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Title: hello again :)
Post by: Hannah on September 21, 2014, 06:05:14 PM: hello again all 8) I really missed this place I'm about to be 31 and can't wait to start this year actually! Hannah 3.1 I'm a different person then I was a bit ago...I no longer self inure been SI free for almost shy of 3 years, healing is possible and it's great to be back! I have actually been speaking with some younger folks who have started to cut and both of them have stopped so perhaps the pain I went through can be used for good :2thumbsup: I say one can become bitter or better and there is choice etc...

I don't want to make it into a counsolor's speel but yea it's great to be better and just to be beyond this and to have grown from it...I honestly feel as though my 20's were like my growing pain teen years if that makes sense...emotionally speaking :yarly: Glad it's over woo...

I'm taking A plus classes and they are a lot of fun! Networking after A plus followed by Security Plus in the spring and summer of 2015 life is looking up...though there are up and down days I am more on an even keel if that makes sense...I am confortable in my skin for the first time ever because I accept myself for who I am flaws and all...I just am Hannah and I'm OK with that :viking: I love it actually, there are days I'm just ok with it...etc...

You'll hopefully see a more positive Hannah then you have in the past...

I usually think before I post, and if it's something emotional I just physically write about it now...then throw it away...or workout like a mad woman...blarg there :CanofWorms:

Anyways blessings all and despite the nutty for cocoa puffs going on in the world, there is still goodness you just have to look for it :laugh:
Title: Re: I am not new can't remember my other name, but hello again :)
Post by: Jack on September 21, 2014, 06:06:25 PM: Welcome back.
Title: Re: I am not new can't remember my other name, but hello again :)
Post by: Hannah on September 21, 2014, 06:07:51 PM: Quote from: Jack on September 21, 2014, 06:06:25 PM
Welcome back.

Thank you Jack :) how have you been doing?
Title: Re: I am not new can't remember my other name, but hello again :)
Post by: Jack on September 21, 2014, 06:10:41 PM: (https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-o286hiAVbNE/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAAA/_B72ivrqfzw/photo.jpg)
Title: Re: I am not new can't remember my other name, but hello again :)
Post by: Hannah on September 21, 2014, 06:12:02 PM: Quote from: Jack on September 21, 2014, 06:10:41 PM
(https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-o286hiAVbNE/AAAAAAAAAAI/AAAAAAAAAAA/_B72ivrqfzw/photo.jpg)

I'm glad to hear :yarly:
Title: Re: I am not new can't remember my other name, but hello again :)
Post by: Pyraxis on September 21, 2014, 06:59:11 PM: Glad you're back.
Title: Re: I am not new can't remember my other name, but hello again :)
Post by: Yuri Bezmenov on September 21, 2014, 08:37:13 PM: Quote from: Hannah on September 21, 2014, 06:05:14 PM
hello again all 8) I really missed this place I'm about to be 31 and can't wait to start this year actually! Hannah 3.1 I'm a different person then I was a bit ago...I no longer self inure been SI free for almost shy of 3 years, healing is possible and it's great to be back! I have actually been speaking with some younger folks who have started to cut and both of them have stopped so perhaps the pain I went through can be used for good :2thumbsup: I say one can become bitter or better and there is choice etc...

I don't want to make it into a counsolor's speel but yea it's great to be better and just to be beyond this and to have grown from it...I honestly feel as though my 20's were like my growing pain teen years if that makes sense...emotionally speaking :yarly: Glad it's over woo...

This story sounds familiar. Were you posting on WP back in 2006/7??
Title: Re: I am not new can't remember my other name, but hello again :)
Post by: renaeden on September 22, 2014, 12:22:35 AM: Welcome back, Hannah. :)

I also used to self harm, been a year and a half since I did it last. My scar is still purple from the last thing I did. It is awesome that you are talking to people about it because it is quite a taboo subject.
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Post by: RageBeoulve on September 22, 2014, 10:34:51 PM: :thumbup:
Title: Re: I am not new can't remember my other name, but hello again :)
Post by: odeon on September 22, 2014, 10:39:23 PM: Welcome back. :)
Title: Re: I am not new can't remember my other name, but hello again :)
Post by: Hannah on September 23, 2014, 10:04:49 AM: thanks all for the welcome back's :yarly: they are sweet and make my day :laugh:
Title: Re: I am not new can't remember my other name, but hello again :)
Post by: Genesis on September 23, 2014, 11:55:41 PM: Welcome Back!!!! :D
Title: Re: I am not new can't remember my other name, but hello again :)
Post by: bodie on September 24, 2014, 04:22:22 AM: Welcome back

I think you were 'burned one' before or maybe 'burned out' or perhaps i am mistaken.

