you drive?
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No :(
Too scared to get lessons as well
Although I would probably crash or hit someone :laugh:
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:plus: to callaway and soph.
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No :(
Too scared to get lessons as well
Although I would probably crash or hit someone :laugh:
I was forced at 18 by my mom into lessons glad I did it now but then not so much. It's one of the things I do to calm down nice late night drives to nowhere
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I would love to be able to drive around at night. I get lost easily though because of my disorientation, but at least I'd be in my own car so have time to find my way back.
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It's a LOT easier to get badly lost in a
car, than on foot. :-\
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I would love to be able to drive around at night. I get lost easily though because of my disorientation, but at least I'd be in my own car so have time to find my way back.
??? is it that serious. I'm the opposite I almost never get lost
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Yeah I have topographical disorientation or something.
it's my main problem with going out after my social anxiety.
It doesn't create too many problems atm as I don't go out. Just things like gonig to the wrong floor/room at uni :P
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My social anxiety went away when I started coping in a positive way more often, like all the time. If I could go back to my school days, those bastards, I know how to be mean now!
Are you soph anyfucking thing? :laugh:
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How did it go with the NAS guy??
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OK I think. They say I should probably still be able to go back to uni. Apparently I haven't been right since November or something. They said I'm depressed and stuff.
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Сoфия, no matter what you name yourself, I will still call you Soph!
What does Сoфия mean, by the way?
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I get
S o sia
From http://translate.google.com/translate_t?langpair=ru|en
???
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it means Sophie
I got it from my msn chatlogs
(http://img82.imageshack.us/img82/9311/scuy5.png)
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it was Starbuline's name n there
she used others too
the one she had when I first ever talked to her on there was Лиля навсегда
that means Lilja Forever
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I don't remember what she used back when I
was on with her first. I don't THINK 'twas either.
Definitely russky though. :zoinks:
I just remember her first PM to me,
titled privyet. Thought it had a different
meaning. :laugh:
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Ha! She said hi! and you thought it meant private? :laugh:
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firdt thing she ever said to me was "hey there"
apaprently she was scared
i was more scared thoug
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Ha! She said hi! and you thought it meant private? :laugh:
Indeed. Given that we had been flirting. :zoinks:
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Plus, I thought she was a LOT older.
Just, kinda slow.
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She seemed like an old soul.
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she wasn't slow
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Cal's slow!! :laugh:
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she wasn't slow
nope. Neither are you. :zoinks:
But, in her case, I thought she was older,
and was saying things that didn't fit.
Mainly, from her avie, from lilja,
kneeling in the mud, crying. I thought
that was her.
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am I slow'?
I remember the first avatgar I saw on hers
I can't find it when search for it
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I thought you were pretty fucking retarded. :zoinks:
Yeah, I can't find the avie either. Got one from a
few moments before, her running after the car.
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(http://content7.flixster.com/photo/59/13/38/5913381_gal.jpg)
See, with that image of her,
she looked kinda like a deranged
woman to me. And, well, I always
think of people as their avies.
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(http://content6.flixster.com/photo/36/30/74/3630740_gal.jpg)
Was always my favorite. Like the boxer she used on ZOMG,
it seemed to fit her the best. So battered, emotionally, at
least.
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i want her msn avatar
i'm not retarded
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that's her msn one
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i'm not retarded
I KNOW that now. :laugh:
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First one I saw was her kneeling on the ground, screaming.
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i've gt blood on my badge
it's red and golden
first one is aw was with the man she met after the plane
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My initial assessments tend to be pretty harsh.
I didn't revise yours, until I started seeing
your posts in PPR.
First one I saw was her kneeling on the ground, screaming.
Yeah, me too.
i've gt blood on my badge
it's red and golden
first one is aw was with the man she met after the plane
That one creeped me out.
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I still haven't watched it. Maybe this weekend I'll download it from Netflix. I know I'll get upset.
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I don't want to. Not until she's here.
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i havent watched i since i watched it with sophie
i could ahve watched it with her at least two other times than i did if i hadnt been so retarded
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she wont ever be here now
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Don't go there. We're all retarded.
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Don't go there. We're all retarded.
I am.
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i got to watch american history x with her as well though
she said he reminded her of me lol
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I never saw that all the way through. Just remember him stomping that guy's head.
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(http://img86.imageshack.us/img86/461/stupidoceandn4.png)
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What did she mean??
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She was sad that she sdidn't have a friend IRL and said something about me living all the way in englandd. then she said that and I thoguht it was cute
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I hate that you guys lived so far apart. But at least you had each other for a good while. And you learned a lot from each other and helped each other.
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Stupid ocean, indeed.
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It's often been my enemy, as well.
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worse than s stupid ocean now though]bigger that that
If I had gone there she would still be here
stupid piece of shit country
she would have been happier here
i could have looked after her
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Don't kick yourself about it.
A lot of people could've done
something.
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i was her best friend though and i didnt
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That's bullshit. You did all you possibly could.
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Soph may have. I sure the hell
could have done more, if I understood.
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but i didn't do the thing that woul dh ave kept her here
if i had gone when she said, she would still be here
ive ucked up so many peoples lives
i have to pay for thhis forever now
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You haven't fucked up anyone's life. Seriously.
Me and Cal, meh....we've got some baggage. You're too young to worry about such.
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I haven't fucked anyone up,
who wasn't already so.
And really, we couldn't know.
That's the fucking problem.
She had me convinced she
had found purpose, and my
jealousy prevented me from
digging deeper.
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what were you jealous abotu?
i thought she waws getting beftter as well
so did her dad
but even if she had been, she waws still depresed, and she wanted me to go there and i didnt. if i had, i wouldn't be sitting here like this now and everything would be diferent
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Cal, you were jealous of her and her boyfriend?
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what were you jealous abotu?
I figured she had found someone else to
help her through. Some things she said,
and put up. And, let my own offer slide
a bit.
Cal, you were jealous of her and her boyfriend?
Michael? Not particularly. But a bit.
Timing and all.
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Were you really interested in her romantically, with the age difference and all?
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Were you really interested in her romantically, with the age difference and all?
Yeah, at one point.
And, I guess I was opening
that concept back up, to
try and give her some hope
again, even though I had decided
that I couldn't.
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A romantic thought. Complicated situation, though.
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i mis s her
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Yeah. I'm too old for it.
i mis s her
Me too - no matter what.
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She was a special person. And I think she's helping us...I know that sounds ghey. But I believe she's around.
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i wish she was hereif i could talk to her id be ok
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I think you can talk to her, but again I sound ghey saying that. :-\
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i dont think you sound gheey
my head hruts tso much
and ive drank too much so inow i need the toilet lol
usually iw ould be talking to her now on msnn
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But I believe she's around.
i know it. As much as anything.
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if shes here the why do ai feel like this/?
she would help me if she was here
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Faith.
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she would give me a reasonn to bleieve that though if she was her
shes not here
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So? Make her here.
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but i cant
shes gone
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Don't ruin my delusions. :-\
Try them. They help.
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i tried delusions in nnovember and december, and ive been trying them again. it doesnt work enough though ebcause im justgoing ackwards again all the time. i cant force myself to be delusional even when i try
kmy heD HREALLY HURTRS
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You can force yourself to be delusional! Delusions are sometimes all we have left in life.
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i rembeber its not true though eventually and then goback to thism
my life is fucked up
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You'll get through. Night!
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i wont get threough now
goodnight
it is morningn here
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You can force yourself to be delusional! Delusions are sometimes all we have left in life.
All I've got. :-\
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I don't have anything now
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Delude yourself into having what you CAN.
Seriously. You know what I'm talking about.
And it's willing.
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But I don't know how though
I obviously can't bring her back
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I don't mean her.
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There's nothing else that would make me happy though
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That's where the delusions come in.
You'll end up believing them.
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That's where the delusions come in.
You'll end up believing them.
Yesh, very true.
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I don't believe them now, I dobt it will change
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What is the funniest thing you have ever done in your life?
Great accomplishment?
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I'm not a very funny person lol
So probably nothing :laugh:
I haven't accomplished anything great either
In fact i haven't achieved much at all yet, apart from some writing stuff I got published when I was younger and the social anxiety I've managed to overcome so far
Nothing great though :(
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Actually I guess my only great accomplishment was finding a proper friend
I think that's great anyway
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You started zomg for her! That's a big accomplishment to me.
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;D
Thanks
Yeah I am glad we made zomg
She was only here for a few months of it though
I also stayed u all night nearly every day for her last year, I guess that's an accomplishment in a way :laugh:
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Actually my only real accomplishment was helping her in May
I think compared to the rest, that's the only one that could be a proper accomplishment
I really haven't done much with my life apart from that
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Helping her as you did was a major accomplishment. I think you've accomplished more than lots of people your age. Unfortunately there was lots of pain involved, but I think that's usually part of the growing process. :-\
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Probably :(
I think that's the one good thing I have done with my life. And even that only bought us 6 months. I'm quite pathetic compared to most people
If I could, I would do more though
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Well, don't think in terms of comparing yourself to others. Most people are fucked up in ways you can only imagine. And don't think in terms of buying time with her, etc. She made her own decision - you know that. You don't have to feel guilty about admitting that. If you do, you'll be able to feel better.
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Probably :(
I think that's the one good thing I have done with my life. And even that only bought us 6 months. I'm quite pathetic compared to most people
If I could, I would do more though
You're not fucked up, nor are you pathetic.
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She made her own decision, but only because she felt she had no other way out
If I had done it when she said, she would still be here now, or at least would have been here for longer, and I could have helped her get better
She was lonely and I made her stay alone and do it on her own when sh would have been scared
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Probably :(
I think that's the one good thing I have done with my life. And even that only bought us 6 months. I'm quite pathetic compared to most people
If I could, I would do more though
You're not fucked up, nor are you pathetic.
I'm trying to get less fucked up, so hopefully that will be true soon lol
I'm definitely pathetic though - compared to most people anyway
I'm trying to get less pathetic as well though
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Some support work person who works with people with autism and AS is coming round tomorrow
Bit scary, but she knows my NAS person so I think it will be ok
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Good luck with that meeting. I hope you'll get to a point where you can go out more. It really would help your spirits, I think.
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Yes i would like to get drunk
All my problems would be tolerable if I had alcohol every night
None of the drugs I've tried will work, counseling didn't work even though I tried it for ages when I didn't like it, nothing I've tried has worked since I got my DX. So even though I have made a lot of progress last year, it's all been on my own really so there's only so much I can do. I think I need drugs for my OCD too
tbh I wish I could just get pissed every night and put up with it
It's fucking messed up when you try really hard for ages and then something happens and it all goes to shit anyway
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She made her own decision, but only because she felt she had no other way out
If I had done it when she said, she would still be here now, or at least would have been here for longer, and I could have helped her get better
She was lonely and I made her stay alone and do it on her own when sh would have been scared
You're forgetting how much
she wanted to be with Michael.
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That wasn't all it was though. I'm not forgetting anything. She'd tried to do it before. She tried to do it in Washington.
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I know. But I don't think she could've
gone through with it, without that added
piece. Hell, none of us thought she would,
anyhow. Fucking wishful thinking.
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It doesn't change the fact that if I'd done things differently, it woul d never have happened
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Stop it. You know ONE outcome.
You don't know what would change.
There may have been no solution.
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I know that was the one outcome because of everything that happened
If it had happened differently,. it would have been another outcome
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Sure. But you only get one.
And you did what you thought best.
So did I.
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I only did what I though best then beause I was stupid
I've read throug all my chatlogs
I know I'm right
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You didn't have that chance though.
Just leave the guilt aside. It's not
doing you any good.
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I's not going to go away though
I know that now
It never ends
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Time. And love.
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But time hasn't heplped so far. I thought it was going to get bettter after the worst bit was over. Now it's just getting worse. And she isn't here anymore so I don't have love from anyone
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I love schmoo
I wish I lived somewhere away from all the idiots who live here and I could live with Flo and Schmoo
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It hasn't been very long.
And, love is there, somewhere,
for the taking.
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It won't
Sophie was the only person who loved me as I am
Other people get fucked off with me eventually
Apart from my family
But even they only love me because they're supposed to
I'm annoying as fuck
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I like fuck.
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I like Starbuline
And I only have a quarter of a bottle of alcohol unless I steal the one downstaris :(
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have you ever thought about having sex with a dude?
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thought about it yeah
i woudnt want to odo it though
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:thumbup:
what are your main turnoffs?
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really fat ugly people and people who are always giving me shit about things
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I'm not too fat
certainly not ugly.
the other, well, that can be forgiven.
Wanna shag?
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no
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Mind that I ask?
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what are you asgking/
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I am thinking of you and wish you the best with your appointment today. :)
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thanks :)
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what are you asgking/
Oh, I know that I'm always pestering you
about sex, and I just want to make sure that
you're ok with it. :laugh:
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what are you asgking/
Oh, I know that I'm always pestering you
about sex, and I just want to make sure that
you're ok with it. :laugh:
You're asking for permission to harrass her!! :laugh:
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oh right yeah im just having a bad night sorry
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what are you asgking/
Oh, I know that I'm always pestering you
about sex, and I just want to make sure that
you're ok with it. :laugh:
You're asking for permission to harrass her!! :laugh:
I guess because I kinda mean it.
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oh right yeah im just having a bad night sorry
:hug:
It will get better, even though it does not feel like it ever will.
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thanks :)
im trying to think that when i get really bad
everyone says that, when theyve been through shit things too, so i know it must be true, but i cant make myself believe it - it just seems to be going from bad to wores right now
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also i am sorry about the flake accounts- i shouldndt have posted in that thread before, i wanst thinking at the time. i will ignore him next time. unles he starts posting more lies about me and sophie, but i will try and keep it to zomg if he does
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also i am sorry about the flake accounts- i shouldndt have posted in that thread before, i wanst thinking at the time. i will ignore him next time. unles he starts posting more lies about me and sophie, but i will try and keep it to zomg if he does
It's not your fault that Flake is stalking you from ZOMG to Intensity, Soph, it's his.
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yeah it's creepy
he even registered new emails that look like mine (sopho_sOph@xxxxxxx when mine was sopho_soph@xxxxxx) and he's registered a zomgaspes account on our host, to make it look like us, and registered there with my name
he's crazy
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thanks :)
im trying to think that when i get really bad
everyone says that, when theyve been through shit things too, so i know it must be true, but i cant make myself believe it - it just seems to be going from bad to wores right now
If you drink alcohol, it is not very good for you right now as it is a depressant. Sorry, just had to say this.
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also i am sorry about the flake accounts- i shouldndt have posted in that thread before, i wanst thinking at the time. i will ignore him next time. unles he starts posting more lies about me and sophie, but i will try and keep it to zomg if he does
It's not your fault that Flake is stalking you from ZOMG to Intensity, Soph, it's his.
On top of that, he's pretty easy to deal with here.
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i haven't had anytonight (sorry my typing is bad, i hurt my arm, i can type better now though), the alcohol probably meakes me worse long-term, but it seems to be the only thing that helps me
i can stop feeling suicidal and stop crying just for one ngiht if i get drunk, and even though it makes me feel wors e the next day, it is tempting becase nothing else will work,
like xmas day, i had a really bad night, so i got depressed and drank a bottle of something, i felt fine once i started getting drunk. i wasn't suicidal and i stopped crying so i could relax
i need that and i dont know how else to get it
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Having fun with other people.
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hes spamming this all over wrongplanet:
Hi, my name is sophtard. Yes, i am retarded and paranoid, but everyone is stalking me. I am also self obsessed and made a forum about myself so everyone on the internet can think i am interesting. Unfortunately, because i am a c**t, i don't have real life friends, so please, come to my site and be my friend otherwise you are stalking me. Stop stalking me. Im really interesting and clever and stuff.
My site is called ZomgArseholes. You can find it by clicking on one of these internet link things like this one -> www.zomgaspies.com
Come see how much we like me, because i am interesting and really clever and can do stuff and i have staff on there too.
Sophotard
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i didn't make a forum about myself, i made it for sophie, if she'd been old enough to stay here, that forum wouldnt even exist, do people actually think i made it for me?
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:zoinks:
That's fucking great!
Seriously. It can only help us.
Turning his energy there is perfect.
Do you like my new name?
Is sophie a drug?
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i was just going to ask you what it means
i dont know what it means?
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i ididnt mean to put a question makr on the end of that sentence
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Opium. :zoinks:
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hes spamming this all over wrongplanet:
Hi, my name is sophtard. Yes, i am retarded and paranoid, but everyone is stalking me. I am also self obsessed and made a forum about myself so everyone on the internet can think i am interesting. Unfortunately, because i am a c**t, i don't have real life friends, so please, come to my site and be my friend otherwise you are stalking me. Stop stalking me. Im really interesting and clever and stuff.
My site is called ZomgArseholes. You can find it by clicking on one of these internet link things like this one -> www.zomgaspies.com
Come see how much we like me, because i am interesting and really clever and can do stuff and i have staff on there too.
Sophotard
Well, at least he got the link to your website correct. If they know that Flake is the one who is doing it, then any publicity is good publicity, isn't it? How many people did he get to visit ZOMG from that link?
>:D
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6 guests on, right now.
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Hell, I'd've followed it.
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hesppsting my esurname on there again as well
and someone said something about personal information and addresses beng posting
ki cant find it though
people think its us as well, theyre too stupid to ealise that it cant be the person theyre saying it is - who admits theyre a retard ?
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id anyone on wp now?
i cant ssee any personal information except my surname
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hesppsting my esurname on there again as well
and someone said something about personal information and addresses beng posting
ki cant find it though
people think its us as well, theyre too stupid to ealise that it cant be the person theyre saying it is - who admits theyre a retard ?
That ticks me off. Your private information should be private. I would hope that it is being deleted from there.
It's too bad they don't know that it's Flake doing it, though.
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i dont think they know its my surname, so it will probably just be deeleted along with the rest
ive PMed gwen on zomg
she is busy this week but stil has been on a bit so hpefully now she knows what my surname is, the mods will delete it if they see it -its not like i ever did anytihing that bad to wp - i didnt even properly spam it, just flamed people in the religion forum and stuff
how can he say he's not interested in me and kosmo etc when hes going on three seperate sites posting my information everywhere and spamming me with emails all the time?
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well we have 9 guests online now lol
and i looked around the spam on wp - i didnt see my address or phone number
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i didn't make a forum about myself, i made it for sophie, if she'd been old enough to stay here, that forum wouldnt even exist, do people actually think i made it for me?
Of course we all know this.
and to the second part of the sentence, no except for deluded people like that guy. I would worry about the security of your site and your name but really, anything he does is stupid and looks it too.
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yeah hes driving me fucking mad now
stupid quatermass is posting in the wp discussion forum that its us
even though he KNOWS it isnt because i told him that yesterday
and surely anyone with a brain (which im sure he thinks he has) would work out that someone calling themselves Sophotard and telling everyone they have no friends and everyone has to like them, is NOT me? why would i do that?
god if i was going to spam that shithole i'd spam more about alex and starbuline, not to get more members for zong
i dont really give a shit how many members we get anymore, i cared when i had sophie to run it with and i enjoyed it - i couldnt give a shit anymore - i dont even know how to make bots anyway
and since when did i sit here telling everyone how intelligent iw as?
jesus i make myslef look retarded more often than intelligent
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yeah hes driving me fucking mad now
stupid quatermass is posting in the wp discussion forum that its us
even though he KNOWS it isnt because i told him that yesterday
What does it matter?
Seriously. He's got his own
wild hair up his ass, but everyone
on the staff knew he was an idiot.
They do now, I'd presume (well, other
than gwen, who is still probably infatuated)
and since when did i sit here telling everyone how intelligent iw as?
You told me you weren't a 'tard. :zoinks:
jesus i make myslef look retarded more often than intelligent
:indeed:
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[quatermass]Of course it is. Sopho and Kosmo never poke fun at themselves in such a way. Flake is obviously trying to get us to retaliate.
How do you know this?[/quote]
im fucked in the head tonight
im getting anxiety again, lol this is bad for my (obviously dying) heart
ive calmed down now anyway
i just cant believe how stupid people are to actually believe that is me
and yes, i am retarded
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You know that you're NOT.
I was just pulling your muff.
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oops
i fucked up my quote
i invented a [quatermass] tag :laugh:
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i feel better now and not in pain anymore
flake has got us a couple nwe members, stopped me feeling suicidal, AND stopped my arm hurting
he must like me after all :zoinks:
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I TOLD you this was good.
And, the funny thing is, it's because he
can't really hurt ZOMG or here.
We've got his number.
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How did you hurt your arm?
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How did you hurt your arm?
i had a really bad night and scratched open some lines on my arm that were healing - not too bad but it started bleeing a lot more than i anticipated (probably because i'd scratched open lines that were already there), the blood has dried on it now though and it doesn't hurt anymore
I TOLD you this was good.
And, the funny thing is, it's because he
can't really hurt ZOMG or here.
We've got his number.
we got another new member lol
qm also posted an "important annoucnement" saying not to retaliate against zomg as it wasnt actually them. i guess hes not quite as much of an arse then. still an arse though
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sinsboldly is also cool.
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someone from where sophie lives joined tonight as well
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And another :kinanna:
Dunno who this one is though
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No clue.
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I am thinking of you and wish you the best with your appointment today. :)
Appointment went well btw
Incase anyone cares
Probably not :laugh:
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Did you have to remove your pants?
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:toporly: :toporly: :toporly:
No
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Had someone have that happen,
because their GP thought that
they might be cutting.
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wtf
Cutting where?
I'm not taking my pants off :toporly:
You've given me something else to worry about now, :dankesh:
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wtf
Cutting where?
Legs
I'm not taking my pants off :toporly:
Not even if I ask nicely?
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wtf
Cutting where?
Legs
I doubt I would cut my legs
I'm not taking my pants off :toporly:
Not even if I ask nicely?
(http://img215.imageshack.us/img215/2402/2269kk0.gif)
I nearly told her about Sophie btw
I didn't though :(
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Pity. About a lot of things,
but mainly the not telling.
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I am thinking of you and wish you the best with your appointment today. :)
Appointment went well btw
Incase anyone cares
Probably not :laugh:
I'm glad that it went well.
Was this the one that you were kind of dreading?
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I wasn't complely honest
I didn't lie, but I made out things weren't as bad as they are
She is nice though, I see her again at the start of March and she says she would go to a museum or something with me as well (she is a support worker person for peoplw with autism, I don't see the people who will take my pants off till the end of the month :( )
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I am thinking of you and wish you the best with your appointment today. :)
Appointment went well btw
Incase anyone cares
Probably not :laugh:
I'm glad that it went well.
Was this the one that you were kind of dreading?
Thanks No the one I'm dreading is the NHS one I got a letter about - that's around Feb 21st I think
I have to actually go to the doctors surgery for that one
Today, the person came to my house so it wasn't as scary
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I wasn't complely honest
I didn't lie, but I made out things weren't as bad as they are
They should be prepared for that.
I think it's common.
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How did you hurt your arm?
i had a really bad night and scratched open some lines on my arm that were healing - not too bad but it started bleeing a lot more than i anticipated (probably because i'd scratched open lines that were already there), the blood has dried on it now though and it doesn't hurt anymore
To me, that is cutting. I used a pin once and made my arm bleed and it looks really bad even now.
I am really glad your appointment went well but sad you didn't say anything about Starbuline, she is a big part of your life.
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How did you hurt your arm?
i had a really bad night and scratched open some lines on my arm that were healing - not too bad but it started bleeing a lot more than i anticipated (probably because i'd scratched open lines that were already there), the blood has dried on it now though and it doesn't hurt anymore
To me, that is cutting. I used a pin once and made my arm bleed and it looks really bad even now.
I am really glad your appointment went well but sad you didn't say anything about Starbuline, she is a big part of your life.
Yeah the lines I did on my hand a couple months ago are still there, which surprised me as I did that with the pin on a badge as well and thought they'd fade away completely pretty quickly. I wouldn't have done them on my hand if I'd known. The ones on my arm will probably stay quite a while, one of them is wider than just a thin line, because of the way my arm was, so it sort of goes in more.
I wish I could talk about her to people IRL
I feel really bad about it really, especially after I first started talking to her family in October/November. I don't tell my mum about people online as she'd just think I was talking to creepy people and stuff (low awareness of danger from AS or whatever it is), but Sophie's family already knew about me and about Flo and things when they emailed me. I know it's stupid to feel guilty about, but I feel bad that I don't talk about her to anyone here, when she used to talk to them about me and things. She never even told me she talked about me to them so I didn't know. It looks like she's not important enough to me for me to talk about her to people outside of the internet, when it's obviously not that :(
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Yeah the lines I did on my hand a couple months ago are still there, which surprised me as I did that with the pin on a badge as well and thought they'd fade away completely pretty quickly. I wouldn't have done them on my hand if I'd known. The ones on my arm will probably stay quite a while, one of them is wider than just a thin line, because of the way my arm was, so it sort of goes in more.
Yes, that is cutting. Sorry.
I wish I could talk about her to people IRL
I feel really bad about it really, especially after I first started talking to her family in October/November. I don't tell my mum about people online as she'd just think I was talking to creepy people and stuff (low awareness of danger from AS or whatever it is), but Sophie's family already knew about me and about Flo and things when they emailed me. I know it's stupid to feel guilty about, but I feel bad that I don't talk about her to anyone here, when she used to talk to them about me and things. She never even told me she talked about me to them so I didn't know. It looks like she's not important enough to me for me to talk about her to people outside of the internet, when it's obviously not that :(
I hope you do speak of her to others, I think you may find it a relief and I believe it will honour her. That last part is just my opinion.
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Yeah I think it would too
People don't seem to understand though really
And I dunno what would be worse - not telling anyone about her, or telling someone and them not appreciating her
Also I haven't scratched my arms tonight 8)
Or drank alcohol (mainly becuase there is none though lol)
But still, tis good :toporly:
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But still, tis good :toporly:
:)
I hardly knew Starbuline but I still thought she was a lovely person.
I feel I have gotten to know her better through you and I do appreciate that.
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Thanks
I appreciate that too, I am glad at least one person thinks that - I know I can be annoying to some people becuase I obsessively post about her, but I think it's just because we were so close - I guess when you talk to someone about everything, you will be reminded of thins they said or did all the time. So when someone mentions something, half the time, the first thing I think of is something me and Sophie talked about related to it. I try not to post about her in every single post I make though - I probably could if I tried though :laugh:
And she was lovely, yeah
She was very sweet
And she helped me a lot, she still does when I read through things she said to me when I'm sad and stuff
People would like her if she was old enough to be on here
She was very dunk the night she joined and probably didn't make much sense to people
She still isn't old enough for another one and a half years :kitten:
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I wish you had someone IRL to tell. I really do. I've been thinking about this alot. :(
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I wish you had someone IRL to tell. I really do. I've been thinking about this alot. :(
Same.
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Thanks. I wish I did too :(
I keep thinking how if I had Sophie here to talk to, it would be alright
But if she was here, it wouldn't be a problem anyway...
And I keep reading through my chatlogs
I think some of it's just making me worse though
25/06/2007 18:59:44 Starbuline Soph i know
25/06/2007 18:59:50 Starbuline Soph i'm only 15, almost 16
25/06/2007 18:59:54 Starbuline Soph too young of an age to die
25/06/2007 19:00:09 Starbuline Soph but i'm not sure i can make it through the summer if things keep going like this
25/06/2007 19:00:36 Starbuline Soph sadness and feelings of isolation and loneliness
25/06/2007 19:01:06 Starbuline Soph =/
25/06/2007 19:01:10 Starbuline Soph i wish i lived in england
25/06/2007 19:01:15 Starbuline Soph we could do stuff
It just makes me realise how much I fucked up
But I dunno what else to do anymore
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Moving to another country is huge. It is not something you can just go and do quickly. That is why I do not believe you fucked up. You did what you could and you were an awesome friend.
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You have to quit blaming yourself for her decision. I think that's part of your anxiety problem, your mind just goes in a loop over this one thing over and over. My husband is the same way about stuff for which he feels to blame. I think Zoloft would help you with this.
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I've been thinking about trying Zoloft since last year
I want something anyway, anything. I don't give a fuck what tbh
I wish they'd prescribe me alcohol lol
Actually I just wish my mum would buy some more
Actually no, I wish I could get rid of my anxiety, find some ID and go to the fucking ALCOHOL SHOP opposite my house ffs ::)
It would have been massive for me to go to California
But I could have gone just for a week or something
Her dad told me how she kept saying how lonely she was
And even though her family did everything they could, she wanted a friend there with her
I was her best friend and whichever way I look at it, I failed her
And now everyone is suffering and there's nothing I can do to change it
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She asked me about it in October
And then she made her decision a week before she did it (I think)
When she realised I wasn't going to help her
I wish I could just talk to her one more time
I can't stop thinking that maybe she didn't know
Maybe she was so depressed that she thought I didn't love her anymore and she died on her own without knowing that people loved her
I told her all the time but because I didn't mnow it was going to happen, I didn't tell her enough before she did i
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And when she got suicidal one night, I didn't know what do do, so I tried to stay calm on msn but I panckicked and PMed calandale I think. But she didn't know I was panicking, and maybe she thought I just didn't care
That was exactly a week before she did it
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Well, you can't do anything about anyone else's suffering - only yours. And I think you should start beating yourself up over this. Everyone who knows you knows that you were a good friend to her. You have nothing to prove to anyone who matters. So you are free to start bringing yourself out of this - it's time. I think you're scared of letting go of some of it, because you might feel guilty when you do start feeling better. My husband thinks the same way - that's why I can see this in you. I hate it, because I don't want you to waste your life over this.
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I can't stop thinking that maybe she didn't know
Maybe she was so depressed that she thought I didn't love her anymore and she died on her own without knowing that people loved her
I told her all the time but because I didn't mnow it was going to happen, I didn't tell her enough before she did i
There is absolutely no way that she didn't know that you loved her, Soph.
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And I think you should start beating yourself up over this.
You do? :toporly: lol
Everyone who knows you knows that you were a good friend to her. You have nothing to prove to anyone who matters. So you are free to start bringing yourself out of this - it's time. I think you're scared of letting go of some of it, because you might feel guilty when you do start feeling better. My husband thinks the same way - that's why I can see this in you. I hate it, because I don't want you to waste your life over this.
Yeah, I want to get better becuase I hate this and I'm just making my family worry about me
But then I feel like she'd think I was forgetting about her or I didn't care anymore
She said once when she was really depressed that me and Michael probably didn't love her and only talked to her to stop her from killing herself because then we'd feel responsible even though we shouldn't
She knew we did love her though in the end, she was just really depressed
But she saId that we shouldn't feel we were to blame though
I just don't know how to believe it
I wish she' spoken to me one last time before she did it
I fucked up so much
I stopped her in May, but this time I messsed up - I think she thought I didn't want to help her the week before, and that;s why she didn't come and talk to me the day she did it I know everyone will just say it's because she'd already made her decision, but if I'd done things differently she'd still be here
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I can't stop thinking that maybe she didn't know
Maybe she was so depressed that she thought I didn't love her anymore and she died on her own without knowing that people loved her
I told her all the time but because I didn't mnow it was going to happen, I didn't tell her enough before she did i
There is absolutely no way that she didn't know that you loved her, Soph.
I hope
so
I told her every day practically (maybe literally every day actually, she got depressed so much)
I know she'd tell me it's not my fault if she was here and that I was a good friend and all the other things she used to say, and I know she's mean it.. But I still don't know if it's true
I was a good friend in that I wanted the best for her in everything and I would have done anything for her
But I was a bad friend in that I fucked up and was stupid and didn't do what I should have
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It would have been massive for me to go to California
But I could have gone just for a week or something
Her dad told me how she kept saying how lonely she was
And even though her family did everything they could, she wanted a friend there with her
I was her best friend and whichever way I look at it, I failed her
And now everyone is suffering and there's nothing I can do to change it
Exactly. I do not have social anxiety, but I know I could not have done something like this. It is too big.
With my friend who committed suicide, I still feel guilt 13 years later but I know that there was nothing I could have done for him. No matter what I could have said to him or done for him, he had already made up his mind. I had to keep going and remember the good things about him and move on from feeling so bad about what happened. I still have very clear memories of him and I feel good about that.
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You're giving yourself too much power in this scenario, and it's not healthy and it's not right. There's nothing anyone can do for another person once their mind is made up. It's not your fault. I know you're sick of hearing this, but I'm sick of you blaming yourself. You are not a bad person if you move on, Soph.
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She said this right at the end fo December;
30/09/2007 19:39:03 София Soph same
30/09/2007 19:39:10 София Soph I wish I didn't tell you I was suicidal
30/09/2007 19:39:16 Soph София why:(
30/09/2007 19:39:27 София Soph because then id be dead
30/09/2007 19:39:39 Soph София how?
30/09/2007 19:42:02 София Soph if I didn't tell you I was suicidal that day when I went to the hospital i'd be dead
30/09/2007 19:42:09 София Soph I wish I didn't tell anyone
30/09/2007 19:42:21 Soph София you should always tell someone wwhen yuore suciidal
30/09/2007 19:42:34 София Soph I shouoldn't
I hadpwoer then, and that was in May :(
If I did it then, I should ahve been able t do it in October
If she'd told me, I could have done something
And I think she didn't tell me becuase of the week before when it might have looked like I didn't care
I knew how to help her and what to say to her when she got like that
And because i thought it would make things worse that time, I was different that night
And Now I regret that more than anything
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I mean at the end fo September
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I think she didn't want you to help her because she had already made up her mind. So I think you did what you could and there was nothing else you could have done. That was not your fault in any way.
That is what I feel.
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To me, it sounded like she'd already made up her mind not to tell you the next time. And I know you were scared of the same thing, that she wasn't going to tell you. It was awful to read that log, because I can see your point and I understand why you feel the way you do. But there's a limit - her mind was her own and her decision was her own. You have to make the decision to make peace with it all. I really think you need Zoloft - it'll dull some of the urge to re-run this over and over.
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I think maybe I should do the things I wanted to do after she died, and then that might help me get better
I still haven't read White Oleander yet even though I bought it
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Yeah, do some things you guys talked about doing together, some positive stuff that will make you think of her in a good way.
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I'm going to read this:
16/10/2007 05:37:16 I'm a Sophie spastic have you ever read the book white oleander?
16/10/2007 05:37:21 spastic I'm a Sophie no
16/10/2007 05:37:35 I'm a Sophie spastic ive read it about 10 times and im reading it again now
16/10/2007 05:37:49 I'm a Sophie spastic you remind me exactly like the main character astrid
16/10/2007 05:37:52 I'm a Sophie spastic same personality
16/10/2007 05:38:01 spastic I'm a Sophie what are they
16/10/2007 05:38:25 I'm a Sophie spastic she's really quiet, but smart, artistic, and the book is in her point of view
16/10/2007 05:38:29 I'm a Sophie spastic the book is so fucking good
16/10/2007 05:38:50 spastic I'm a Sophie i didnt know i had a personality lol
16/10/2007 05:38:56 I'm a Sophie spastic you do:-O
16/10/2007 05:39:03 I'm a Sophie spastic ofcourse you do
16/10/2007 05:39:03 spastic I'm a Sophie a shit one lol
16/10/2007 05:39:06 I'm a Sophie spastic no:(
16/10/2007 05:39:18 spastic I'm a Sophie ja
16/10/2007 05:39:24 I'm a Sophie spastic nyet
i should watch lilja as well
she asked me if i wanted to watch it again with her on 15th october
we never got thechance though...
ai'm glad we did at least onece though
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*censored by request of the powers that be* :zoinks:
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Censorship is hot
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Please censor your avatar for me, Soph...cuz I'm wanting to slap it!! >:D In a good way, of course. :angel:
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FzkRjrfmWR8
8) 8) 8)
Just after he said dedicated to Sophie:
(http://img217.imageshack.us/img217/5742/craigncu0.png)
And during the song:
(http://img217.imageshack.us/img217/2246/craign2ch5.png)
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:plus: Schweeet!! He is so hot. I'm thinking that he's getting a little too old for me, though. He IS 30, after all.
I remember Sophie saying she liked that song because of the line "we're only 14 years apart." :)
Haha, I think Craiggie-licious may wind up converting you if you're not careful!! :laugh:
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:laugh: I would rather be like him than fuck him
21/08/2007 03:35:22 Сoфия Soph I used to not care about which is better, but since my vines obsession, i've liked coke more because craig nicholls always drinks it lol
21/08/2007 03:35:47 Сoфия Soph and they put his face on it once without his approval so he boycotted and started drinking dr.pepper instead lol
21/08/2007 03:54:00 Сoфия Soph but it's natural right?
21/08/2007 03:54:02 Сoфия Soph and grungy
21/08/2007 03:54:16 Сoфия Soph craig nicholls was obsessed with nirvana
21/08/2007 03:54:26 Сoфия Soph I tried dressing like craig lol
I remember Sophie telling me when it was nearly his 30th birthday, and how sweet he was and that he was beautiful :)
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Hi Flake
I thought you weren't interested in me? :wanker:
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I am glad you found your way to this site Sopho. I lurked on WP last year (although I refuse to post there anymore) and thought you had a real attitude, like we used to be on WP before we all moved to places like this. I hoped you would find your way here.
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Thanks 8)
I like wp at first, but then I realised what a shithole it was pretty quickly
Most of the people I liked there are on here or zomg though, so it's not like there's anything for me to miss now
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:laugh: I would rather be like him than fuck him
That's how I feel about Kate Moss :laugh: If I could be her for a day...she'd find herself in a lot of trouble. >:D
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Sophie liked Kate Moss :laugh:
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I used to have a model fixation, did Sophie have one, too? Seems like she would have.
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Have tried wine before, and if so what do you think about it?
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She did like models 8)
She had a wall (two I think) in her room where she stuck posters/pictures of models she liked
She showed it me on webcam but it was dark at the time so I didn't see it very well
I have a picture of it somewhere
Her favourite models were natalia vodianova and sasha pivovarova (spelling might be wrong lol):
(http://img91.imageshack.us/img91/4493/061211sasha2ur2.jpg)
She wanted to be a model but said she wouldn't be able to because she didn't have the right body and she wasn't tall enough :(
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Have tried wine before, and if so what do you think about it?
I have drank it quite a lot but I don't really like the taste
I don't like most alcohol really though
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My mom got offered $2000 to get painted nude, and she is 4'11''. Her mom paid for schooling too, it was $500 back then. She took off when she saw the people getting high and naked, this was not the painting deal. She said no nuditity.
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I bought a book on herbal medicine, they do make wine out of dandelion flowers :wanker:
Dandelion is good for the male reproductive system. :laugh:
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Her favourite models were natalia vodianova and sasha pivovarova (spelling might be wrong lol):
She wanted to be a model but said she wouldn't be able to because she didn't have the right body and she wasn't tall enough :(
I knew she must have loved all the Slavic models! I was so infatuated with Paulina Porizkova back in the day. It's the girlie equivalent of guys jizzing over athletes...seeing them living a life you'd give anything to lead, all thanks to their genetic gifts. :-\
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Her favourite models were natalia vodianova and sasha pivovarova (spelling might be wrong lol):
She wanted to be a model but said she wouldn't be able to because she didn't have the right body and she wasn't tall enough :(
I knew she must have loved all the Slavic models! I was so infatuated with Paulina Porizkova back in the day. It's the girlie equivalent of guys jizzing over athletes...seeing them living a life you'd give anything to lead, all thanks to their genetic gifts. :-\
I don't really understand the model obsession :laugh:
I know she liked them a lot though, I think her sister did as well
ai like her though:
(http://img218.imageshack.us/img218/2750/pradacruisesashaxe2prevpr0.jpg)
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Yesh, she be purdy indeed! :laugh: I have no idea who those new models are - I can't believe how long it's been since I followed that industry. I should get back into it - it was fun.
The model fixation is hard for a lot of people to understand. I was the only girl I knew who had one - everyone seemed to think it was so childish. Ironic how guys can have fixations on certain athletes and it doesn't seem delusional, even though they couldn't run out and be superstar jocks any more than I could be Kate. ::)
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I used to be obsessed with Eric Cantona and David Beckham. And Zinedine Zidane when he played for Juve :P
I don't watch football as much anymore though
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They are attractive, but I bet they have small tits :laugh: They might even be bipolar :laugh:
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I've liked girls with both of those :zoinks:
And not all models are bipolar :laugh:
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I've liked girls with both of those :zoinks:
And not all models are bipolar :laugh:
The bipolar one was for you or my mom. Its for someone that is spying on me, constantly up my ass, like a relative should not be :laugh:
Large tits enable a man to judge fertility more easily, as they sag with age, that is why men find them attractive. I however like medium sized ones, like Jessica.
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I'm not bipolar
I'm not bothered about fertility either :toporly:
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Lots of things could be said about that, and I wish I read about a study or two, it would be intresting.
Blonde hair is another trait, it grays with age, same reason, its easier to judge age.
I have tits, blonde hair, and my height is that of average woman, so I must be one :laugh: Its my chest muscle, all that l glutamine I have been taking has built it up, that with the exercise. That stuff is awesome for mood to, you got to try some. Builds up inhibitory neurotransmitter, gaba. It boost an antioxidant detoxifier, l glutathoine, naturally present in the body. Lots of high intensity exercise depletes the bodies supply of l glutamine faster than it can make it.
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I like girls with blonde hair :toporly:
I'm too lazy to exercise though lol
If I start to get fat then I will
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You need to build up that habit, when you like, your then you know your truely healthy. It would reduce your disability.
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I like girls with blonde hair :toporly:
Same.
Used to be obsessed with Gemma Ward :zoinks:
(http://imstars.aufeminin.com/stars/fan/D20060824/2576_553626655_gemma_ward_H140531_L.jpg)
(http://img215.imageshack.us/img215/24/thatgirlgemmaward01sa0.jpg)
sasha pivovarova (spelling might be wrong lol):
Pivarova :)
Surprised she wasn't into Vlada Roslyakova.
(http://img230.imageshack.us/img230/6028/vlada3qu9.jpg)
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Her favourite models were natalia vodianova and sasha pivovarova (spelling might be wrong lol):
She wanted to be a model but said she wouldn't be able to because she didn't have the right body and she wasn't tall enough :(
I knew she must have loved all the Slavic models! I was so infatuated with Paulina Porizkova back in the day. It's the girlie equivalent of guys jizzing over athletes...seeing them living a life you'd give anything to lead, all thanks to their genetic gifts. :-\
And here I thought they were just gay. :-\
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I like girls with blonde hair :toporly:
Same.
Used to be obsessed with Gemma Ward :zoinks:
(http://imstars.aufeminin.com/stars/fan/D20060824/2576_553626655_gemma_ward_H140531_L.jpg)
Something bothers me about that picture.
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The face.
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If I were her father and saw that picture I would be PISSED OFF.
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A photographer's life would be in danger.
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Hope you never have children,
for their sake.
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You think me letting them play GTA:IV would be a bad influence? :zoinks:
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How old is she?
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??? I'm thinking like 16.
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Gemma Ward?
20-21.
(http://www.supermodels.nl/ModelPics/gemmaward/74.jpg)
(http://www.supermodels.nl/ModelPics/gemmaward/39.jpg)
(http://www.supermodels.nl/ModelPics/gemmaward/32.jpg)
She has a baby face :)
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She has an excruciatingly BLAND face.
She doesn't look human. Would take a
lot of getting used to.
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kinell. we actually agree on something.
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The Vogue cover looks freaky.
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The Vogue cover looks freaky.
Yeah, like shes an alien
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So we have established that this woman is an alien?
I'm not sleeping till I get 4000 posts
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If I was still an admin,
I'd keep setting your count lower. >:D
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When I was an
alieeeeeeeeeen
Cultures weren't opiniooooooooooooons
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If I was still an admin,
I'd keep setting your count lower. >:D
Corruption
U R BAD
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zomg I think I'm getting hyper
This only happens every few weeks/months :toporly: :toporly: :toporly:
Must be the LUCOZADE
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I always feel like shit afterwards though :laugh:
And I need the toilet from drinking too much :(
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If I was still an admin,
I'd keep setting your count lower. >:D
Corruption
U R BAD
Just trying to give the new staff
fun ideas.
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So you would like me to reset your post count? :toporly: :toporly: :toporly: :sheep:
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Would we have sex then?
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Are you asking me or the sheep?
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I was hoping for a threesome.
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:sheep: Sheep says no :sheep:
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Fair enough.
We'll have to do it alone then.
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:orly:
I'm busy tonight.
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I have alcohol....
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How much? :orly:
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More than you could handle. :eyebrows:
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It's not piss-flavoured wine, is it? :elvis:
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Is good Russian clear wine.
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Russian? :orly: :orly: :orly:
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Soph likes Russians
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White or black?
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Black wine?
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Black Russians.
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I'm not racist :zoinks:
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I find the black's too sweet.
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Well I have never eaten a black person
So I wouldn't know
But I like Russians :beer:
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'Twould slide right down
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If I ate a Russian?
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Just swallowed.
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Swallowed one whole?
Is it a vertically-challenged Russian person? :toporly:
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More, solidly challenged.
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Fish people? <°)))><
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yes. Suck the fish.
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YOU suck the fish, bitch
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You'd like that.
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:toporly: :toporly: :toporly:
I'd like that Russian wine
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I'll sacrifice a glass of it
to you later.
Right now, I have indian wine.
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I prefer Russia
But I will settle for other foreign drinks
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non-alcoholic wine though. :-\
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What is the points in that?
:gwah:
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it's warm, and tastes vaguely of fish. :zoinks:
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Fish-flavoured alcohol sounds revolting :dunce:
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Wait that is a dunce hat? ^
I thought it was someone at a party who didn't want to be there
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NOT alcohol.
:dunce:
Yes it is. :zoinks:
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Do teh kids still wear hats at parties these days?
No one invites me anymore :'(
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NOT alcohol.
:dunce:
Yes it is. :zoinks:
You said it was wine :gwah:
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Do teh kids still wear hats at parties these days?
No one invites me anymore :'(
They wear hoodies.
You said it was wine :gwah:
Kwitcher whinin'
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You did make up a lie :(
I have a hoody
My mum says it makes me look like a thug when I wear hoodies
Sophie's mom said I looked like a little hoodlum :LMAO:
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I NEVER lie. :angel:
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:frog:
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Is that a frog in your post,
or are you just happy to see me?
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It's definitely a frog :zoinks:
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:'(
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If a guy has an orgasm, and orgasms are when vaginal fluids are released, who's vagina is releasing the fluids if they guy is masturbating?
Is there a certain woman who's tied to a certain guy's orgasms or is there one woman out there who's really, REALLY, "mushy" as it were?
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Why did you stop, seven posts short?
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I started to feel really shit and stuff so I had to go
ahayes - I don't know; you'll have to ask our sex expert, kbabz :zoinks:
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How long have you been on for? You seem to be on every time I visit
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:P I'm online practically whenever I'm awake
Went to sleep early in the morning and got up early afternoon. It's nearly 7pm now. I'll probably be online till about 4am :toporly:
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I can be the same way when I am home but have to got to work around 3pm today
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Sopho,
is it ok that I added you to msn? It is the address in my profile.
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Yeah that's ok 8)
I'm not on there much anymore because it's messed up, but when I finally get it fixed, I'll go online
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is $460,000-$490,000 a lot of money for a house?
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Depends on the number of bedrooms it has and the area in which it is in.
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is $460,000-$490,000 a lot of money for a house?
yeah
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WAREZ MAH π
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A midget ate it
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A midget ate it
??? Talking about me again? :'(
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A midget ate it
You made the pie and ate it for me?
how sweet
:hugs:
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I don't know how to make pie :(
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I used to make excellent pies.
Lost the touch though, at some point.
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I can make sandwiches
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What foods have you put inside your vagina?
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I've only ever put food in my mouth, on my head, in my hands, on my legs and drinks in my nose
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Never put :fries: up your nose?
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No
I got coke up my nose once in Burger King though
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Husband made me laugh and snort a vodka martini out of my nose once. See, all that damn fun we have!! :zoinks: That burned like hell, my nose actually bled later.
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The worst I saw was a friend snarfing
a strawberry shake. Nasty.
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I'm starting to get headache and I'm really tired
I wish I had saved that alcohol for another day
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How many hours of sleep do you get a night??
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I'm not sure, not much but I stay in bed for ages
If I go to bed now, I'll get to sleep at about 6-7am
01/09/2007 05:56:38 Сoфия loltroll I think I should
01/09/2007 05:56:43 Сoфия loltroll but life enjoys fucking me
01/09/2007 05:56:48 Сoфия loltroll fucking with me*
01/09/2007 05:56:48 Сoфия loltroll lol
01/09/2007 05:56:50 Сoфия loltroll >_>
01/09/2007 05:56:51 Сoфия loltroll haha
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let me hear you maek decisions
without your televcision
let me hear you speaking just for meeeeeeeeee
Let me see you stirppde
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du
du hast
du hast mich!
:pinkbeat:
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I started to post the vid of Heirate Mich when Alex started that WP Sophie tribute thread. >:D
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I hate that thread so fucking much
Full of fucking lies
The bastard made it a sticky in GERNERAL AUTISM DISCUSSION FFS!"
before he moved it
What a complete cunt
I should be allowed to beat the shit out of anyone who uses her like that
I love Rammstein though :laugh:
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I so wanted to spam it full of their clips, but I was afraid to. :laugh:
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I'm glad I didn't post in it
IO can't even remember most of it now, I don't know what the deleted stuff was all about, and I don't think I want to know
I spammed this on there:
(http://img90.imageshack.us/img90/4514/spamzk0.png)
That's the only time I've ever "spammed" that shithole, and I only posted it about 10 times ffs
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I remember that! :laugh:
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Ass-kissing cock-sucking Jerry told me alex is a nice guy and I "don't know what I'm talking about" :zoinks:
Then retard quatermass told me I was using Sophie to my own advantage :finger:
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Some of those folks definitely have sticks up their tu-tus. I'm so glad to be away from there. :P
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(http://img90.imageshack.us/img90/4514/spamzk0.png)
That is classic. :plus:
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thanks :D
I was off my head when I did that tbh :laugh:
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I'm glad I didn't post in it
IO can't even remember most of it now, I don't know what the deleted stuff was all about, and I don't think I want to know
I spammed this on there:
(http://img90.imageshack.us/img90/4514/spamzk0.png)
That's the only time I've ever "spammed" that shithole, and I only posted it about 10 times ffs
When did you post all that?
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Sometime in November
I saw an "I killed Starbuline" post in my name, and got mad
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So you should, that kind of thing is not funny. But what you did was hilarious. :D
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Ass-kissing cock-sucking Jerry told me alex is a nice guy and I "don't know what I'm talking about" :zoinks:
Is that the guy they made the movie about? The film sucked.
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Who was that?
I think he goes to the same school as alex or something, he sucks up to him like a bitch, it's revolting
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jerry newport?
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oh right no I think this is a different one. He's a tosser anyway :P
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would you join www.aspievillage.org.uk? Its a UK aspie meetup group. I know it already has lesbians on it, beacuse my friend is one.
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My support worker knows the person/people who run that - she mentioned it to me when I saw her. I think I might join soon.
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What kind of things are you good at :wanker:
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History
And apparently writing and drawing
I dunno about that though
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You left out spamming. Feeling kinda
overshined recently? :evillaugh:
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You left out spamming. Feeling kinda
overshined recently? :evillaugh:
By you, that is not saying much.
I could use some cookies and milk, I have not had any junkfood in a very long time :wanker:
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Cookies and milk are junk? ???
Soph :plus: for your avatar, made me laugh.
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thanks :D
i sent it to starbuline last year - she liked it 8)
i just drew a picture of her
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How many times a day do you jack off?
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150 times
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:wanker: :wanker: :wanker:
Too much stimulation, gonna explode :laugh:
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I just bough some ginger :wanker:
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i bought some old prints today
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(http://img89.imageshack.us/img89/3451/41bmrr2cyvlss500mp8.jpg)
(http://img99.imageshack.us/img99/6973/51yfznqwuglss500bw9.jpg)
also bought a poster which my friend will love
cost be over £10 but worth it
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you have friends?
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i had one
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she would still like my poster though
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I'm Soph's friend. ;D Or maybe more like a nagging mom. :-\
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i like those too.
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i like those too.
Me too. What's the bottom one? Where is that? It reminds me of a movie I saw that was set in Sheffield, but I've never been to England so what do I know?
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It reminds me of a movie I saw that was set in Sheffield, but I've never been to England so what do I know?
The Full Monty? :laugh:
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I assume its Manchester, but it could be almost anywhere up here in the old industrial belt. most of the textile mills and old engineering works are converted into yuppie flats or derelict now though. :-\
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correct 8)
it is in manchester
the tpop one is a factor on oxford rd near where my university is
the second one is the irwell
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It reminds me of a movie I saw that was set in Sheffield, but I've never been to England so what do I know?
The Full Monty? :laugh:
Yes, dammit! I got busted!! :laugh:
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i got my AS/SAD diagnosed in sheffield
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I'll be you friend too or more like an overprotective Uncle :police:
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I'll be you friend too or more like an overprotective Uncle :police:
Yay for Parts! :plus: You seem like such a nice guy.
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It reminds me of a movie I saw that was set in Sheffield, but I've never been to England so what do I know?
The Full Monty? :laugh:
Yes, dammit! I got busted!! :laugh:
Best comedy ever.
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It reminds me of a movie I saw that was set in Sheffield, but I've never been to England so what do I know?
The Full Monty? :laugh:
Yes, dammit! I got busted!! :laugh:
Best comedy ever.
Absolutely hilarious. And I :heart: Robert Carlyle.
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It reminds me of a movie I saw that was set in Sheffield, but I've never been to England so what do I know?
The Full Monty? :laugh:
Yes, dammit! I got busted!! :laugh:
Best comedy ever.
Absolutely hilarious. And I :heart: Robert Carlyle.
Did you see him in Trainspotting? :P
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It reminds me of a movie I saw that was set in Sheffield, but I've never been to England so what do I know?
The Full Monty? :laugh:
Yes, dammit! I got busted!! :laugh:
Best comedy ever.
Absolutely hilarious. And I :heart: Robert Carlyle.
Did you see him in Trainspotting? :P
Begbie!!!!! :clap: I loved that movie, not one wasted second in it.
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It reminds me of a movie I saw that was set in Sheffield, but I've never been to England so what do I know?
The Full Monty? :laugh:
Yes, dammit! I got busted!! :laugh:
Best comedy ever.
Absolutely hilarious. And I :heart: Robert Carlyle.
Did you see him in Trainspotting? :P
Begbie!!!!! :clap: I loved that movie, not one wasted second in it.
Danny Boyle wants to make a sequel to it, based on the sequel to the book, Porno. In the book the characters have aged 9 years and apparently he's waiting for the original actors to age sufficiently to be able to portray the roles well :laugh:
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It reminds me of a movie I saw that was set in Sheffield, but I've never been to England so what do I know?
The Full Monty? :laugh:
Yes, dammit! I got busted!! :laugh:
Best comedy ever.
Absolutely hilarious. And I :heart: Robert Carlyle.
Did you see him in Trainspotting? :P
Begbie!!!!! :clap: I loved that movie, not one wasted second in it.
Danny Boyle wants to make a sequel to it, based on the sequel to the book, Porno. In the book the characters have aged 9 years and apparently he's waiting for the original actors to age sufficiently to be able to portray the roles well :laugh:
Now that will be a hoot. Can't wait to see what Spud will be like! :laugh:
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Of what?, are you doing playgirl shit :eyebrows:
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I'll be you friend too or more like an overprotective Uncle :police:
I'm more of the creepy, perverted uncle. >:D
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Can't wait to see what Spud will be like! :laugh:
Of what?, are you doing playgirl shit :eyebrows:
Mention something related to potatoes....
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Can't wait to see what Spud will be like! :laugh:
Of what?, are you doing playgirl shit :eyebrows:
Mention something related to potatoes....
Bananas and potatoes :wanker:
Organic sweet potatoes, and organic bananas :laugh: :wanker:
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Feel those potatoes for me. :zoinks:
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What does your name mean in Russian?
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it says "sophie forever"
its a mixture of two of starbulines screennames on msn; her name Sophie, and "lilja forever"
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Who's that handsome bloke, in
your avie?
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me
:sex?:
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I don't know. Are you stylish too?
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would you like me to show you my shoes?
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sex on a piano?
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lol
that was a post i made in the word association thread on wp once
got me talking to starbuline though :laugh:
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figures.
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"I am a detestable, manipulative little cunt on a power trip.I like to surround myself with mentally subnormal morons who can't see what a shit I am, at least online.
Some of my appaulingly bad photos are on my DeviantArt profile
I collect idiots online. I am diagnosed with Aspergers Syndrome and Social Anxiety Disorder but use that as an excuse to feel sorry for myself and act like the moronic penis that I am."
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"I am a detestable, manipulative little cunt on a power trip.I like to surround myself with mentally subnormal morons who can't see what a shit I am, at least online.
Some of my appaulingly bad photos are on my DeviantArt profile
I collect idiots online. I am diagnosed with Aspergers Syndrome and Social Anxiety Disorder but use that as an excuse to feel sorry for myself and act like the moronic penis that I am."
I liked your DA pictures.
Guess that makes me a mentally subnomal moronic cunt.
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you must be part of my online collection
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:toporly:
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"I am a detestable, manipulative little cunt on a power trip.I like to surround myself with mentally subnormal morons who can't see what a shit I am, at least online.
Some of my appaulingly bad photos are on my DeviantArt profile
I collect idiots online. I am diagnosed with Aspergers Syndrome and Social Anxiety Disorder but use that as an excuse to feel sorry for myself and act like the moronic penis that I am."
Hmm...I like the style. I think I may make a new
OKCupid profile. :laugh:
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Are you posting hidden, and WHY?
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yeah, why am i not meant to? ??? i've only been hidden since an hour or so ago
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Not really in the spirit here.
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what does that mean?
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Never seen anyone do it.
Might be seen as an abuse of
power. My lousy eyesight made
me think there were 4 such people,
which really would have been a problem.
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how is it an abuse of power if anyone can do it though?
i've seen that option there for ages, i haven't been admin that long
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Maybe I've missed the option, but I can't find it.
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maybe i only saw it after i became admin then
i am pretty sure i've had it there before though
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Doesn't much matter, so long as you can show everyone
else how to, OR stop.
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i have stopped
the box has been unchecked in my profile now since pea pointed it out
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i have stopped
the box has been unchecked in my profile now since pea pointed it out
Conspiraturh. :toporly:
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You still appear as offline. ???
Perhaps you need to log out and back in.
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logged out and back in again
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fixed it
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:clap:
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fixed it
Do you think your ass is attractive?
I need more magazines, I don't see enough of a woman's otherside.
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I don't really look at my ass :laugh:
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fixed it
Do you think your ass is attractive?
I need more magazines, I don't see enough of a woman's otherside.
You're posting on the intarwebs, which have a nearly unlimited supply of asses.
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Tomorrow...I wish you luck. And I also wish me luck. :)
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I was going to post about this in your ask away thread tomorrow :P
I got a letter yesterday; my mum had it canceled for me because I've been messed up this week (ill), so now I'm going on March 6th :(
Good luck with yours though
I hope you get your meds sorted
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I will let you know what happens. I am sorry you have been feeling sick. You must eat regularly. I know that when I don't, no matter what, I feel awful. Fast metabolism.
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I hope it goes well for you
I think I have a fest metabolism as well
I just stay in bed all day and all night now
So I only eat if my mum makes me get up, or if she gets mcdonalds for me or soemthing
I haven't eaten today, or all day yesterday, apart from a couple cookies lol
I've been messed up since November, when I was going 24 hours withut drinking and stuff, but I thought it'd be ok by now :/
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It seems you are letting depression get the better of you. Don't let it, you have come this far and I know you are a fighter. Even if you get up and sit outside for a while and read/listen to music, that is something. I stayed in bed before, it doesn't help at all, doesn't make you feel better in the slightest. Try to get up and have a shower, get dressed and have breakfast. Just that, if you go back to bed it doesn't matter because you have already achieved something and you will feel better about yourself.
Sorry about the rant and stuff. It is just I know what it is like and I don't want anybody else to go through it, especially not you. You don't deserve it. Even though you say you do, you don't ok? And I know because I am right about this. :P
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"iI know this because I'm right" :laugh:
I tried that line on Starbuline, but then she just insisted she was always right and I was wrong lol
My mum just said she's going out and she'll be back in an hour, and to get something to eat, even if I'm going to sleep afterwards
I guess I should
It's so much efffort though, with my OCD stuff, and knowing that when I've done it, I'll still feel like shit and have nothing to look forward to... no motivation whatsoever. I just wish I could fall asleep and wake up in years when everyone's older and I have no responsibilities
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But that won't happen, we both know it.
Going out and getting a bit of fresh air and sunlight will do you some good. You may feel shit at first but you will feel better eventually, trust me. I'm right again. :P
I wonder how you have helped your OCD in the past. I don't have it, just repetitive thoughts, that's all.
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In the past my ocd wasn't as bad; it was mostly just counting things and having things in the right place then. Butit's been gettigng worse for a year. I'm getting all the germs stuff, so I have to get loads of showers and can't touch things without washing my hands and stuff. It pisses me mum off as well I think, as I go through clothes too fast from getting changed after shwoers. Sometimes i'll wear something, then get a shower and change into soemthing else, then when i get into my room I'll get changed again because the clothes I'm wearing might have touched the wall before I put them on
Crazy shit
tbh I think I need meds for it, but I dunno which is more important: ocd or depression
the depression gives me my suicidal nights, but the ocd makes the depression even harder to handle
So confusing
Sorry for whining about it :laugh:
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In the past my ocd wasn't as bad; it was mostly just counting things and having things in the right place then. Butit's been gettigng worse for a year. I'm getting all the germs stuff, so I have to get loads of showers and can't touch things without washing my hands and stuff. It pisses me mum off as well I think, as I go through clothes too fast from getting changed after shwoers. Sometimes i'll wear something, then get a shower and change into soemthing else, then when i get into my room I'll get changed again because the clothes I'm wearing might have touched the wall before I put them on
And I've had days where I've had 5 showers in one day
Plus I go through loads of towels each time I get a shower
It's a nightmare
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Some medications help both depression and OCD. SSRIs - antidepressants, though they take a while to work. They stopped me from feeling like I had to clean everything at work. I was definitely obsessive over it and got into trouble. So the medication helped there.
I hope you get to find someone to talk with about your OCD - it is a complicated subject.
And you don't whine, you're posting facts and what is true.
And it is your thread to post in! :D
Your avatar is hypnotizing...
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It is :laugh:
I'm not really sure what it's supposed to be...
(http://img227.imageshack.us/img227/2672/747040237lqi8.gif)
(http://img86.imageshack.us/img86/325/myspaceicons147by9.gif)
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You would be easier to seduce, and probably more fun for yourself if you went through some personal devolpment.
I started with just imagining what I wanted, and the pieces fell in to place. I don't eat junkfood anymore, and I don't lay around all day anymore either. I have mildy devolped abs to, my diet needs a slight overhaul, then I will be humanly perfect. Just by imagining it, it all happened.
WAKE THE DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!! >:D
After I am done with my focusing exercise, I feel stronger, it lasts several hours. It intensifies everything about me. It helps me be mean to >:D
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I don't think being mean is Soph's way.
Soph, I don't really like that giraffe one. But I do like your current avatar. The rain and the tree.
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I like this rain/tree one as well. I think it's nice
And I have Lucozade and am having a good OCD night, incase anyone cares :laugh:
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I like this rain/tree one as well. I think it's nice
And I have Lucozade and am having a good OCD night, incase anyone cares :laugh:
I care. Glad you're having a good night. :) I'd like to see you take an SSRI for that OCD - sounds like it sucks bigtime.
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Yeah it does
It's hard to explaina s well, because I don't understand it at all
And until I can at least put it into words, even just for myself, I don't know how I can go about fixing it
I want meds for it definitely, to try and make it easier
That, Sophie and the stuff going on atm, are the three main things making it hard for me to get rid of the depression
And with it coming from three directions, it's a pain in the ass to get rid of
I really hate my OCD though
Sophie thought hers was good; she said it helped her
But it didn't
It was just really bad
It made her stop listening to Rammstein sometimes, and things like that
Not that that is the worst thing in the world lol
But still, OCD can be such a fucking bitch
I hate it so much
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I was joking.
SSRI SUCK!
LOTS OF STUPID FUCKS USE THEM AS AN EXCUSE TO BE LAZY. I used to be like that :laugh: What was I thinking :laugh:
How is the weather where you are?
Are you an only child?
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It's cold here and it rains a lot
I don't like hot weather though
When it gets really hot, I get migraines
Once I had a migraine and I started vomiting blood though
I didn't care though
I just leaned over the side of the bed, threw up and then went back to sleep
Thought I had TB
Obviously didn't
Was a bit thick
I had my TB jab in year 10
I cried when I got that
Then the bitch sent me back to Physics and people laughed at me
Fucking gays
I have two little brothers
I was an only child till I was 12
My dad has a son and a daughter as well
So technically I have three half-brothers and a half-sister
But I don't really
I have two brothers
I saw my other brother and sister with their mum outside the shop across the road a few months ago
other than that I don't see them
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I have never seen my half sister in real life, and I never knew she existed till I was 15 or so.
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I saw mine when she was a baby
I think I held her
I haven't properly seen her since I was 12 or 13
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Sometimes I think maybe one day they'll track me down and be pissed I wasn't there for them or something
Because they're so much younger
I'm not close to my dad though
And I'm useless to my bbrothers as it is
Two more responsibilities wouldn't work either
Just two more people to fuck up
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Wow you are really hard on yourself, still can't figure out why. I think you are a great person and I am sure lots of other people think the same including your brothers.
Wish you lived here but you wouldn't like it, it gets hot and you would get migraines, I do sometimes. So sooner or later, I will have to come over there and tell you you are a great person in rl.
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:) Thanks
I wish I lived somewhere else really
I mean, there are a lot of things I like about living here, but I really want to be somewhere else
I think it'd help me get better to be somewhere I wanted to be, but maybe that's not true
I want to go to San Francisco one day
But I don'thave much money
Maybe I am too hard on myself
I dunno though, I can be very selfish I think
I don't mean to though, I don't realise I'm doing it until afterwards
But then I realise maybe I was
There's nothing I can do for anyone though
So all that I do is negative
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Everyone is selfish heheh, that is the nature of us all. We have to think of ourselves first, who else is going to do it? Think of yourself first for now, get yourself feeling better and then you can do for others. I have noticed that you think of your brothers and everyone on ZOMG.
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Yes, stop being cruel to yourself, Soph. It's a bad habit to fall into. And the sad news is, the world doesn't give you credit for feeling bad about yourself. So it's best to start liking yourself, because you are all you've got. I've learned this lesson the hard way. :-\
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I will try and be more positive
I drew again today and read some of my book
I hope I can get McDonalds today
I bet I won't though
(http://img70.imageshack.us/img70/775/mavisandjeffreybd0.jpg)
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:lol:
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:lol: :plus:
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Mcdonalds sucks. You get used to doing what is right after a while, then you can be closer to not be a solo wanker.
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I like fries from McDonalds
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how often do you masturbate?
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did I answer that about 3 days ago? :P
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did I answer that about 3 days ago? :P
I don't know, i don't usually follow these ask away threads
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(http://img70.imageshack.us/img70/775/mavisandjeffreybd0.jpg)
oh how adorable :plus: :laugh:
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Where is the masturbation finger? :laugh:
Better stop loosing weight, damn testosterone is pumping up, another 14 or so lbs, and I will be bitchn :laugh:
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Where is the masturbation finger? :laugh:
Better stop loosing weight, damn testosterone is pumping up, another 14 or so lbs, and I will be bitchn :laugh:
I don't know if I should loose anymore, unless the rest is more water. I think those models in the magazines are dehydrated, so that is why the see their abs so well, and I bet skin color has something to do with it. I drink alot of water, and my skin is very light. I see abs anyway.
Soph reminds of my old friend, Jen, I miss her. I think I fantasized about her a few times to, she was telling me not to laugh at her, I was really horny, extremely horny, that is why I was giggling. I was not really used to having someone be so nice to me to, but I am getting used to it now.
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Not on much today ok?
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Just been having a difficult time lately, and staying offline a bit to avoid looking lie a tosser at the worst times :laugh: (well, more of a tosser than usual lol)
I'm ok though, I've been worse recently so it could be a lot more fucked-up
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I will try and be more positive
I drew again today and read some of my book
I hope I can get McDonalds today
I bet I won't though
(http://img70.imageshack.us/img70/775/mavisandjeffreybd0.jpg)
i laughed so hard drool came out of my mouth :laugh: :lol: :plus: :plus: :plus:
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:D
i laughed pepsi out of my nose once :-[
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:laugh: that must have hurt.
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it wasn't very nice
i was sat in the middle of Burger King as well :P
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i was at mcd's onetime with a friend and i laughed so hard that i spilled my coke and it went on my friend's shoes. :laugh:
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i spilled pepsi on my head once when i was running up the stairs and fell :laugh:
i just ate two plums :orly:
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i was coming down the stairs when i spilled the coke. :laugh: then i laughed even harder.
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stairs are very dangerous :tard:
i nearly fell down my stairs at xmas lol
am playing wii sports :headbang2:
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I have never seen that fuckn comerical.
Have you tried the new infinity razor, the one with carbon and tungsten blades, that never needs replacement ever?
Carbon is what diamonds are made of, diamonds are the hardest thing on earth, next to my cock :laugh:
Next cums human boner/ bone :laugh:
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the Cillit Bang commercial?
lol it's so fucking annoying
I like the IKEA one
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What the fuck? I don't get dirty shows, I have no cable.
More time to get read for big day I guess :luvnan:
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Tell me about that comerical
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Which one? The Cillit Bang one?
It's just some really annoying guy with an excruciating voice, advertising some crappy cleaning product
The IKEA Doink one is better:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X38yY2T66Dc
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Maybe he was socking cock to much :laugh: I see clit, no surprise :laugh:
What does IKEA Doink stand for?
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IKEA is a swedish place that sells furniture and stuff
Doink is the sound the doinking machine makes when it doinks :P
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I see bed going up and down, I am happy :laugh: :wanker:
The room is cleaner than mine, although, I my room is a little small, and I don't have alot of money to buy things that I could organize more. I get used to the mess to a degree. I swept up a dead centipede this morning, it was under my laudry hamper, thank god I don't use that one anymore.
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When I was younger I squashed a spider on my wall and the gooey stuff was still there months later
I keep my room clean now
My room is always either really really clean, or a complete mess
From now on, it's staying clean
I have most things in drawers
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I have a draw full of pills, and it all doesn't fit :laugh:
Aphrodisacs and shit, you can never be strong enough. :laugh:
On top my bureau, I got a tub of L glutamine powder, helps muscles to recover from exercise.
Its funny though, I have to move back into my room, from the living room due to the carpenter putting sheatrock up. "its staying clean now", yes, its a bit more than lack of space, its fuckn dust to :laugh:
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Most of my pills are downstairs in the kitchen
I don't know what half of them are
I need to exercise
I'm not healthy at all
I'm not unhealthy in an overweight kind of way, but I don't eat enough proper food
My mum says I'll end up malnourished :laugh:
She gets pissed off at me not eating right
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When I was younger I squashed a spider on my wall and the gooey stuff was still there months later
I keep my room clean now
My room is always either really really clean, or a complete mess
From now on, it's staying clean
I have most things in drawers
my room is total messchaos and i should clean it and take a shower and do laundry in the opposite order... or something.
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When I was younger I squashed a spider on my wall and the gooey stuff was still there months later
I keep my room clean now
My room is always either really really clean, or a complete mess
From now on, it's staying clean
I have most things in drawers
my room is total messchaos and i should clean it and take a shower and do laundry in the opposite order... or something.
my room is nice and shiny and clean
my mum put the sheets on my bed for me before
and i got another shower a couple hours ago
running out of clothes though
i hope my mum does the washing fast :orly:
you should go get a shower
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Its more than that though, you can't just say no to sweets without replacing that behavior with something else. My mom just forced me to stop eating dairy and wheat because she believed it was hurting me. If you force the key it may brake, then you can't get inside at all. You force someone, like my mom does, you get an eating disorder. She forced me because she knew I could do it, I did however devolpe an eating disorder in response, but I took care of it all by myself. Once you adjust the mood in a positive way, the rest flows like magic. Someday, you may never want to go back, I don't. She sends conflicting messages to me all the time, that doesn't allow a child to devolpe an emotional attachement to their mom. She blamed it on aspergers syndrome though, probably so she would have to look at her own behavior. She tells people how retarded I am 5 minutes later. I have patience though, I understand her issues. 5 minutes later I am to go to college, and I think my boy will be presdent someday.
I don't recommend pills in the kitchen, as a child may get at them.
I don't recommend in the bathroom closet either, as moisture in there could destroy potency of pills, unless the bathroom is ventilated, and doesn't have mold in it like mine. As long as I keep up, the mold probably won't bother me, final stage cancer didn't, the most agressive chemo resistant cancer.
I would read the pill bottles, Jessica doesn't, and she is having problems, she would never know if her meds need adjusting.
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it would be worse if I had my pills in here, as my brother sometimes comes in here looking for things to play with
in the kitchen they go in a cupboard high up
he can't reach them in there
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i would have a shower but there's no point without clean clothes. :( and i'm so tired. meh. i just feel like vegetating.
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oh yeah I understand the clean clothes stuff
That's why I'm worried about running out of clothes
I think there are some newly washed ones downstairs though
I might put them on the radiator so they're nice and warm when I put them on :laugh:
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i would have a shower but there's no point without clean clothes. :( and i'm so tired. meh. i just feel like vegetating.
Sit in my lap. :laugh:
One lay next to me, the other... no one on each side. Seeing as Jessica is playing dumb games with me... its really not smart, considering I never got an appology for her other actions. I think I need to explain it to her. Its what she can do now, that is good enough for me.
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no, sit on my lap; I have cookies :zoinks:
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ooh two laps. which one will i sit on? :zoinks: you're both so skinny you can sit on my lap!
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:sex?:
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ooh two laps. which one will i sit on? :zoinks: you're both so skinny you can sit on my lap!
You probably can sit on their laps, shorty. Feel free to sit on mine, though that would form some sort of weird formation if they were sitting on yours while you sat on my lap.
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Do belligerent fools run Manchester schools?
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most of them
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ooh two laps. which one will i sit on? :zoinks: you're both so skinny you can sit on my lap!
You probably can sit on their laps, shorty. Feel free to sit on mine, though that would form some sort of weird formation if they were sitting on yours while you sat on my lap.
it would form you into a bean bag chair. :P :-*
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I might scream, I am that horny.
Dandelion
Maca
Panax ginseng
ginko
reseservatrol
ginger
Horny goat weed
cinnamon
cayenne pepper
sage
fish oil
multi vitamin and mineral
alfalfa, nutrient dense super green food
algae nutrient dense super green food
RED WINE EXTRACT WE CAN GET DRUNK TOGETHER :laugh:
Grape seed extract
It goes on and on.
Lifestyle habits, the best I am a machine, maybe I shut hunt some ducks with my automatic double barrel explosive shell shot gun :wanker:
So long, I have not an junkfood in so long.
COOKIES AND MILK :laugh:
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Did cal log in before I thought I saw him at one point then he was gone figured you have been on the whole time so I'd ask
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Mcdonalds should serve more health conscious food, that way their customers have more years to eat their food. I could be done, without scraficing taste, and if you push yourself further, your tastebuds adapt. Customers might, however, decide they are full quicker, and thus loose profits. Its nuetral it appears, except for the rising prices, as healthier food can be more money. I think its worth it.
Monounsaturated fat is the best oil for french fries. I would add garlic to the oil to help prevent brake down of the oil into toxic products.
Organic grass feed beef for burgers
Whole wheat buns
Lighter on the salt for fries, and cheese
They are stingy with the vegetables in the salads, and sometimes don't have any left.
You could make icecream that was a bit healthier to for the milkshakes. 100% organic ingredients, including unrefined sweetners. Whole grain flours for brownies.
That would be more fit more a king or queen.
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I saw him "logging in" but didn't see him again after that
maybe he got on a computer but didn't have much time
Or he'd been drinknig and he passed out :laugh:
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That's all I saw too but had to go for awhile wasn't sure if he stayed on I pm'd him without a responce
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Hmmm.. Doctor blind.
I could impressionate doctor, I should be a tv star on a soap opera or something :laugh:
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Who the fuck is Calandale now?
What is your favorite color?
What measures do you implament so your mom won't catch you drinking?
I got up early to hind my eating disorder habits from my stupid mom, I pedaled all the way to walmart at 5am, like 6-12miles total.
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calandale is snidely whipslash
Red is my favourite colour
and my friend's favourite colour too
I haven't been drinking for a couple weeks
i used to just try and leave the bottle there with some left in it, but not much really, as my mum always knew the next day if i'd been drinking
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Need help with reporting a suicidal Russian woman to the right authorities NOT A JOKE!!! (http://64.233.183.104/search?q=cache:5sEAwK9l-hAJ:www.websitetoolbox.com/tool/post/bulldogskates/vpost%3Fid%3D2545649%26goto%3Dnextnewest+starbuline&hl=en&ct=clnk&cd=20&gl=uk&client=firefox-a)
i dunno what to make of this
it's sad
but at the same time, sophie would have found the russian misunderstanding funny
i dunno why i'm posting this - was going to see what people on zomg though but i don't want some people to see it
so i'm posting it here
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Oh God. Yes, it is funny and she would laugh. But yuck. I never actually read her WP blog. Makes me feel like total shit. But it IS funny as hell. She would love it. :laugh:
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The first pm I sent her was to ask if she was really from Russia. :laugh: Yeah, she would laugh at this. I choose to laugh, too.
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what is that? is it a link to wp?
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it's a random forum i found where a guy posted this:
I Goggled a website and it took me to a blog of a woman in Russia contemplating suicide.
Anyone know who should be contacted?
btw, I've already contacted the site, but there's a 24 hour wait for a responce.
If this is her idea of a sick joke, it's not funny.
I think she really needs help...
http://www.wrongplanet.net/modules.php?name=blogview&user=Starbuline
he had accidentally come across starbulines blog on wp, where she was talking about being suicidal or something, and he made a post on his forum about how he needs to report a "suicidal russian woman" who might commit suicide
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The first pm I sent her was to ask if she was really from Russia. :laugh: Yeah, she would laugh at this. I choose to laugh, too.
i think i must be one of the only people who DIDNT think she was from russia at first lol everyone else seems to
i did think she would be fat though, by the way she posted how fat she was and needed to lose weight. i was shocked when i saw a picture of her :laugh:
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I always laughed at how everyone asked her if that was really her in her avatars! :laugh:
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oh yeah i forgot about that :laugh:
she did look a lot like her sometimes though, when she had the blonde hair
she was pissed off at how a couple of her pictures looked once, because she thought she looked swedish :laugh:
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If you had me tied up, what would you do with me :-*
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i'd place you in uncompromising positions with other men and take pictures for milla :zoinks:
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These men must be my nonsexual servants, do my laundry for me and shit :laugh: Perhaps one of them is the carpenter, finishing fixing up my house.
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i want some non-sexual servents as well
I want some chinese too
i had some valium before
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Valium is addicitive, if my memory is correct, be careful.
I am too hot for gay men :laugh:
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Soph, is Lucozade expensive where you are? In Australia it is more expensive than other fizzy drinks. I like it but would not be able to afford lots of it. :(
Do you drink tea?
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i don't drink tea, or coffee. i don't really like hot drinks that much
i hate tht smell of them as well, especially coffee
i think lucozade is more expensive than other drinks
red bull is even more expensive though
i can't remember how much it costs
less than a £ per bottle
do you get all the different flavoured ones there as well?
we have original, orange, apple, lemon, and 2 purple/blue ones here
do you like lucozade?
starbuline wanted to try lucozade she said, because i talked about it so much :laugh:
and other stuff we have here, like jaffa cakes. i always think of her when i eat jaffa cakes now, even though she never got to try one. do you have jaffa cakes there? at halloween last year they did special halloween ones that were red instead of orange inside. i liked them
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How are you feeling on the new meds?
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not great but only been on them a few days so hopefully it will get better
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they always kinda suck when you first switch meds
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yeah they said it will take 3 or 4 weeks to start working :(
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yeah they said it will take 3 or 4 weeks to start working :(
They are right, it can take some time to work.
I do like Lucozade very much, it tastes nice, especially the orange one. We get the other flavours here as well.
We get Jaffa cakes as well. When we buy them, they don't last long because both GA and I like them.
What else do you like to drink?
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i love eating jaffa cakes. it's like a tongue inside. :zoinks:
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I like Pepsi. Although I don;t drink Pepsi much anymore. Also Red Bull and lemonade, and I've been drinkign orange juice a lot lately (healthier than the rest :laugh: ). Sophie said I would like Monster. But I don't know if they sell that over here. Do they have that where you are?
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I am not sure if we have Monster here. Maybe it is one of those herbal/caffeinated drinks?
We have Red Bull, I don't like it. I prefer Coke to Pepsi every time. :)
Orange juice is good.i love eating jaffa cakes. it's like a tongue inside. :zoinks:
Heh, never thought of it like that!
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sophie preferred coke :P
i love pepsi though, i think it tastes nicer. i can drink loads of pepsi and still feel thirsty and want more. i get sick of too much coke though
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mmmmmmm orange Lucozade
nice cold bottle outta the fridge
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What member of I2 would you most like to join me in a threesome with?
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You are very spammy today :zoinks:
I will choose Milla :-*
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You are very spammy today :zoinks:
I will choose Milla :-*
Excelent choice, my dear!
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I have good taste :P
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Yeah it has caffeine in it
it's an energy drink, like Red Bull and stuff (and apparently an american one called Monster, although I don't think we have that here)
You can get it in quite a few different flavours - original, orange, apple, lemon and 2 purple/blue ones that are wild berry and something else
It's nice, I like it
It's fizzy like soda
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Holy shit, I am addicted to that Monster drink...
Do they sell Lucozade in Czech? I shall need to find a suitable replacement for the Monster drink when I am there.
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I'm not sure if they do, I know they sold a lot of stuff we have here in Denmark and a couple other countries, so maybe they sell Lucozade in other European places and might have some there
I've never had monster - I remember Sophie telling me about it but I haven't ever seen any here
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Do they sell them at Tesco :zoinks:
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oh wow Tesco, we have Tescos here haha
yeah I think they sell them at most places that do fizzy drinks
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We have Walmart in Utah...
But there is a Tesco by my aunt's house. They also happen to sell a rather delicious Pear Brandy that is made in Moravia. :fiveshots:
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I have good taste :P
Prove it. Let me taste.
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I taste of shampoo and soap
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Soph sounds like Soap :P
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I didn't know Lucozade has caffeine in it.
Hope you doctor appointment goes well today, Soph.
Time for me to go to bed and read. :)
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Thanks :)
Goodnight
I hope she gives me a higher dose
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upoad it when you can be arsed :P
he's good, he gets on well with Flo, my cat
he's so cute. he has a really awesome little face
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I need to be assed to upload pics of my puppy one of these days.
But I've been meaning to ask you, how are tortoises as pets? Do they have personality and stuff?
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I've only had mine a couple of weeks, this is my first tortoise
I think he does have personality though, although he's still only a baby
They're cute
They're not the same as having a cat or a dog or somethingm because they usually don't like being handled all the time and petted like dogs do. But they're cute and I like watching him. When the weather gets better (it's cold here at the moment and he's mediterranean) I can take him out in the garden so he can walk around there.
He sleeps a lot under a wooden thing in the tortoise table, and I made him a little hpuse out of a cardboard box with a door cut into it. So he likes it in there at night.
But he limes walking around and climbing over things too.
They're fun to watch when they eat
They have really cool little mouths and pink tongues
I have some videos of him
He's only young at the moment so I guess he'll be different when he gets older, but I think they are good to have
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thats why i call you soap :laugh:
weeeeeeeeeee i just went constant postal!
I've only had mine a couple of weeks, this is my first tortoise
I think he does have personality though, although he's still only a baby
They're cute
They're not the same as having a cat or a dog or somethingm because they usually don't like being handled all the time and petted like dogs do. But they're cute and I like watching him. When the weather gets better (it's cold here at the moment and he's mediterranean) I can take him out in the garden so he can walk around there.
He sleeps a lot under a wooden thing in the tortoise table, and I made him a little hpuse out of a cardboard box with a door cut into it. So he likes it in there at night.
But he limes walking around and climbing over things too.
They're fun to watch when they eat
They have really cool little mouths and pink tongues
I have some videos of him
He's only young at the moment so I guess he'll be different when he gets older, but I think they are good to have
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Why is a guest looking at this thread?
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Why is a guest looking at this thread?
It probably was a Google bot or something similar.
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Have looked at the board without being logged in before, so could also be a member just reading and not posting.
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Have looked at the board without being logged in before, so could also be a member just reading and not posting.
You're right, it could also be a member who isn't logged in, but most frequently it is a search engine bot looking at very old threads.
Right now, the guest viewing this thread is Bint.
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Oh. Didn't notice how old it is.
Edit: Do you often reveal member's guest viewing?
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Why is a guest looking at this thread?
It probably was a Google bot or something similar.
Are you Soph?
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:tinfoil:
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I may have missed a post on this if you made it. How did your appointment in London go?
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I haven't ben yet - don't even know when it will be yet - everything takes ages on the nhs lol
I did have a hpspital appointment for something else today tho ( psychiatrist) and that went well - this psych seems better than any of the psych people I've seen before, which is good. A lot of psychs seem to be crap about understanding the aspergers.
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Have you ever considered joining a Gay Nazi Group??
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I haven't ben yet - don't even know when it will be yet - everything takes ages on the nhs lol
I did have a hpspital appointment for something else today tho ( psychiatrist) and that went well - this psych seems better than any of the psych people I've seen before, which is good. A lot of psychs seem to be crap about understanding the aspergers.
Psychiatrists scare me, although I've never seen one....I've just never heard good reports.
I've been to a specialist Psychologist for Aspergers and she was wonderful.
Does the psychiatrist you are seeing specialise in AS?
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no she dosn't , but she is better than most of the psychs i've had before
the guy who diagnosed me with AS specialised in AS, but i'd have to go private to see him again and can't afford it lol
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How much money do you make off the advertisements over at zomg??
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nothing
the only reason there are ads there now is because my bank account was frozen due to identity theft
so the subscription i used to pay every month to keep the site ad-free was automatically cancelled a few days ago
once i get my bank account fixed i will remove the ads again
i make no money whatsoever from zomg and never have
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nothing
the only reason there are ads there now is because my bank account was frozen due to identity theft
so the subscription i used to pay every month to keep the site ad-free was automatically cancelled a few days ago
once i get my bank account fixed i will remove the ads again
i make no money whatsoever from zomg and never have
I hope your account is straightened out quickly. Do you know who stole your identity? ???
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Thanks
finally got it fix :ljust now so will getrid of zomg ads toniht
it wasn't actually identitytheft - they just thought it was and blocked my account.. Really annoying trying to sort it over the phone tho. This haas happened three times s far this year
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Thanks
finally got it fix :ljust now so will getrid of zomg ads toniht
it wasn't actually identitytheft - they just thought it was and blocked my account.. Really annoying trying to sort it over the phone tho. This haas happened three times s far this year
Why three times? Is this bank really disorganized? What keeps happening to make them think your identity is being stolen? ???
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it's when i buy cheap things off ebay from foreign countries. appparently when it's id theft they make a small purchase of a few pounds at first, to check whether it's working. and thats what theykeep thingking is happening
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I can see why they blocked your account if they think you were a victim of identity theft, but it's still a pain to go through.
My husband had his credit card information stolen at a restaurant and the ring of thieves used the information to charge something in California, over 1000 miles away from here. The credit card company called him to see if he had made that purchase and when he said that he didn't, they didn't charge him for it. He went to the local police here and they uncovered that there was an identity theft ring and figured out at which restaurant his credit card number was stolen, since he wasn't the only victim.
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it's when i buy cheap things off ebay from foreign countries. appparently when it's id theft they make a small purchase of a few pounds at first, to check whether it's working. and thats what theykeep thingking is happening
When my husband goes to India, he calls the credit card company and lets them know, so they won't freeze his card while he is there.
I wonder if you could try something similar when you buy stuff on eBay?
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it's when i buy cheap things off ebay from foreign countries. appparently when it's id theft they make a small purchase of a few pounds at first, to check whether it's working. and thats what theykeep thingking is happening
When my husband goes to India, he calls the credit card company and lets them know, so they won't freeze his card while he is there.
I wonder if you could try something similar when you buy stuff on eBay?
I made a $400 purchase in Kaposvar, Hungary with my B of A card. They didn't even question it, the bastards!! :grrr:
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Be glad they didn't mess you up, since you were the one who made the purchase. My husband tried to buy a Kashmir rug for me in India using his Chase credit card and they refused to authorize the charge. He tried to call them but the 800 number on the back of their card doesn't work in India. So he asked me to call them from here for him, but obviously I'm not him even though I had all his information and was calling them from our home phone number, so they still wouldn't authorize it. He wound up using another credit card to buy the rug, but he wanted to use the Chase one because it gave him frequent flier miles.
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TL;DR :wanker:
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???
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Didn't you go to a Rammstein concert a while back? How was it?
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Have the Carrington Moss peat bogs ever caught on fire??
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Didn't you go to a Rammstein concert a while back? How was it?
YES!
we got standing tickets too and it was fuking brillliant. best night of my life :laugh:
here are a couple videos i took:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A-5tYOOXAPU
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k_sgaY9IZB4
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What is your cup size?
Are your areola large or small?
Are your areola pink or dark?
How do you shave your muff? (clean shaven, landing strip, triangle, heart, etc)
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Do you prefer this version of the cat vs helicopter vid?
Cat VS. Helicopter (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ueubklODW7c#ws)