Anyway, Hannah glad that you are here and feeling tickedeeboo. :tigger:

Don't worry about what you post, just post and be yourself.
Title: Re: I am not new can't remember my other name, but hello again :)
Post by: odeon on September 27, 2014, 01:57:13 AM: Quote from: bodie on September 24, 2014, 04:22:22 AM
Don't worry about what you post, just post and be yourself.

Applicable to more than posting, this.
Title: Re: I am not new can't remember my other name, but hello again :)
Post by: bodie on September 27, 2014, 07:59:10 AM: Quote from: odeon on September 27, 2014, 01:57:13 AM
Quote from: bodie on September 24, 2014, 04:22:22 AM
Don't worry about what you post, just post and be yourself.

Applicable to more than posting, this.

Definitely. :thumbup:
Title: Re: I am not new can't remember my other name, but hello again :)
Post by: Gopher Gary on September 27, 2014, 08:29:23 AM: Quote from: odeon on September 27, 2014, 01:57:13 AM
Quote from: bodie on September 24, 2014, 04:22:22 AM
Don't worry about what you post, just post and be yourself.

Applicable to more than posting, this.

I hope Hannah being herself involves n00dz. :2thumbsup:
Title: Re: I am not new can't remember my other name, but hello again :)
Post by: Hannah on September 27, 2014, 09:51:59 AM: Quote from: Gopher Gary on September 27, 2014, 08:29:23 AM
Quote from: odeon on September 27, 2014, 01:57:13 AM
Quote from: bodie on September 24, 2014, 04:22:22 AM
Don't worry about what you post, just post and be yourself.

Applicable to more than posting, this.

I hope Hannah being herself involves n00dz. :2thumbsup:

sorry to disappoint but nah not any more, tis a new Hannah...I did that to get attention back in the day...I'm being for real here folks, as a way of saying without saying 'look at me love me' or 'look at how awful I am hate me' or somewhere in between...now I love who I am and respect myself enough not to do things like that any longer... :yarly:
Title: Re: I am not new can't remember my other name, but hello again :)
Post by: Pyraxis on September 27, 2014, 10:28:35 AM: Real is good.
Title: Re: I am not new can't remember my other name, but hello again :)
Post by: Icequeen on September 27, 2014, 10:33:21 AM: Yep, I remember you.

Glad you're back and doing much better. :thumbup:
Title: Re: I am not new can't remember my other name, but hello again :)
Post by: Gopher Gary on September 27, 2014, 02:25:01 PM: Quote from: Hannah on September 27, 2014, 09:51:59 AM
sorry to disappoint

:violin:

That's alright, Hannah. I'm a facetious little rodent. :green:
Title: Re: I am not new can't remember my other name, but hello again :)
Post by: Genesis on September 27, 2014, 08:25:31 PM: Quote from: Gopher Gary on September 27, 2014, 02:25:01 PM
Quote from: Hannah on September 27, 2014, 09:51:59 AM
sorry to disappoint

:violin:

That's alright, Hannah. I'm a facetious little rodent. :green:

:o No Way! lol
Title: Re: I am not new can't remember my other name, but hello again :)
Post by: Hannah on October 07, 2014, 10:27:13 AM: Just thought I'd post some pictures I took yesterday :asthing:
Title: Re: I am not new can't remember my other name, but hello again :)
Post by: renaeden on October 07, 2014, 10:48:10 PM: You could melt people with your intense stare...
Title: Re: I am not new can't remember my other name, but hello again :)
Post by: Hannah on October 19, 2014, 07:52:59 PM: I'm more comfortable in my own skin these days...feels great!
Title: Re: I am not new can't remember my other name, but hello again :)
Post by: Queen Victoria on October 19, 2014, 11:13:42 PM: Congratulations Hannah. I didn't start feeling comfortable in my own skin until I was almost 65. I was probably comfortable in my early 60's, but didn't feel it until 65.
Title: Re: I am not new can't remember my other name, but hello again :)
Post by: odeon on October 20, 2014, 11:15:44 PM: I love this thread's title. :zoinks:
Title: Re: I am not new can't remember my other name, but hello again :)
Post by: Hannah on October 21, 2014, 11:29:58 AM: Quote from: odeon on October 20, 2014, 11:15:44 PM
I love this thread's title. :zoinks:

Well thanks
Title: Re: I am not new can't remember my other name, but hello again :)
Post by: Genesis on October 21, 2014, 09:41:40 PM: :plus:
Title: Re: I am not new can't remember my other name, but hello again :)
Post by: odeon on October 21, 2014, 11:07:46 PM: Quote from: Hannah on October 21, 2014, 11:29:58 AM
Quote from: odeon on October 20, 2014, 11:15:44 PM
I love this thread's title. :zoinks:

Well thanks

It makes me smile. :)
Title: Re: I am not new can't remember my other name, but hello again :)
Post by: Hannah on December 30, 2014, 09:25:07 PM: I'll make this the thread I put new head shots in...by the by hope you all are doing well...
Title: Re: I am not new can't remember my other name, but hello again :)
Post by: Hannah on December 30, 2014, 09:26:51 PM: Continued...
Title: Re: I am not new can't remember my other name, but hello again :)
Post by: Hannah on January 01, 2015, 02:48:55 AM: I'm really getting tired of irl folks saying 'hey Hannah give us a smile' like I'm on demand TV or something...OK you want a smile :mischief:
Title: Re: hello again :)
Post by: renaeden on January 01, 2015, 05:20:31 AM: Does your neutral expression tend to look angry or negative in some way? I get this and people tend to think I am in a bad mood when I am not. Frustrating.
Title: Re: hello again :)
Post by: Hannah on January 01, 2015, 09:54:36 PM: Quote from: renaeden on January 01, 2015, 05:20:31 AM
Does your neutral expression tend to look angry or negative in some way? I get this and people tend to think I am in a bad mood when I am not. Frustrating.

yea it's not negative per say just board at best or negative for folks that don't know me... :headhurts: I have an intense soul, and look...so eh it's me...I'm just having a bitch moment where I'm like ok sunshine here... :facepalm2:
Title: Re: hello again :)
Post by: Hannah on January 01, 2015, 11:45:49 PM: Not sure if this counts as 'intense' but it's a common face I have...just is what it is ya know? if folks don't like it I really don't pick up on their distaste or otherwise... :nerdy:

http://joyfulone83.tumblr.com/post/106874021396/me-take-it-or-leave-it (http://joyfulone83.tumblr.com/post/106874021396/me-take-it-or-leave-it)
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Post by: renaeden on January 04, 2015, 01:31:11 AM: Hey, you look quite cheerful there. :)
Title: Re: hello again :)
Post by: Hannah on January 04, 2015, 02:44:06 AM: Quote from: renaeden on January 04, 2015, 01:31:11 AM
Hey, you look quite cheerful there. :)

Thanks :yarly:
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Post by: Hannah on January 06, 2015, 05:06:18 AM: I'm so tired...http://joyfulone83.tumblr.com/post/107305060456/i-am-so-freaking-tired-someone-halp (http://joyfulone83.tumblr.com/post/107305060456/i-am-so-freaking-tired-someone-halp)
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Post by: Hannah on January 12, 2015, 03:39:22 AM: ...
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Post by: Hannah on January 12, 2015, 03:40:59 AM: :heisenberg:
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Post by: Hannah on February 01, 2015, 03:09:02 PM: http://joyfulone83.tumblr.com/post/109804992706/taken-on-february-1st-2015-moi (http://joyfulone83.tumblr.com/post/109804992706/taken-on-february-1st-2015-moi)

February 1, 2015 new head shots... :yarly:
Title: Re: hello again :)
Post by: Genesis on February 01, 2015, 07:20:42 PM: :plus: